Today we celebrate the day a group of 10 awesome people were brought together

YAY. Platoon birthday! Haha, looks like we are going to be celebrating at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.

Today, I reached home the time I woke up yesterday.

I have yet to start on my Malay revision.

I am actually not jealous of those who are done with their exams. Hmm, I thought I would be. If I were the other party, I would be gloating like mad.

I see Malay as my last chance to pull up my grades. THEN WHY AM I NOT STUDYING FOR IT?

Now that I have finished watching Ugly Betty for like the 5th time, I am watching The Big Bang Theory for like the 5th time. I started watching the new episodes yesterday, then couldnt resist going back to watch the older episodes. Awwww.

Here I am slacking at home with Malay exam as my reason for not going for Orienteering training. I SHOULD BE USING THIS TIME FOR MALAY.

I am looking forward to P-EYA. Have got tons of activities coming up.

LALALALALA

I transferred my LJ here :)

STAY HAPPY. STAY SMART. STAY MICHELLE.

HI MICHELLE.

EYAS HAVE BROUGHT US CLOSER.

I AM NOW TALLER THAN YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I WILL MISS BEING YOUR CLASSMATE.

I WILL WEAR RGS SOCKS ON MONDAY.

I WILL, HOWEVER, NOT LENGTHEN MY PINAFORE.

YOU ARE SMART AND YOU KNOW IT.

APPLY FOR RA. ALL THE TEACHERS LOVE YOU.

ENJOY BEING 14 YEARS OLD.

IT WILL BE OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT.

STAY HAPPY. STAY SMART. STAY MICHELLE.

I want more nice clothes in my wardrobe

thepowerof9

I think i am crazy over SNSD now.

Aish, they are good.

But no, they are not going to become my new desktop picture.

Haha, I have a poster of them in my room :)

"Part As are going crazy" "Yeah, can tell"

We were singing Janelle her birthday song, then while dragging her name I heard people at the back joining in, and also cheering at the end of the song. And guess who these people were. Yeah, you guessed it.

But Michelle didnt hear their greeting :( I was trying to cheer her up after a super depressing science paper, so I was telling her to look out for people greeting me. And since they are greeting sec two, so...Michelle is sec two! But she didnt hear it! Haha, in the end Audrey cheered her up. :)

I WANT CLASS OUTING AT WILD WILD WET. <3 <3 <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE. REMAIN AWESOME KAY.

bleh

Oh man, I really want to stop piano lessons. My mum has allowed me to stop lessons with this teacher, but she wants me to carry on with another teacher. I really dont want to.

I am totally not the musical type. I dread piano lessons, cant sing to save my life and only want music for entertainment and dancing.

My mom's reason is that she already bought that piano and I was the one who wanted to start learning in the first place. But, I seriously have no interest. It will just be a total waste of time and money. My mom seems to have this idea that I can somehow be this part-time piano teacher next time. THAT IS SO NOT GONNA HAPPEN. Why the hell would I want to torture myself like that? And she also seems to think that I will be giving up something that I have already spent so much time on. But I only started learning 3 years ago, which is a rather short time compared to others who have been learning for like what, 10 years? AND IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER WASTE OF TIME IF I SPENT MORE TIME ON IT.

I used to think that being able to play the piano would be so cool and I would be able to vent my anger and frustration on the piano. But that was before I started to like dance. Now I have ballet and kpop, and would soooo rather spend my time on that that being stuck in front of this instrument. When I am sad, angry, pissed, emo, wtv, what do I do? I stretch. I dance. I learn kpop. I stand on toes. I pirouette until I am dizzy. When do I play the piano? When I am forced to.

stopping lessons doesnt mean I will stop playing the piano. Sometimes, it is nice to play your favourite song or just play random things. But lessons just make everything so BORING.

Gah.

Blogging allows me to concentrate better

Yep, the title is totally true. For me at least. I guess its because I am getting all my jumbled thoughts straightened out and spilling them out to this machine.

I cannot freaking concentrate on Geog now. I know the facts, just that I dont know them at my fingertips. Like, I can regurgitate everything without sneaking peeks at my notes.

Throat was really scratchy in the afternoon. Lol, probably my own fault though. Ate like 2 packs of potato chips plus ice-cream. Relieve stress.

Just don't fall sick can already. OMG last year's EYA was a horrible horrible experience. Cause I was sick.

I dont remember how or when i got sick, but it really terrible. For History, I was just shivering in my seat, with this thin jacket snugly zipped and everything. I was even hugging my knees. I just had enough energy to hold up the pen and write, but my thoughts were really messed up. Like I would read the question several times without comprehending it, then force myself to concentrate, but the words would just become all blurry. Hell, I dont even know how I managed to pass that paper.

The night before Chemistry, I was burning up a lot. I was reading my notes on my bed at like 8pm, drinking cold vitagen to try to bring my temp down. I actually fell asleep in the middle of trying to memorise acids and stuff. But I woke up like 10 mins later and dragged myself out of bed. I was really scared for Chem, plus the Malay paper after that.

During Chem, I brought this thick jacket plus a shawl, and just wrapped myself up. Haha, it must been rather comical, come to think of it. I barely survived the paper, and sort of blurrily did my Malay. I guess I was motivated by the fact that it was the last paper. Then, with like no energy left, I cabbed home and crashed on my bed for 4 hours.

In the end, I still went for NCO's outing that night. Cause I really didnt want to miss it. :)

Exams cannot stop your life from going on

Writing a diary manually is tiring. Thats why I prefer blogging. But that are some things that are only meant for my eyes, and the Internet is a dangerous place. My hand hurts from writing so much. Not a smart idea, since Chinese comprehension tomorrow is going to be a super lot of writing at a fast pace.

I gor 2 instant win Big Mac. YAY. :)

Should I cut my hair? I really want long hair, but if I don't cut now, I will have to wait at least one year. Or should I just cut my bangs/fringe. They started out to be this really nice fringe, then my mom thought it was too long so it became short ugly bangs. Then nicer long bangs. Then 'illegal', so I swept them to the side, turning them to a fringe. But if you let them loose, they are still straight bangs, except that they touch my chin. So...

Michelle Lim messaged me to tell me to wear 'professional socks'......

Oh dear I dont have the energy to run anymore now that ballet is so tiring and my brain is being used more. I think I am going to suffer during training for orienteering. :(

Should I learn piano for the sake of exams or for the sake of playing? I dunno. Its like, if I want to take the exams faster, than I can take grade 7 next year. If I want to build up my skills, then Grade 7 the following year. Mom wants to finish grade 8 in sec 4, teacher wants to build foundation. so its my choice. how.

I have this earring stand full with nice pretty glittery earrings. I have no earholes. How awesome. Been begging my mom to let me pierce. Maybe I will try my luck again this holidays.

Ah, it is possible to love something that tortures you

As we look back, we realise how long a journey we have come

Today was the last day of lesson of 2011. I am actually rather saddened by it. Admittedly, I like this year's teachers more than last years', so maybe thats why I think I will miss them a lot more.

Tanglaoshi

Ms Chan

Ms Kum

Ms Tan

Ms Wong

Ms Lee

Ms Kamsir

Woah, all 'ms'es. Never realised that.

Today, Ms Tan made use of her final chance to convince us to like science. I was actually convinced. Even though Ms Tan has appeared to be really scary to me, she is a really passionate teacher. On a side note, I am having a hard time imagining her in red and white blood splatter leggings. -.-

Ms Wong came into class with STICH! Haha, the class went crazy over it. I will really miss Ms Wong and her funny antics in class and her super cute drawings :(.

Ms Chan was her usual self. Dressed in her own style that she pulls off so perfectly. Greeting us in her special way. Answering each and every one of our questions. But something was wrong with my hearing when she started talking about this 'condom ad'. I heard it as 'cotton pad' and was unable to comprehend why the class had that weird expression until she wrote 'durex'. Then I was all like 'oh. OH.' I personally find it rather amusing. Sometimes, I talk to Ms Chan more of as a friend than a teacher, and that is not something that happens commonly. I have thoroughly enjoyed lessons with Ms Chan.

Math was nothing much. Just trying to rush finish going through past year paper. But Ms Kum came in with her usual 'RAWR'. :) And apparently I have the 'magic touch' of the projector screen. Other classes dont really like Ms Kum, saying that she is PMSy and biased to our class. And maybe thats why, but I think she is really nice to our class and very approachable.

Then Ms Kamsir came in after school ended for some extra stuff. She is so warm towards us. :) And no Ms Kamsir, we do not think that the wedding night was an important event because thats when Romeo and Juliet consummate their marriage, or to put it in her words 'when R&J get together'; we just think marriage is important. :p

Ms Lee and her attempts at joke in class are lame yet amusing. She has her own style of dressing too, with a tendency to match her accessories to her outfit. Which, I have to say, works rather well for her. I didnt like her last year as my RSP teacher, but throughout this year with her and being History rep, I think I have grown to like history because of her :)

Tanglaoshi! Well well well. Motherly. Best word to describe her. I think she makes a good PSB and CLE and form teacher. But as a Chinese teacher she can be more on task. Yep. CLE has been enriching with Tanglaoshi. She teaches sex ed rather well, but her mindset is more, um, of an older generation. SL has been fun too :) Even though part of the class complains about her, I will miss her.

Oh dear, here I am missing my teachers when exams start tomorrow.

I just hope to get as nice teachers next year :)

Totally unexpected mixture = AWESOMENESS

I really think our CMPS group is super cool. We found out TODAY that RS REPORT WAS DUE TODAY. We were all like WHAT THE HELL, SHIT LAH, WE ARE SCREWED, OMG and stuff. we didnt go down for recess and lunch, I just went down to get everyone food and we sat at the back eating. WE HAD NO CHOICE. Well, guess what, it turned out to be a page more than the limit. HAH.

We are always last-minute rushing and stuff, but we TOTALLY ROCK :D

P: We rock

E: We got into qualifying finals

E: Even though we only finished everything on the day it was due

L: WE ROCK.

Haha, PEEL. Yeah.

*poke**poke* OMG she has abs *poke**poke*

So RS briefing ended 45mins early. I would have gone hm, but I was waiting for my mom. So, obviously we started fooling around. Well, Zek and Zhangxuan were guai and finishing the report. As for vivian joyce and me, um well, haha.

Vivian was going around measuring waist size with bem's tiny belt. But its super inaccurate, she pulled super hard to make it smaller than when its natural. That how I got 22. THAT WOULD BE SO COOL IF IT WERE MY REAL SIZE.

Legs, abs, waist, boobs. Freestyle, ballet, Kpop. Well, you get the gist.

Have I been restricting myself from looking past the surface?

I have never actually realised how nice my piano teacher is. Sure, she may be a bit weird like fussy and stuff, but she is actually nice.

Ok, I know this totally contradicts all my previous posts about her. But its either she changed, or I changed. Or maybe both of us.

I think I owe her the respect she deserves.

Shall try to be nicer and more positive and actually look forward to piano lessons the way I look forward to ballet lessons. Well, that may be hard to achieve. But I shall try :)

And i thought it was another FB post about a touching story

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with bob and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and bob said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. bob taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so bob can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children. Your daughter, Jessy... PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home...."

He is still as hot as boiling water

I am not crazy about Daniel Radcliffe anymore, but that doesnt me he isnt hawt. Aww, he shall still remain as my desktop background, no matter what others say.

I dont know what I am crazy about now? KPOP? No, that was only SNSD. And only because I watched their Horror Movie Factory thinggum and they felt more real to me. :)

I guess I get crazy over stuff easily. Like a few days ago I started watching Sandra Bullock, all because of one funny interview. But, totally over that now.

And on Saturday I was crazy over ballet. Like I was reading while stretching my splits, watching tv with my toes pointed under the sofa or in a scorpion position, walking around en pointe. Haha, so weird. But that was because Ms Kee did warm-ups with us on Friday and I could feel everything opening up. Like, usually we only do our own warm-ups and of course we dont do that much. But sometimes when the teacher stretches with us, I SERIOUSLY FEEL THE PAIN.

Well. I guess I shall be crazy over random things randomly. My dearest scorpion position, please cooperate while I try to perfect you. Thank you very much.

My way of feeling taller than you really are

I want more pictures on my blog!

Thats when I first got my pointe shoes. Like my FIRST TIME EN POINTE! The shoes look so new. And bare. And you can tell I was inexperienced.

I should take a recent photo for comparison. Heehee.

turning a video into a blog post

Haha, there are people on Youtube doing OOTD, otherwise known as Outfit Of The Day. I dont have time for videos, but photos take less than a minute. Yay.

Owl necklace - $5 Talisman

White bracelet - Gift

Layer tank top - $5 Cotton on

Shorts - $15 Pepper plus

This is my style. If you dont like it, too bad.

AUDREY, GET WELL SOON.

this morning, zek told me someone had an accident and was hospitalised. From the way she and jiamin were discussing it, i could tell it was someone from our class and I totally started freaking out inside. I tried to see who was absent, but then it was raining so a number of ppl were late. Everyone started coming in. Everyone except Audrey. It wasnt that hard to put the pieces together. I was already freaking out a bit, then shirley told me after math that audrey would not be coming for the rest of the week, then I started freaking out more. well my freaking out ended when jiamin and shirley told the class that audrey was alright, and tanglaoshi also told us that she might be discharged soon. PHEW.

Well, I can see she has somewhat recovered from her fb and blog. Back to being her ego self. :p

And TROLOLOLOLOL. Audrey, you look funny in last year's class photo. HAHA, you actually look GUAI.

There are times when you hate the people you love

Why do I always turn out to be the bad guy?

Can't you see that there are reasons behind what I do?

Have you ever stopped for a moment to think why I do the things I do?

No, because you just assume I am the bad guy. And I cant even try to prove that I'm not, because your mind has been set already that I am the bad guy.

What a great way to end the day

When you are recognized by someone you have not met 5 years

Yesterday ended school on time. No cca! It was like super early for a Monday. I knew I wouldnt be very productive if I went home, so I didnt go home. I went to the STUDY ROOM! Bought fries and ice-cream and sat myself down at a table. blah blah did work blah blah.

And OMG, I saw my ex-classmates! Like ex-ex classmates. From Keming. Almond, Keryn and one of thier friends. Haha I didnt even see them at first then A. whispered my name loudly and I turned around. They started waving like mad and it took me a rather long moment before comprehension dawned and I waved back.

Yesterday was a happy happy day :)

Another 0.5kg GONE! :D

Cuase we girls are awesome like that

So someone posted on Facebook that OBS was 9-13 Jan 2012, and another person commented to start calculating period dates.

LOL.

But still its true.

Imagine the suayness of it all. Not so bad if you are already having it, but super bad if it comes like on the 1st day of OBS.

Okay, let me calculate. If its regular, its usually the end of a month. Just dont give me another one like May 2011. It came during the first 5 days, stopped for a week, and then came again for 8 days. That was one crazy month, like 3rd factor for half a month. -.-

I dont know whether to look forward to OBS.

That momentary pause in the air when you leap

There were only 9 people in the Friday ballet class. And somemore it was the big studio. :) I like the big studio better than the small studio. yay. But now I have no more feelings for pointe. :(

And xinyun not coming for next 3 saturday lessons :(

miss e. is a good back cracker.

pirouettes still depend on luck. Sometime can sometime cannot.

miss e. is really skinny.

i like dancing freely to music.

"Dont tell them we failed. Tell them we decided to take a break from success"

OMG, the school counselor is super good. She says what she wants to say, but no in that annoying blunt way.

And she is totally unafraid to talk about herself. She was just like “I am in a good mood, because I am not PMSing.”

Oh, and apparently you are your true self when you PMS. So, our true self is bitchy and emotional at the same time? Okay….

I don’t think I PMS. But then again, many people who PMS think that they don’t. I mean like, I never know when 3^rd factor is coming because I don’t PMS. At least, I think I don’t.

And sometimes I truly believe than men PMS more than women. Like, ahem ahem, some teachers. Haha, I think the problem is less of PMS than menopause with, ahem ahem, some other teachers.

Okay, this is getting really off topic. I started with the counselor, then somehow got to menopause. Enough.

I think we admire others’ beauty too much to have time to admire ourselves. In primary school, I envied those girls with the pretty long hair and nice figures. I just thought of myself as someone super ordinary. Okay, this may sound ego, but I never realized that I have nice legs. I didn’t even know they were nice until Audrey pointed it out last year and I took a good look at it and realized that they were not bad after all. I mean, I have had some pretty good recognition fro my legs, quoting Shu “They are the best I have ever seen”. Okay lah, that may be an exaggeration, but still. And it doesn’t hurt that I have grown about 10cm since last year.

There are some people who complain that I like to show off my legs. But I don’t think its showing off. Its playing to the strong points of myself. I mean, since they can look good in shorts, miniskirts, and skinny jeans, then why not? I don’t know how long they can remain in shape, so I might as well take this chance and make myself feel good right? And I don’t mean that king of making yourself feel good by making others feel bad, its more of making yourself feel good about yourself. If you get what I mean.

Admire yourself. Treasure yourself. Love yourself.

OMG I just said 'hey' to him

Waka waka

Whooopeedoopeedoo. lalalalalala.

went down for a run. ran like super fast. Ok, not super fast lah. But faster than usual. Lost 1kg!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA.

:DDDDD

So, I've planned out my meals for tomorrow.

Breakfast: Leftover dinner. I couldnt finish it just now because i was too disgusted by my weight. Or maybe cereal.

Recess: fruit. maybe sushi if i am hungry.

Lunch: Normal. Rice plus something. preferably healthier though.

Dinner: Depends.But I shall try to eat less than usual. Fruits.

and i will drink more water :)

And exercise.

Morning jog. TKD. Run downstairs if I am not tired from TKD. Or I can just dance at home. Not like those prancing around type of dance, but like dance dance. Super tiring one kay.

Feeling like a plastic bag, drifting through the air

Ok, the title is really ironic. Drifting through the air, huh? Well, I tell you what. How about thinking about that only after you shed some weight?

ARGHHHH. Major major weight gain. I've never gained so much weight in such a short amount of time. GAHHHH. I even though the scale spoilt at first.

Must lose weight.

Target: lose 1kg by nxt wk. 3kg by end of month.

I seriously freak myself out.

I dont want to be fat. But its not in my genes to be skinny. :(

No offence against fat people, but I feel better when I am skinnier. And I also look better. And I have a wider range of clothes.

Seriously, people should consider their body type and size before wearing clothes. It disgusts me to see wobbly fat thighs under short shorts and bouncy stomach fat loose everywhere.

And while we are on this topic, let me continue.

Guys, whats the point of wearing jeans when they are barely hanging off your hips and your boxers are on display to everywhere.

Girls, it doesnt hurt to wear shorts under skirts. Trust me, its better that way. And is a bra really that hard to wear?

He is offline

Continuing to pretend work doesnt exist

Okay I totally just started liking Daniel Radcliffe again. Hes super duper interesting kay. Or it may just because he has too many scandals.

Whatever lah.

His interviews are totally funny and there are some rather sick ones. LOL. Hes like one of the sickest out of the younger Harry Potter cast. Like, I dont really care about the older generation. Of course, except of Alan. I would think next in line is Tom Felton, but the gap between Dan and Tom would be super huge. No, wait. Tom is sick. Dan is honest. Yup.

Tom talks about those dirty pickup lines. Dan talks about his sex scene and being naked on stage. See the difference?

Ok, the previous Dan obsession was like one month ago and it lasted like a week or 2. Since I practically watched and read every of his interview the other time, I shall expect this time round's obsession to last 1 week only.

Still, hes hot. H-A-W-T. totally hot.

when life gives you spicy potato chips

i really want to chat with him. But I dont have the courage to do so. It just seems so hard to say 'hi' to him, even on fb.

And to think that we used to talk about super personal things that I didnt even talk about with my girl friends.

I seriously dont know where this is going and I also dont know how I want it to turn out. zenmeban :(

Awkward moments when you smile to yourself in the middle of lessons

Sec 3s should stop jumping to conclusions and think about what they say before they say it.

Orietnteering is fun :D I am gonna be the compass holder person. Yay :DDD HAHA I totally didn’t know what to do with the compass at first, but then I like it now. Looking forward to the next course. :)

And out temps ncos are super super funny. The way Coporal Geyu speaks is rather amusing, Its like a bit whiny but still cute. Oh, and she has her polluted mind and she polluted CPL Louise’s mind. Haha, CPL Louise was telling CPL Geyu something and then she was totally like “OH MY GOSH! WHERE YOU LOOKING ONE? NOW YOU TOTALLY POLLUTED MY MIND! SOMEMORE JUNIORS LEH!” bwahahahahah. In the end, they were talking about our shirts being too low under our no.4. Totally not our fault lah, it’s the way the shirts were made.

ok, this is totally not my blogging style. But, wtv. Ta.

I HAVE TROUBLE FALLING ASLEEP LAST NIGHT AFTER TOO MUCH SLEEP DURING THE HOLIDAYS. joy

We are not scared of heights, just scared of falling

Hehe spent the weekend at marina bay sands with cousins. Yep, like we booked a room and slept overnight. Sorta funny actually, and when checking out the guy totally asked us where our next destination was :p

Swimming on the 57th floor and watching hot guys and girls, posing as a 16-year old to use the jacuzzi thinggum, walking around the rooftop garden place in 3-inch stilettos, driving out to get macs, taking advantage of the free apples. Basically having fun and relaxing.

It was like Star Cruise all over again. In a good way :)

the awkwardness of it all

OMG I miss Rulang so much. I didnt even know I missed it so much until yesterday. I WANT MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE BACK! AND MY TEACHERS! AND MY CLASSMATES!

Those awkward moments

When you are discussing whether a teacher is pregnant

When a guy overhears your discussion

When that guy goes up to that teacher and asks her in the face

When she isnt pregnant

When you realise the guys who used to be shorter than you are towering over you.

When you realise there are still guys who didnt seem to grow at all

When you realise this group of socially-awkward guys are all in chinese drama

When you hear the guys' voices

When you are asked what cca you are in and people dont believe your answer

When your friend is giving a teacher presents but you have nothing to give

When you come face to face with a guy you havent spoken to in 2 years

When you realise you used to speak to that guy over the phone for hours at a time

When you realise that guy used to ask you whether his voice had broken

When you realise that guy used to talk to you about menstruation

When you meet a teacher you disliked at the traffic light alone

When a guy you havent seen in 2 years tells you he used to have a crush on you

When a guy asks you for your phone number

Shit

So if you saw my previous post, there was a large chunk about ICT Enrichment Courses. And I would like to apologise for that. I am very sorry. It was my fault. I read that excel thinggum wrongly and was only enlightened by Zek Min just now. I am in the first week of June holidays class, which suits me perfectly fine. Thank you ICT department (puts on sweet smile).

Crap

*WARNING: Huge chunks of ranting. Read at your own risk.

So here I am sitting on the computer chair with my body aching and cramping everywhere from ballet just now. And wondering who the BLOODY hell assigned ICT lessons. IT IS IN FREAKING REGISTER NUMBER ORDER! AND APPARENTLY THERE ARE ONLY 19 POSSIBLE TIMINGS SO THE PEOPLE AT THE BACK HAVE NO TIMINGS AT ALL. AND WHAT IF IT CLASHED WITH CCAS AND OTHER STUFF? HAVE THEY ACTUALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT? !!! MINE IS ON TERM 3 WED, WHICH I AM NOT HAPPY WITH AT ALL! EVERYONE KNOWS TERM 3 IS THE BUSIEST TERM ACADEMICALLY-WISED, PLUS THERE IS RS ON WEDNESDAYS. UNLESS THEY EXPECT ME TO BE IN 2 PLACES AT ONCE. I HAVE HALF A MIND TO WRITE AN EMAIL AND COMPLAIN TO THE DEPARTMENT, BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE WITH SITUATIONS WORSE THAN MINE. LIKE PLATOON MATE (i forgot who) WHO GOT THURSDAY WHICH IS A FREAKING CCA DAY! SO WHAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF FILLING UP MY CHOICES AND MISSING HALF MY RECESS WHEN THEY ARE NOT ACTUALLY CONSIDERED? HUH? IT HAD BETTER BE CHANGED. FOR THE BETTER.

Enough about that. I need to start a diet and actually keep to it. I am not overweight or anything, but today at ballet I realised that almost everyone was so skinny. Like flat stomachs and skinny legs. Me, even my dad says I grew fatter. And my no.3 belt is getting tight. It used to be loose. D: So I need to shed some weight. But don't worry, I wont become anorexic. Or suffer from bulimia. Being too skinny like underweight is also not in my favor. Bones sticking out wont look nice. I really pity those who suffer from bulimia or anorexia. I mean, I can perfectly understand that everyone feels fat, but there is absolutely no need to sink yourself into that sort of misery. There is always someone out there who is actually really fatter that you.

Heard a rumor that a certain Sec 3 is going to quit. Haiz, I really think training should be made less strict and more interesting. Otherwise all this is going to go on. And not many sec 1s would be attracted either. During CCAO they were asking for NPCC and NCC(Air). Not our CCA >.< At least no platoonmates is quitting. I think.

Buh Bye (learned this from Yixin :D)

P.S. Mom, I think we need a new scale, because I think the old one is spoiled. My weight ranges a freaking 3 kg. Not good to keep track of. Like suddenly I am heavier and then the next time I weigh I am lighter. Unless it is just my own problem.

P.P.S Sorry for some certain swear or offensive words in today's post.

A bad mixture

I am having mixed feelings about going back to Rulang. I want to see my teachers and my ex-classmates, but I think it will really be quite awkward. Especially since I may most probably be going alone.

I think, what I will do is that I will go back, and if I don’t like being at Rualng, I will just go to my cousin’s house. Havent done so for a long time anyway.

As the wheels go round and round

I realize I can really rant and blog on the bus. When I am not sleeping, and I am not now since it is the holidays!!!! :DDDDDD WHEEEEEEEEE. If I read on the bus, I get dizzy. If I play on my hp, it gets boring. But typing you don’t really have to read the words or anything, just your fingers flying across the keyboard. If only I can type at this speed while doing my essays and stuff.

Ohohoh this girl in this pretty blue dress just came up. It looks pretty on her, not my style though.

I realize (again) I like overload posts. Like I wouldn’t post for this long stretch of time, then BAM! :P

Whoopeedoopee

I cant help if we are awesome

Haha, reflective thinking time on the bus. Beside CPL XY. Just started typing down all my thoughts after I ran for this bus and got a seat. 66 is comparatively empty today. Unlike that 190 that has people squeezing onto the steps of the bus.

ANYWAY, back to topic. Actually, there isn’t really a topic here. Hmmm, wtv.

Yeah, Zek, I realize what you mean when you say you like talking to CPL XY. She really is nice. Actually, all temp ncos are nice. You know what, sec threes are nice. Okay fine, RGSNCC(Land) is nice. Yep. In case you didn’t realize, there was a bit of egoing there.

Too bad, I cant help it if we are awesome.

bleh

Why do you have to be so smug and arrogant? Why do you have to care so much about little things that don’t matter.

WTP lah.

Everytime I try to shoot you down, you become all pitiful and stuff, then I will back off. But that is exactly why you start suaning me and making me feel bad to make yourself feel good. You start showing off in that super annoying way, of course I get annoyed at you.

Oh, and for once, I am not bitching about my piano teacher. This person shall remain anonymous, since I really don’t want to break that single thread that is connecting us. I just hope that that single thread will multiply. And soon. We don’t have that much time left together.

Celebrating the wonders of life

50th post. A dedication to them :)

They seemed to have changed so much after having a baby.

And I miss those days when they lived right across me and I would spend my weekends at their house, looking though his comic collections, watching his dvds and teasing him.

He is still as cute and funny, but I guess he now has more responsibilities.

And I really really respect them. They have like 2 condos and 1 flat, and they wanted a landed just that they are not Singaporeans. And they have 2 cars, a Mers and a super cool yellow and black sports car.

And everytime I would get huge presents. And for CNY, woah!

I don’t know, but it feels like before their baby, they were sort of focusing on me, and I think I sort of miss that.

But still, yesterday was fun :)

Oh this makes the 7th post in a day. In less than an hour. What a magical number.

There are times when I write out a super long post and end up deleting everything because I hated myself in that post.

I think I need to stop it.

Why am I posting these super short posts?

My ear skin is peeling off. How awesome.

Oh i forgot a title. But i dont want to remember it now. Oh, man. Whatever lah.

Do you think I blabber? I think I blabber.

Dont really wanna talk about dinner. Meh. Just that I think that last year's one was better. And we are organising it next year. How joyful. Oh and we broke record for platoon 3rd factor. 6 out of 10 I think. Sweet.

Now now sec fours. I know some platoonmates will always love part a ncos more, but I honestly appreciate what sec fours have done for us and they are just so nice and sweet. All the mushy stuff shall be left to another time (ie after chalet when we really will not be seeing them anymore :()

It was a lousy weekend. Except for Ugly Betty. And ballet. Im telling you, ugly betty rules man. And ballet...wasnt really ballet. Yesterday was normal ballet stuff, stretching, barre, center, blah. But today we did this mordenish dance thing. Like we totally didnt have to point our toes or turn out and all those crap. It was different, and I cant say I really like it yet.

This week is basically english pt on monday, history pt on wed and tingxie on fri. Otherwise, looking forward to a happy and relaxing next weekend. Which will officially start on friday 1 pm since there is no piano lesson and end on tuesday morning 10am since i will need to study for math test the following day.

ciao

As the world goes spinning around you...

today was a GAH day. Cause I was sick. Last night 38 degree. Bleh. I was okay in the morning, then after meeting with that mean woman, my fever started coming back. during PE I just sat by the side, feeling super cold and just wanting the lesson to end even though it was badminton that would usually have been fun. :(

Lessons lessons cmps lessons cmps rush rush get bitched searchingforjoyceerandvivianfeng blah blah blah

TKD! :D I like the stretching part, but I don't like the punching and fighting and defending part. But it may come in useful, so. We finally stretched for splits today. Felt so inflexible after not stretching for five days since I have been so busy. My left split had actually improved last week, but today it went back to being painful. Sad.

PSL interview was scary. I dont think I will get in anyways, so WTV. Me and Zek applying for house comm together :)

The interview ended at 4.25. And we were supposed to report at like 4.30 or something. Then when I went back to class, there was no one there. I actually debated about changing, maybe can just pon the whole thing. I was glad I didnt though, Encik looked so happy that there was full company strength, except for 1sg elizabeth though.

It was all going smoothly, until sec 4's speech. They were so so so so so so so funny. Maybe even funnier than ex-sec fours. Aish, it was so hard to not laugh. Then, OMG, after NCOs talked to me individually, THE WORLD STARTED SPINNING. I could sort of hear what NCOs were saying to other platoonmates, but i was totally not registering it. MY said I was sort of swaying in a circle. Hmmm. NCOs were super nice okay. It was my first time experiencing real dizziness. So not cool.

Last company games with sec fours. Fine, not really last. H2o, songs, hentak, photos. Mmhmm.

I really want to sleep now. So I shall.

Good night, sleep tight and don't let the bedbugs bite.

Bits and pieces, here and there

Malay oral was crap. As usual.

Chinese oral better be okay. Except I have not 1, but 3 freaking huge ulcers on my lower lip.

Part as should be more situationally aware.

ORD presents are coming along, but we are running out of ideas.

I am currently watching my diet.

Actually managed to refrain from fast food and chips for the whole of last week. Quite an achievement.

Had crab nugget yesterday and chicken wing today however. Oh well.

I found a cool person on youtube. Maybabytumbler. She helped me with my scorpion. Thanks. :)

I memorised most of my chinese script on the bus home. Feeling accomplished about that.

I found another cool youtube channel. It has ALL the episodes of Ugly Betty from ALL the seasons.

I remember being addicted to Ugly Betty a few years back. The addiction seems to be coming back.

I want to post a proper post. Soon, guys,soon.

In the meantime, well, ramblings and ranting.

Like this.

Toodles.

buzzing around like a bee

Pffft. This week is such a busy week.

Busy, busy, bumblebee.

Lets list everything out:

Monday: TKD, ORD prac

Tuesday: Malay oral

Wednesday : Chinese PT, piano

Thursday: TKD, ORD

Friday: DSA, ORD

Saturday: RSP, ballet

Sunday: Ballet

Plus, Eng PT due Monday, History PT due Wed. Then got Advanced Math Test in week 10, and Aesthetics and philo PT due next term. Bleh.

I am looking forward to week 10. Only got 1 day of school. SO COOL RITE! :)

Silent amusement

Dear "cool" people,

They didn't name a candy after you... did they?

Sincerely, Nerds

Dear poets,

Roses are red, violets are violet, get it right, or just keep quiet.

Sincerely, florists

Dear Bella,

Does the fact that all of the Cullens know when you're on your period bother you?

Sincerely, that's creepy

Dear sneeze,

If you're gonna happen, happen. Don't put a stupid look on my face and leave it at that.

Sincerely, I look like a idiot

Dear mom,

It gets to a certain point when sending me to bed early is no longer a punishment.

Sincerely, I would be happy to sleep more

Dear Spongebob,

You live in Bikini Bottom and you're super absorbant?

Sincerely, you're a tampon.

Dear Facebook,

Please never make an application that notifies you who's looking at your profile.

Sincerely, I would have a lot of explaining to do.

Dear mom,

There's a HUGE difference between 6:55 and 7:00 am.

Sincerely, ...5 more minutes!

Dear controlling teacher,

I'm pretty sure going to the bathroom is a right, not a privilege.

Sincerely, sorry for being human...

Dear teens,

Wikipedia, Twitter, And Facebook consume our lives...

Sincerely, we live in the WTF generation.

Dear americans,

BLOODY HELL!

Sincerely, you just read that in an accent didn't you?

Dear period,

At least girls don't hate me...

Sincerely, comma

Dear Harry Potter fans,

Please stop with the HP jokes. It's over, move on...

Sincerely, Sirius, this is riddikulus

Dear 30 open Internet tabs,

Which one of you is playing the music?

Sincerely, frustrated.

Dear Forever 21,

IS IT A SHIRT OR DRESS?!

Sincerely, confused

Dear Dictionary.com,

Thank you for telling me that a hypochondriac is a person who suffers from hypochondria.

Sincerely, never would have guessed

Dear hair salon stylists,

Why does it never feel this good when I wash my hair myself?!

Sincerely, come home with me?

Dear Grandma,

No, an iPad isn't a women's hygiene product.

Sincerely, will never look at an iPad the same again.

Dear male health teacher,

This is an all girl's high school, please stop telling us how periods work.

Sincerely, you're outnumbered.

Be angry, but get over it

One of those days when everything goes is perfectly perfect, then something pops up and completely throws you off your feet and everything starts going wrong.

One of those days when you are so angry at someone but that someone just completely ignores you and you feel so frustrated that you get even angrier and then you get angry at yourself for wasting yourself being angry and that you get even more angry at that someone for making you angry at yourself and wasting your time.

One of those times when you just need to be cry to relieve yourself of the anger and other complicated feelings.

One of those days when you can turn to this silent friend and cry and rant.

For every minute you remain angry, you give
up sixty seconds of peace of mind.
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Consider how much more you often suffer
from your anger and grief, than from those
very things for which you are angry and
grieved.
-- Marcus Antonius.

When angry, count to four; when very angry, swear.
Mark Twain

To be angry is to revenge the faults of others on ourselves.
Alexander Pope

Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.
James Russell Lowell

Reaching for the goals that seem so far

Achievement Day 2011.

Lets start from the start. At first we wanted to do sets of 40, 36, 32, then sec 3s told us to do average of 40 but not over 50. So, we changed to 42,40,38. A scary number we have NEVER managed before. Plus 100 CJJs. Uh-huh. For drills, 14 good bangs with 4 consecutive ones.

My schedule today was crap. Like first I signed up for IHG, then Malay lesson crept up, then THIS. So then, I had to somehow deal with these 3 things. IHG was easy, got Beverley to replace me (Thanks Chicken). Malay and CCA was this huge dilemma. Cikgu said if we go for today lsn, hv to go for at least 1 hour and it will not be full lsn. She can do replacement for us on Monday but then we will have to miss TKD. I want to miss 1hr of CCA today (I mean, come on, TKD!) , MY wanted to miss TKD on Monday. It was like 1.30pm and we still didnt know what to do.

Oh and we had platoon lunch :D with one missing person. Zek Min, you missed out the fun :( Steph's sausages were still just as nice, and then she bought this huge pile of junk food and we sat down at koi pond and just pigged out. Platoonmates were being lame weird funny gay hungry sick as always. I overheard Shu Ying saying something that I would be better off without overhearing -.-

So then we decided to go for Malay today. I dont know how but thats what we decided.

blah blah blah

We went for training at 3.45pm, guessing that they woould have done about one and a half sets of PT. But then, we only had to do leg exercise, leg lifts and back crunches. Bleh. No planks, push-ups or sit ups at all. CJJ was okay lah, not our first time doing 100. It was super cool when sec 4s did and counted with us for the last 10.

Drills were.... er.... long story short, sec 4s kept doing the (number) langkah ke (direction) gerak trying to help us reach our goals. I think we could have done better.

Yay company games. I like company games :) Water sprinkles just set my legs vibrating when I tried standing up. But still, COMPANY water sprinkles. but time was short, only played h20 before the company hentak thinggummagig.

NCOs took us into the shooting range place. And they told us this story. JUST LIKE LAST YEAR. Obviously the story was different lah, but the atmosphere was so similar. Heehee

I refuse to think about parting with our NCOs yet. But that will have to sink in sooner or later. I think it will be later.

So long :)

Those commands finally make sense now

Hehe, finally sort of understand what those words that used to sound like gibberish mean now. And I was like explaining to my mother. Anyways, the parade seemed extra cool this year :), like I can relate to it more. :D

AND AND AND the part before the parade was seriously creative okay? And the boy acting as the grandson is so cute :)

Oh, took part in my first "NDP" yesterday. Cool, huh? And I think I am starting to respect encik even more.

Hmmm, what else? Had BBQ yesterday night, slacked today, blah blah.

I painted my fingernails NEON pink. And my toenails red and white. Forgot to wear the huge NEON pink hair clips I bought for ORD.

I like this 5-day weekend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. I LOVE YOU! <3 <3 <3

Your future lies in your hands.

Okay. Triple science history. Final decision. Will I regret it? I better not.

First choice: Triple science History

Second choice: Bio Chem History Geog

Third choice: Triple science Area studies

Yup, when I first made my choices, the second choice was the first choice and the first choice was the second choice. If you get what I mean.

But then everyone kept on saying it was content-heavy and muggerish and other what nots, and both my parents said trip science. So, there you go.

When I look at this post 1 year later, I hope I will be happy.

You seriously need to change your attitude

OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS. GAHHHHHHHHHHHH

SO NOW AFTER YOUR SO MANY YEARS OF TEACHING, I AM YOUR FIRST STUDENT WHO JUST SCRAPED A PASS IN A PRACTICE PAPER.

WELL YOU BETTER LISTEN UP. I DONT FUCKING BELIEVE IT AND I DONT FUCKING GIVE A DAMN EITHER.

KEEP GOING ON AND ON ABOUT HOW TOP STUDENTS STUDY CONSTANTLY? WELL, THAT IS JUST COMPLETE BULLSHIT. BULLSHIT. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO WOMAN, YOU ARE BASICALLY TELLING ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE THAT I WILL NEVER DO WELL IN MY STUDIES. WHAT THE CRAP DO YOU EVEN KNOW ABOUT ME, HUH?

YOU WALK IN HERE EVERY WEEK, COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW I CHANGE YOUR TIMING, HOW I MESS UP YOUR SCHEDULE.OH, SO I HAVE TO SILENTLY ACCEPT YOUR MESSING UP OF MY SCHEDULE WHILE YOU BITCH ABOUT?

SAY THAT I AM GIVING YOU A LOT OF STRESS? THATS JUST UNREASONABLE. I DONT FREAKING SEE YOU STRESSING OUT ABOUT ME. JUST KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN.

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO DO?

I THINK I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS. I WILL JUST KEEP QUIET AND SEE HOW LONG YOU CAN BITCH ABOUT.

WASTE OUR TIME, WASTE MY MONEY. DO THAT SOMEMORE, AND YOU WILL GET SACKED.

MPD; sorry, inside joke

Min Yi you *** person. Fine. 31st Feb.

Yayapapaya.

Oh and Zek Min wants some spotlight too. 29th Feb then.

To keep the ball rolling, Shu Ying is 3rd Feb.

Ohkay thats all. buhbye

Give me a time-turner anytime

So it has just come to my attention that it has been 11 days. Woah.

Its not time to let go yet

No posts for so long. Because I just cant bring myself to do it. I feel like my childhood has just ended. Like part of me is gone. Yes, its impact is that big. I have been crying buckets of tears over it. I have been spending my time watching the videos. Reading the blogs. Refusing to accept the fact that it is over. No, I refuse to come to terms with it.

Dancing with the butterflies

So boreeed.

The butterfly garden is totally demolished. Except for one freaking plant. Bleh. All of you reading this, go visit the butterfly garden. Its at the back of J-block along the track. Although there isnt really anything to visit. But, still. Go, ok? :D

Saw 2 part as running. So hardworking. Shall go home and run too. Need to become more fit.

Butterflies, butterflies, pretty little butterflies, come to the plants in RGS.

Byebye

Just the way we are

Dunno why but I just want to post about platoonmates. Cuz we are awesome! Yeah baby.

I realise we are actually quite bonded. One really funny incident that shows our bondedness. Well, not really.

A: Hey, when did you get that thing?

B: That thing? (Not in a questioning way, but in a confirming the question way)

A: Yup, that thing.

B: Oh, I think its.....

Haha. I found that really funny. Plus it was happened during the beginning of last year, when we didn't even know each other that well.

And we became gradually more sick after that. what with all the sick jokes by platoonmates and ncos. Yup, ncos do tell sick jokes. lol :D

ohohoh, THE 3 FACTORS! Haha. Guess where it originated from? Shant tell you! but 1 clue, XY and Z. At first the 1st factor was completely unrelated, and they were factors for a completely different thing. Then, somehow or other, the original 2nd factor became 3rd factor and the current 3 factors are a bit the...er...dunno how to describe lah.

I think only platoonmates will understand the above paragraph. But, I think it will become quite obvious since we use these terms rather frequently and it may appear on a future post. :P

Our personal trainings all turn out to be quite fail since only that few ppl actually go for it and we just end up messing around anyway. Doing sentry guard duty the sick way. LOL to the max, platoonmates. And greeting sec 3s from Jblock and spying on them....

thpowerof10 forever! < 3

Not everything has to make sense

Super hyper now! WHEEE :D

Gonna watch HP7 tmr night :DDD in 3D!

slacked my butt off since i got home. Been watching youtube and reading fanfics. Really time consuming. But ah wells. I deserve a little break after mugging so hard yesterday. Not that the the mugging did any help...

No, mustn't let exams get me down. WHEEEE. I like Harry Potter. I think I am going to become obsessed once again. WHIIIIII

Leaving butterfly prints on the groud

Haven’t posted for rather long. Ooops. I want to talk about NCC stuff. Because quite a lot has happened recently. ‘Last training’ with sec 4s was last Thursay. Technically, it is not actually ‘last training’ since there is still achievement day. Unless there is no more achievement day O.o NOOO. Theys cant not have achievement day. It will be our last chance to prove ourselves to sec Fours! Did PT that was rather slack, and started orienteering theory. Couldn’t remember a lot of stuff during the mock quiz. And I think I shld have totally forgotten everything by now. >.<

Part A NCOs came back! :DDDDDDD We were halfway through orienteering when the door opened and Bern who was away for some comp came in. AND SUDDENLY SSG YT’S HEAD POPPED IN. FOLLOWED BY 1SG M. They were all like HI PART As! I think we all had stupid smiles plastered on our faces. They came back! After we called them after Arts Tapestry, they promised to come back soon. And they did! :DD super happy. Lalalla. OMG they looked so bimb in RJ uniform. SSG YT’s skirt was quite short, and 1SG M had blue domo socks! J AHAHA so cute. I really miss them. Too bad 1SG A couldn’t come back. After we finished doing orienteering, sec fours told us to go back covered walkway, and then they all left the classroom except for 1sg Jia Xing who was packing her bag.

SSG YT: Part C, can we have 5 minutes?

1SG Jia Xing: Er, yes, staff.

SSG YT: -goes to some random table and start bouncing the bottle on it-

1SG M: Can you stop destroying other people’s stuff?

SSG YT: This one also no ones.

1SG M: Later is Part C’s.

SSG YT: Part C, is this yours?

1SG Jia Xing: -nods-

SSG YT: Oh! –Hands bottle to 1SG Jia Xing.

1SG Jia Xing: Teo staff.

Haha so cute. Talked crap again. I like talk-crap sessions. Especially with part A ncos. They really amuse us. Then again, part B ncos also quite funny, they just seem to lack this bondedness…

ORD IS COMING!!!! OMGOMGOMG. It seems so near. Too near. WHYWHYWHY we had just gotten to know our ncos and they are leaving us already? Gah.

First temp nco training with sec 3s. :) Phew, we got a nice combi. We ‘pushed ourselves to our limits’ during PT. Seriously, its like the most number of sets we have done throughout the year… Drills was horrible, as always, learnt some confusing turning on the march thing. CPL Yu Hua’s commanding was super super loud. Never she could go this loud. Our feedback to her was that she could command softer, and she had this surprised expression and said ‘Me?’ in a cute way. Haha. :)

I don’t think I will like the next combi of temp ncos. Or maybe I will. Who knows. Right.

Ok, this is like long overdue. But, whatever, I am doing it now. NOW. NAO.

*WARNING: This is only meant for appropriate ppl. If you don't like what I am writing or get offended, it is your own fault for reading it, especially if you are not even supposed to be here at the first place. ahem ahem.

Encik Mimi

SSG Si Gek

1SG Elizabeth

1SG Claudia

MSG Ling Ling

SSG Kar Mun

1SG Jia Xing

1SG Lingyi

SSG Valerie

SSG Hui Wen

1SG Amirah

1SG Priscilla

Argh, I can't carry on. I wrote for the first few ppl and realised that what I have written is really offensive, way too offensive. Nononononononononono, THEY ARE MY SENIORS. I NEED TO RESPECT MY SENIORS. THEY DESERVE TO BE RESPECTED. R.E.S.P.E.C.T. RESPECTRESPECTRESPECT

Ok, I have realised my mistake. I was writing too truthfully and too opinionated. Perhaps they need to be a little more neutral. Fine.

No, I still can't bring myself to do it.Maybe when I have mustered up enough courage. Till next time then.

We cheer for the queen

Happy birthday Queen Wuzzy!

Yep, another post dedicated to you.

Have an awesome birthday you ego person :D