tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27208796284069426112024-02-22T12:22:41.342+08:00Love the Way You DanceDream big; Work hard; Live lifeYueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.comBlogger410125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-30184390462009609402018-08-31T15:58:00.000+08:002018-08-31T15:58:32.136+08:00hihihihahaha anyone still here? HAHA omg if you are reading this pls drop me a text and we can laugh about it! <div>
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Yknow how thoughts just randomly pop into your head. Today it randomly occurred to me that I used to blog, so I came back here and BAM! SO. MANY. MEMORIES. and thoughts!!! sososo cool to see into my 14-year old head. Haha to see how much I've grown and changed, but also realise that I am still the same girl inside!</div>
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Life....is where I would have never ever, not in a million years, imagined it to be. But...life is good!! and things always have a way of working out in the end! hehe am a firm believer in that. </div>
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wow so much has happened since the last time i was here. I wouldn't even know where to begin to update this space omg. </div>
YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-10658095458506361252016-12-01T22:13:00.000+08:002016-12-01T22:13:10.061+08:00wah woke up at 730 today and quite an eventful day. eh my keyboard, the key with the exclamation mark and number one, doesn't work so I can't show my excitement anymore :(((((((( unless I google 'exclamation mark' then copy paste the punctuation hahahaha which is what I have been doing with the numerical one HAHA aiya see mood.<br />
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<br />YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-88418289639963296592016-11-24T02:30:00.000+08:002016-11-24T02:30:20.184+08:00I MISS Uohmannnnnnn i was all ready to sleep alr then this movie popped up in my suggested vids, so I just re-watched it and even one year later the feels are still so damn strong. Its prob gonna be stuck in my head for the next few days :((((<div>
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Doesn't help that i was searching for a message and our old convo came up :((((((((( </div>
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"You are that person that I will never truly get over, even when I've convinced myself that I've moved on"</div>
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YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-25335650079834366422016-09-25T00:25:00.001+08:002016-09-25T00:25:12.596+08:00hope u r having a better day than the one i just hadbad day tiring day omg feels super shit. and whats the point of this post lol maybe just congratulations on surviving the day.YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-15412417363406091472016-05-28T02:05:00.001+08:002016-05-28T02:05:58.419+08:00Finally some enlightenment wooowww i think i have decided.... <div><br></div><div><div><br></div><div>'NO TURNING BACK' tbh best advice i have heard!! </div></div>YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-87182248478382057572016-05-24T11:30:00.001+08:002016-05-24T21:43:45.597+08:00vroom vroom<br />
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Started raining towards the end of the lesson and i jokingly asked him to send me home and HE DID. omg nvr knew they provided this kind of service. And there was only a few mins left so he zoooooomed through the streets and broke so many traffic rules and honked at the slow cars HAHA but wow mad driving skills<br />
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Then before I got off the car he said in his 7 years of teaching I was the one he shared the most with and that he was thankful to have been assigned to my lesson and THAT MADE MY DAY :)))<br />
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YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-36716213150520686112016-05-18T02:11:00.000+08:002016-05-18T02:11:33.556+08:00its just....it sucks to be on this side of the fence. and to be constantly reminded of it :(((((((<br />
"Idk where my happiness disappeared to. It just poofed"<br />
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<i>coincidence. </i>when everything comes crashing down AT ONCE. when all my failures are enlarged and highlighted and slapped in my face. Everything I thought I was, I sucked at being. Nowhere, and no one, to turn to.<br />
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gotta keep reminding myself: <i>the grass is greener where you water it.</i>YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-70115456094039296072016-05-01T00:54:00.001+08:002016-05-01T00:54:25.555+08:00What an utterly emotionally-draining day. Alot of pent-up unhappiness just threatening to spill over. You can either choose to work through this or gtfo now. Personally, i wish you wouldnt be a coward but ohhooo u have rly taught me the meaning of disappointment.YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-34352440780867698692016-04-18T23:59:00.001+08:002016-04-18T23:59:15.689+08:00And it all boils down to luck??<div><br></div><div>So scared and lonely :( </div>YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-18774044255997130752016-04-08T16:33:00.001+08:002016-04-08T16:33:11.198+08:00so close yet so far.<div><br></div><div>That feeling rlyrlyrly sucks :( ohwell i guess its just not meant to be :(((</div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div>To <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">my 16-year-old self, im sorry. The letter you wrote to your future self, i.e. me right now, was the final push i needed. It gave me the courage and I have tried my best. But my best isnt enough. Im not good enough. Im sorry. </span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><br></span></div><div><br></div>YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-47410096779719483932016-04-07T00:17:00.003+08:002016-04-07T00:17:48.493+08:00head vs heartI told you to go, but my heart yearned for you to stay. I was afraid of what would happen if you had stayed, afraid of what I would say, afraid of how much it would affect both of us.<br />
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Is it simply human nature for us to be always reminiscing about the past, wishing we could somehow just go back in time? Sometimes i try to convince myself its due to this period of uncertainty. But life is <u>always</u> uncertain. At the back of my mind, I know there will come a time when I will be missing this period as well. Because thats just how life works. </div>
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Yet, as much as I tell myself to live in the present, the memories are triggered so easily. And they are stacked like dominos, one leads to another to another and idk where it ends</div>
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YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-55434778131564852452016-03-03T03:19:00.001+08:002016-03-03T03:19:55.734+08:00Happiness is a choiceFreak havent seen 3am in a longlong while. Brain just keeps running and im rly tired and just thinking about how im gonna be feeling in the upcoming hours makes me even more tired. Dk what to do to get myself out of this. Been aimlessly scrolling through my phone and ended up here. <div><br></div><div>Whatever happens, i will accept it and make the best out of it. </div>YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-36158860320223452082016-02-15T23:39:00.000+08:002016-02-15T23:39:52.101+08:00There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than true friendship<blockquote class="tr_bq">
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YueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-10664272090213840022016-02-12T00:21:00.000+08:002016-02-12T00:21:32.040+08:00maybe i can finally stop running from something and start running for somethingso ytd my friend was talking about running a half-marathon, which got me thinking how nice it must be to have a goal to run towards. ever since i finished my last 2.4 last year i have stopped pushing myself during runs and it has been rlyrly nice to not have to race against the clock. but that also means everything has become rather stagnant: I run about the same distance at about the same speed.<br />
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one week of routine and it almost feels like school again lol hahaha setting more than 10 morning alarms and still managing to sleep through all of them but everyone else in the house wakes up and they will come wake me up hahahaha how am i gonna survive by myself next time<br />
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ok otherwise life has been pretty great i just need to suck it up and get through thisYueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-32410943875505640202015-12-26T01:42:00.001+08:002015-12-26T01:42:55.917+08:00I don't know what I wantYueXinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12315889540622987168noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2720879628406942611.post-16198497566945971222015-12-12T04:25:00.000+08:002015-12-12T04:29:43.409+08:00430amhave u found my blog?? pls tell me if you are reading this hahaha its rather creepy :)<br />
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life has been eventful hehe but ya i know its unsustainable. idk wth i was thinking when i told my parents that i won't be needing an allowance anymore lol i was trying to be all grown-up and independent hahaha but thankfully things are working out fine for now wheeee </div>
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