FANTABULOUS FEBRUARY

JC life is so hectic omg. SO MANY PEOPLE SO MANY LESSONS SO MANY EVENTS. Its quite overwhelming actually I dont even know what Im staying back for everyday. IS GOSSIP SESSION LEGIT REASON??? HAHAHA but damn fun la :)

I cant remember half the stuff that has happened CAUSE EVERYDAY IS SUPER HAPPENING.

But I shall try...

I am proud to announce my OG is still alive! We have a morning table hahaha but everybody comes damn late.

First OG birthday celebration was a success. WHIPPED CREAM!!!! I think we have excellent planning and coordination HAHAHA jackie was so unsuspecting.

That day of external activities was super hilarious

OG! Idk what we are pointing at?

During Take5 when we had a picnic!
And I became fat cause cookies with 2 sticks of butter.

DURING MT HOUSE PARTY
And I became even fatter cause free chewy junior and snacks

Next up, my new class! That takes lots of selfies everywhere. AND WE ARE GOING TO OPHIR.

the 10 girls of S06G :)
And the boys still having PE :)

We went to the library just to take selfies.
Also, caitlin is the official class selfie taker.

PIZZA PARTY WHEEEEE
HOW FAT AM I GONNA BECOME

I keep meeting new people cause friends of friends of friends will reunite in the canteen or somewhere in the humongous school.

BUT. Old friends are HERE TO STAY!

With the gang during take5

But its getting hard to take complete picture:(

ALL MY DARLINGS <3 

Entre group back at RG
The new pinafore colour is urgh

NOW FOR THE NON-PEOPLE pics:

Sunday brunch from last week YUM 

I FELL ON MY KNEE AGAIN. IT WAS  DAMN BAD WALAO.  It has taken 3 weeks to heal siannnn

I posted this on We Heart It and it got like 400 likes HAHAHA such a hipster

I have been induced

Soooo JIP is officially over! It has been a fun-filled 2 weeks, and I think its one of those times I am gonna look back upon and miss so dearly cause it was so carefree and casual.


There is never a lonely moment with my 415 darlings around:
-A mob of people following Jasmine and Nigel to the RI canteen
-Insta-noodles resulting in WA war but ending with us playing frisbee

-Being the most frequent customers of the minimart
-Supporting each other at CCA trials

This was at the floorball trial of nat and clarissa

-the MOST EVENTFUL DINNER EVER at Swensens celebrating the Koh bdays (okay this story cannot go untold. The waitress and carrying a tray with like 4 drinks, the tray wobbled, all the drinks spilled over our table and poor val, the glass smashed all over the floor, val's plate literally broke into half, we were given 10% discount)

Chicken baked rice

Free birthday ice-cream (you know where to find me on my bday)

BEST CLASS EVER gonna miss them sosososo much :(


CCA trials are really competitive and scary this year. I was all prepared to just join rec badminton cause slack+fun! But I went with Jenny to audition for mod dance and somehow I got in?! HAHA everyone I have told was damn surprised like that is so unexpected. SIAN WHERE IS THE FAITH GUYS. Ok fine I didn't expect myself to make it either but I suppose there is a reason I am still doing ballet after all these years. I had a huge dilemma between dance and hockey. I hope I am making the right decision. 


Been meeting primary school friends on the mrt cause we are all westies. And damn cute a bunch of them who stay at lakeside will go to school tgt in the morning and sometimes I will bump into them and its always nice to have company. The school is SO FREAKING HUGE though I still haven't met some of the ex-classmates.


Also, I went back to visit my first workplace where I was paid :D Hehe ya it was at Don pie. I am not trying to advertise but seriously so yumzzzz. Can you believe it though liren had 2 pies all on his own, in the same span of time I took to finish my FAV PIE.

Black Pepper Chicken Pie

Today is Day 1 of CNY but Im gonna put that in a separate post cause I like things to be relevant.

We are ASSHOLES

14 Jan 1111PM
Let the last day before school starts be a good one :)

Today i had 5 hours of sleep, cause sleeping on someone else's floor is really uncomfortable. But moving on, we decided to go to jc-hopping! At least gillian and steph did HAHA I just went to hcjc. The funniest part it GILLIAN AND I WERE WEARING RAFFLES SHIRTS. IN HWACHONG. Like even jenny was embarrassed for us.

DAMN FUNNY the tour guide was like "hey raffles! Is this a troll thing?"

But seriously the only reason I wanted to go was *ahem*gillian's boyboy* but that didn't even happen. At first, the 4 of us were sitting in the open area playing cards, then we left jenny at some chess booth, and then gillian saw her friends, and steph followed her, and i was left alone :(

OK I am really glad for friends cause michelle and liren came to find me (DO YOU KNOW HOW EASY IT IS TO GET LOST). Hehehe met some 6R people who have never come out before. I had to literally go to their school to finally see them after 5 years.

I tried participating in their cca discussions (but not like i am really transferring there right i mean even though it is a legit cool school i have already bought my rj uniform) but I really really have no idea what cca i want to consider. SO HARD. do i have no interests? :(

AND BTW do you know how many buses from hc go to my house? 4! Instead of one measly bus that gets stuck in traffic all the time to ri.

I think this is first time this hols I am going to bed before midnight. Fun fact of the day: I had a mango for dinner. BUT DAMN IT WAS SUCH A DELICIOUS MANGO.

SCHOOL, GO AWAY

Last week of my hols BOOOOHOOOO.

Monday feels like such a long time ago but its actually just 5 days! Woke up at noon, SUPER HUNGRY, no food at home, thus ended up at my go-to cafe CBTL.

Tim Ho Wan with the primary school peeps for dimsum YUM YUM. Price is quite legit the 5 of us spent $60, although maybe its cause I ate a lot oops. Paris Baguette for even more afternoon snacks cause WE PIGS YO. But ohgosh finally tried their pudding <3 <3 <3

Went to the library with the intention to study, but Instagram was super distracting. And if you are living under a rock, GO FOLLOW MY INSTAGRAM. My P6 cousin has over a THOUSAND followers! AHHEM PART As AHHEM.

TYPO SALE AT WESTGATE. TYPO SALEEEEE. Bought presents for the 3 bday girls. And there was this pillow I was intending to get for Kelly, but then I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT and got another for myself (well done me what happened only spending money on legit necessary stuff, but in my defense it is really really cute). I love staying at the west now.

Tuesday 

Combined surprise bday celebration for kelly gillian cynthia at marina barrage. FUN DAY.

HAHA in the morning a lot of us were late so we were trying to stall the bday girls. Like randomly asking cynthia to go buy chips and making kelly leave late. 

Cynthia still came on time though and OMG while we were waiting for kelly we ran into thengyi! Like she didn't know the other group would be there as well HAHAHA thengyi super cool though she just walked past without saying anything AND CYNTHIA WAS SO HURT. 

Also eileen is damn good at stalling gillian so that she won't bump into us. Like she got off at a wrong stop, then pretended she had to use the toilet, legit used the toilet, and went on the new blue mrt line for fun.

OK PICS ARE ON FB AND INSTA. IM LAZY TO REUPLOAD HERE. BUT IN SUMMARY, SUPER FUN DAY. 

Although I completely ran out of cash. And I still owe people money. On a brighter note, people owe me money too.

Wednesday was the third day in a row not eating at home at all.  Lunch with platmates (THEY HAVE A CREPE STALL AT FAR EAST AND ITS DELICIOUS), went back to RGS cause we are bored kids with nothing to do. THE SUN WAS BURNING so we escaped to the library and laughed at poor juniors having school. LIKE WHAT IS SCHOOL EVEN. Moved to squash court and crashed the B NCOS' meeting. 

Then since I was already in orchard so just nice go buy uniform. Jio-ed Jasmine (CAUSE IM A GOOD FRIEND ARENT I) and gillian came along too. I dislike buying fitted clothes cause SUPER DEMORALISING but ohwell motivation to not get fat. Then we went bag-hunting cause jasmine's bag broke :( 

Yoshinoya for dinner was my first time in DAYS eating veggies. But whats the point when we ended up at EWF for fries. Dear Jasmine, I hope we didn't ruin the special memory you have with a special someone at that special place. 

Thursday the primary school people decided to go out again but that day just felt like a very home-based day so I stayed home the whole day. But HEY I did go to subway for lunch, and met Michelle there! Such a surprise cause I was expecting her to be with the rest. 

The rest of the day was spent re-watching Sherlock season 1. And then tumblring after that.

FAVOURITE SCENE

FEELS FEELS FEELS

OH MY GOD IM NOT OKAY

The point I’m trying to make is that I am the most unpleasant… rude, ignorant, and all around obnoxious asshole that anyone could possibly have the misfortune to meet. I am dismissive of the virtuous, unaware of the beautiful, and uncomprehending in the face of the happy. So if I didn’t understand I was asked to be best man it is because I never expected to be anybody’s best friend. Certainly not the best friend of the bravest, and kindest and the wisest human being I have ever had the good fortune of knowing. John, I am a ridiculous man. Redeemed only by the warmth and constancy of your friendship.

-Sherlock Holmes, in The Saddest Quote Ever The Sign of Three

I LEGIT CRIED AT THIS SCENE

Friday was uneventful. Spent the day clearing out my room and working out. Ran to the Bukit Gombak stadium to run one round on the track and then ran all the way back again HAHA super pointless route next time I shall be more adventurous. 

Saturday 

Edusave awards was um okay. The organisers were trying to get the awardees to applaud but all the older people in the back rows didn't even flinch a muscle HAHAHA. But super cool though its held at this hardcourt area so its literally right at my house.

I have no idea when I started blogging by days but well I guess this is what I do now? 

NEW YEAR NEW ME

HAPPY 2014!!!!!

Let me start with the last week of 2013.

29th Dec
One and half months since the gang last saw each other, and JASMINE WHO SUGGESTED GOING OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE WAS GROUNDED. But Nat Kelly Clarissa and I had a nice meal and long catchup at TCC. I have missed talking to them SO MUCH and I know I am going to miss them even more as classmates :( I mean who else is going to sit with me for one whole night talking about boys and JC until the waiter at TCC hints super obviously at us to leave.

LOOK I wore a skirt for once! And ya pretty christmas tree.

30th Dec
Supposed to have 6R gathering but we suck at planning (OK WE DONT PPL JUST SUCK AT COMING). So went another movie outing with Liren and Michelle. FROZENNN. Its M's 3rd time watching it can you believe it. We had a lot of time to kill before the movie and just sat at Macs talking, but liren was like a stone that day. Anywhere we go he will just sit down and stare into space tsk over-complicated brain.

31st Dec
Set 5 alarms to wake myself up before 9 (the first alarm was at 7). Went for a jog at the park because I havent climbed those hills in months; got a  bit of workout until I saw monkeys and I hate monkeys so I left.

NCO+Jenny lunch outing at Ajisen :) Haven't seen these people in damn long too so it was nice. Kish the cool kid has 7 piercings now and I was so psychic I guessed the existence of the 7th piercing and it turns out it really was there!! Left Jenny at a fish shop and the NCOs went to camp at the secret spot under the escalator. On the bus home with Jenny, we had a little h2h and I felt quite bad for not talking with her more often. Well at least she has finally joined WA (AFTER 4 YEARS WITH AN IPHONE)

Helped out a bit around the house in preparation for our new year's dinner. But guess what WAKING UP EARLY IS NOT A GOOD IDEA. Fell asleep at 6 and relatives came at 6.30 and I almost missed all the fun THANKS COUSINS FOR WAKING ME UP.

Went with the cousins to a little countdown party. Watched The Wanted on TV and they are damn cool, but 1D is still the coolest boy band. Facetime with Gillian and co. at midnight hahaha my cousins were super amused by my platoonmates.

1st Jan
Legit did not go out that day. Just lazed around cousin's house, stalking Insta and watching movies. WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START 2014 :D

2nd Jan
Brought cousins out to watch Frozen cause they haven't watched it and FROZEN IS A MOVIE THAT NEEDS TO BE WATCHED. And it was their first day of school those poor things. HAHAHA so many sad secondary school students going home after their first day of school. I cannot imagine it at all IM THOROUGHLY ENJOYING MY HOLS. I leant something cool though: Mrs Chan (my p6 teacher) and Mr Kwan (my p4 teacher) are BOTH teaching my cousin like SO COOL RIGHT.

One more month

Its 6.25AM and I am sitting on my bed with my Mac, iPad, and phone in front of me.
Listening to Midnight Memories (their voices have gotten so powerful OMG).
I woke up at 1AM after a 3-hour nap.
So Im not sure whether to sleep during the day or just wait until nighttime again.

So rmb how I said I was working right, well Im not anymore. HAHAHA yeah I worked for a total of 7 days, then the boss told me they didn't need helper anymore. I was quite relieved cause it was seriously getting tiring but then quite sad also cause that was like the perfect holiday job with good pay good food good people.

That was on wednesday (I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED ON MON AND TUES) and right after a hasty goodbye I rushed to paya lebar for CmPs workshop. And bem was carrying the plastic bag from the place I worked at and she couldn't get over the fact that I had worked there hahahaha. We did the normal stuff with the kids then at the end there was extra time so I played hangman with them. So long since I last played it MY CHILDHOOD IS SLIPPING AWAY.

Thursday I went to deposit my paycheck with my dad and I was so happy with the money i decided to treat him to lunch SO GENEROUS RIGHT. We had pastamania cause I had vouchers as well, such a good plan. He went for work and I went for a jog cause I love afternoon jogs cause I feel more accomplished when I sweat more haha I know its weird lah but wtv.

At night I went to watch movie with liren and michelle. Didn't join them for dinner cause I was still full from lunch and they chose to have SUSHI. Watched Last Vegas, not a bad movie but nothing extraordinary. And we all had this member card from when we watched Catching Fire tgt, and we kept asking whether got discount. AND HAVE LEH. Like the tickets were only $7, and the popcorn $1 off. NOT BAD considering we only paid student price for the catching fire tix :D

And ofc we couldn't not get Starbucks 1-for-1. There was a queue out of the shop and while waiting we were deciding btw either 2 drinks or 4 and in the YOLO FOUR IT IS. So we told the cashier 1 of each drink, plus one more random one. He was quite amused I think I would be too if I were him. They ended the promotion like 5 ppl after us so quite lucky but then it was alr 1030PM. And I finished one and a half venti-size worth of coffee. Had trouble zipping my pants omg seriously damn bloated aftwards. In fact I was bloated until Fri aftnoon and liren was just like your stomach is too small I can finish 2 meal at once and not be full. Sigh guys.

Friday I went to IMM cause they were having Billabong sale so ofc I needed to be there. The shorts were all $25 which is really not bad cause their usual price is all like $70. And I helped dad borrow his computer book from library and since JE has become the new Orchard everytime I go there I have to go inside JEM and ohgod I spent so much money. I think my earnings are nearly half gone, 2 days after I received it, HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE NEXT TIME.

And I did not know there is a new Factorie store at Westgate. But now i do know. So I have to go. I think I will go today.

Btw my new favourite pizza is from pezzo. Go try! I recommend Hawaiian and BBQ chicken.

The tan lines will fade, but the memories will remain forever

Bali 2013 was the most amazing family holiday ever!!! Ok idk why but my family has this thing for beach holidays, like for the past 5 years all our vacations have been to the beach. 3 times to Tioman, once to Desaru, and once to Bali. I LOVE THE BEACH. like srsly a lot. I spend a lot of my free time scrolling through tumblr, and when im not looking a hot people im looking at the beach. So hot people at the beach is just like OMG LIFE.

And it is not just the beach, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT SUMMER. (thank god I stay in Singapore but the weather has been a little bitch recently) You have no idea how many times I have dreamt about that American lifestyle with 3 months of no school and just having absolute fun every single day.

HAHAHA I know this post is damn out of way with all the christmassy stuff going on but too bad deal with it.

It was more than a month ago so I shall just list down some things (PICS BELOW):
1. 7th Nov - 12th Nov
2. Had to wake up at 5am but I slept at 3 perfecting my playlist
3. Met Chloe at the airport Starbucks! Such a coincidence haha she was on her way to Taiwan
4. Spent every minute possible in the sun
5. Ate lots lots lots burgers + pizza + fruit salad
6. Drank lots lots lots fruit juices
7. Bought like 30++ bracelets
8. There was this mall smack in the middle of all the shophouses and it had stores like New Look, Topshop, Pull&Bear. And the stuff on sale were legit sale prices, so I helped myself hahaha
9. Starbucks was cheaper so I drank a lot of that
10. OMG so many hot angmohs
11. And I had sunglasses on so I could stare as much as I want AHHHH
12. I got a temporary tattoo cause it seemed like a cool idea. BUT THEN I got it too early on in the trip and now there is tanline of it on my shoulder. HAHAHA and its damn obvious when I wear tanks and that one time jay and hongjun saw it they were like WTF is that and judging me so badly.
13. First hotel had this infinity pool but its even cooler cause right below is the beach. And there were a lot of people surfing so I would just hang by the end of the pool watching them.
14. Making that playlist was so worth it. Listened to it all the time when lying on the beach/ by the pool.
15. Learnt to appreciate the wonders of iBooks. Finished the whole Divergent series and OMG what an ending like so sad but yet so happy Tris was able to have such an impact on Four.
16. My mum is damn good at bargaining. I have a lot to learn.

YAY PICTURE TIME

At the mall 

What is a beach holiday without a poser shot 

OH YA black pepper crab during seafood dinner overlooking the sunset

From a black tattoo to a white one

SIMPLY AMAZING VIEW + SUN + POOL = PERFECT

I would have this everyday if it weren't so overpriced in Sg

Love this type of summery juices

Don't worry I didn't keep everything for myself

And you wonder why I keep going back year after year

WHERE DID NOVEMBER GO?

There is so many things I wanna blog about, and I will, just need the time. But I will tell you what has been going on this week.

Soooo I am working. Everyday. Thats why time is tight. Just glad I didnt opt for full-day, otherwise I really wont have any hols at all. But I have to wake up at 7 EVERY SINGLE WEEKDAY. That kinda sucks, hols supposed to wake up at noon everyday yafeel. But so far I have managed to drag myself out of bed with 4 alarms.

You would think that working half day is quite slack, but every afternoon I have been trying to do so many things and by night time I will be sooo tired.

Like Tues afternnon went to play pool with michelle liren jay hongjun nesman. It was my second time in my life playing pool ever, so I teamed with liren and then nesman. Took me damn long to get the rules. And after the first match, there was a missing ball. We started looking everywhere, like in the dustbin, in everyones bags, it was damn weird cause how can a ball go missing right. But in the end it was stuck at some weird angle so it didnt come out.

Had dinner at clementi mall. We were supposed to stay out till quite late cause liren going airport straight (damn boss la this guy) and my mum wans't home. But everyone was damn tired hahaha and no one had cards so went home not that late but super tired.


Wed afternoon I was starving cause all the food at my workplace sold out so I decided to go get subway. And on the way out I saw my ABSOLUTELY HUGE SAT BOOKS staring at me so I grabbed one and WENT TO STUDY. WALAO DAMN BORING. almost fell asleep at subway. i think the person realise then she purposely come and clear my table hahaha. Then I went earring hunting, saw come nice ones at boxboss, but dk about the quality. OH BTW YA I PIERCED BY EARS. the night I got back from bali which is also the night before fam.

So I have been wanting to pierce my ears for forever. Like everyone expects me to have pierced ears alr idk why. I mean even after I pierced alot of ppl thought I have always had piercings. That night I decided I didn't want to put in off any longer, so made my mum go out with me to find a place to get my ears pierced. The one at west mall was like $100, and my mum was like no way shes paying that much cause she got hers done at $3 at some ulu place ahahha. Continued hunting and moved to jem where we found metallurgy. It was $10 so my mum said okay. I told the woman I wanted to pierce, chose a subtle pair, sat down, marked out the place, and BAM one ear was done. When the pain was just setting she pierced the other so all was good. Not super pain, just a throbbing sensation. I kept looking in all the mirrors in the shops after that, but my mum was super unimpressed though she said I looked exactly the same and she warned me thats all the piercings I was supposed to get in my life. But ummm sorry I don't think thats happening. Like I want double on one ear, and maybe a helix on the other. And I have been considering bellybutton for a long time too. We shall see how that goes.


Okay today I can blog because guess what I did this afternoon. YES SLEEP. couldnt tahan anymore like I was falling asleep on the couch with my com on my lap and double choc cookies beside me.

I will blog about all the exciting stuff soon. See ya back here kay!

forgiveness is seeked

I realise I have done a grand total of one post a month for the past 4 months. THAT IS NOT COOL. But i really hate putting everything into one post so messy. so I have come up with a list of things that I need to post about. And yes I have promised to start putting in more photos. 

1) O's + Jasmine's 6th birthday

2) Bali trip - SO MANY PHOTOS

3) FAM - which happened right after Bali 

4) thpowerof10 party - 415 ninjas unite

5) The 2 6R gatherings which I organized and RI made special appearance

6) 213 BBQ - with people coming down all the way from the east

I really need to figure out how to import photos from my phone does anyone want to help me

A week in a post

I know I know I KNOW. WORST BLOGGER EVER. And I'm losing viewers sobsob );

To make up for the lack of posts, I am gonna spend time to find pics and upload them okay. And also because these past few days have been quite amazing.

Lets start from last Monday. Which was supposed to be the last day of options, but guess who did not go (Sorry mel we did not mean to leave you alone at entre :(. Went to Bugis with kelly clarissa cynthia. We had pizza for lunch and it was really really big slice and yumz. Shopped at Haji Lane first but the stuff there was so not within our range. Moved back to Bugis Street and we spent damn long shopping. Bought some stuff that I am quite happy with hehehe :D But when we were leaving the RAIN WAS SO HEAVY. I put on my new sweater on the way home; it was a good buy.
Then one thing led to another and I met mum at JEM. While waiting for her I went to cotton on to try on the shortall and suspender skirt thingys cause I thought they looked quite cool. But nope everyone else I asked said they looked weird. Went to this Malaysian restaurant for dinner. I wanted curry chicken but my mum was like 'no no must try their signature dish!' That turned out to be nasi lemak WHICH IS REALLY GOOD and was served with curry sauce so YAY. (I PROMISE THERE ARE PICS FOR OTHER DAYS)

Tuesday was another cool day. Was supposed to go for CCA awards but well uhm I couldn't find my no.3 shoes HHAHAHA. So I went for this stupid watson test that was so pointless it was just a URL why couldn't I have done it at home. I was so pissed off I just randomly chose my answers. Went to pack stuff for entre and we weren't even done at 11.45 although matriculation starts at 12 and its at RI. We packed up it record time and ran out of school to take taxis. Not bad we were only 5 mins late. Jasmine the NOOB came in when the talk was already half-done and we were waving to her but she just couldn't see us HAHAHA cue small-eyes jokes.
 A bunch of things happened after and I sort of got separated from my group so I just followed the other group around and we were like okay we will meet at salted caramel. But when the bus came my group was already on it WHAT i had no idea and was still calling clarissa hahahaha.

THIS IS SALTED CARAMEL IN SUMMARY:

Less than 10 mins later

The PEANUT BUTTER is really really really good. But not everyone appreciates it though. ALL THE MORE FOR ME :)

Went to Prata House next. What cool kids right, dessert before actual meal. Had my usual cheese prata but OMG their curry is really nice. Hahahahaha I can't seem to stop talking about food #sorryimnotsorry 

Before going to Gillian's, we stopped at the playground and acted like 6 year olds.

(wah i really cannot do this pics thing. Please forgive me and anw everything is on FB)

Played modified Cluedo that I came up with and everyone got really creeped out when some (NOT JUST ONE) people guessed it on their first round like WHAT EVEN HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. Took bus with Thengyi to clementi and reached home to find there was no dinner so I had cup noodles. 

Wednesday was quite emotional tbh. Jasmine and I walked into school through bus-stop gate then walked out through main gate just to welcome kelly clarissa natalie. Its really cool that they reached at almost the same time like THAT IS FATE. Went to the hall where no one was listening to the teachers giving instructions and our entering amphi part was quite screwed up but i dont even know what went wrong. Farewell assembly was alright and I actually legit sang the school song. It is SUPER HIGH it took a lot of effort to hit those notes. Our class took a lot of photos on a lot of different cameras HAHAHAHA we were just waving like mad to different ppl to get them to help us take pics. 

Was quite tired at the end so I found myself a seat and someone else had the same idea

Entre group ran around like headless chickens distributing stuff and everything was so confusing. I think we messed up a lot of things but couldn't be bothered to fix them. In the end we gave up and was like 'lets continue next year' so that became the official plan. We went back to class and found out we actually earned quite a lot (though not as much as we initially expected). I was swarmed with a lot of documents and papers and Ms Ng saw me sitting on the floor surrounded by piles of stuff and she came over to make sure I was okay. She's really super sweet! 

Mr Lim came to class (he has been looking for us since morning) and demanded me the treasurer to justify our earnings for entre. He refused to accept the one we had came up with so me kelly clarissa decided to whip one up right on the spot. IMO we did a really good job. 

Then photo-taking time!

 Do we look alike? Apparently a lot of ppl think so. But I guess backview really does lah. we are like same height same weight.

 More of the twins of 415!

Ah the good old times of sem1 #backrowswag 

Not just any group pic, its a COOL group pic. We were demonstrating how to do the pyramid after the other group failed their 2 attempts. I think we are quite good.

 Such school pride :) While taking this pic this bus filled with HC guys drove past and they were judging us so much. And we disturbed these 2 juniors twice to get this perfect pic.

Settler's Cafe afterwards. Its a really cool place please go check it out if you have the time. Its only 6 bucks for students for 3 hours of boardgame + free flow of drinks super worth it. Went there for entre before and the guy recognised us. He even gave us half an hour extra to play their huge wall of boardgames so sweet right :)

I say I was emotional that day because the previous night I was suddenly flooded by a lot of memories. I think it was partly due to everyone suddenly reminiscing on Twitter. Then during Chloe's speech when she looked like she was going to cry I felt exactly the same. I have complained to many people on countless occasions about all the things I cannot stand in RGS, but I guess what made those things abit more bearable are the people. Especially 415'13, 213'11, thpowerof10, WISH. When sitting in class I tried imagining it was the last time seeing those people and that made me really really sad, so I started thinking about JC instead. Please don't pretend we are strangers when we meet in JC next year.
And may we have many reunions in the days to come :D


On to Thursday. Woke up quite early cause previous night I just reached home and crashed. Went for a short jog and felt healthy for like 2 minutes until I came home and had choco mint cookies HAHA. Went to bishan to study with kelly. Sat at marble slab for 4 hours, supposedly doing chinese but i gave up after half a paper. She tested me chengyus and I tried force-fitting these ridiculous stories but nope. Mum was going to Bartley to go house-shopping so the plan was to meet her but her train got stuck so we about-turned and went back to clementi to have dinner. Left lazy dad at home to fend for himself oops. Idk why but this whole week I have been feeling damnn tired so I reached home and crashed again.

Friday. Supposed to be feeling relieved its the end of the week but tbh everyday feels the same now so no diff. Went to bishan library at noon to study with kelly clarissa natalie gillian michelle. Gillian had a bit of crisis in the middle and somehow we ended up at J8 looking for food. Shared a box of chewy juniors and OMG the CHEESE is still my FAV. Bought a big pack of chips back to eat in the library. Discovered we had a nice little gift from the librarians who were being extra annoying that day. We found this pink slip that basically told us we were breaking a bunch of rules. It was quite funny though we put the chips in nat's bag and pretended that we were stealthily eating when in fact the whole wide world could see us but THERE WAS NO "NO EATING" SIGN. I had a little adventure otw home cause I got lost twice when I thought there was gonna be a bus home at 2 diff locations but turns out both these locations DID NOT have any buses home.
Rushed to get to ballet but there was no need cause teacher was late. So we decided to play a prank on her. Well 2 pranks actually. First, we would tell her nicole was in the toilet when in actual fact she was waiting behind the door and would jump out at her. The second prank was that the rest of the class hid and left me nicole victoria to tell her that everyone else had gone home. She legit believed us and was gonna start class with the 3 of us and it was super funny when the rest all streamed into the studio hahahhaha.

The plan for Saturday was to study Chinese, but my mum decided going to Johor's premium outlet was more important. Went with aunt and cousin as well. The 2 parents were super happy to get a lot of deals on their stuff. While they were legit trying on stuff I went around the Armani store being a nuisance and trying on random stuff that cost thousands of dollars. I have no idea why its so ex though. When I have time to figure out how to upload pics from my phone I will post my FAV BUY and other pics okay. But that took the whole day so I really have to study Chinese today. Its O's in 3 days in case I have forgotten.

Up All Night

AHAHAHAHA HIHIHIHIH HELLO HELLO

Its already OCT9. WTF. The first day of OCT doesnt feel that long ago. Time is passing really slowly, but really fast at the same time. I dont even know man.

Options were supposed to be fun, not boring. sighpie. Ok, time for an update.

Baking - is so not ponnable. She keeps track of our attendance+performance like a hawk. Fortunately chiangthebaker is in my group, so at least we get our things done :) But during pracs cynthia and I are always just walking around, cause cheryl is in my group and joey is in her group and those 2 are like the pros measuring whisking baking washing cleaning. Then there we are just waiting to eat ahahaha.

MedBio - you simply can't expect to have my attention during a 3-hour lesson. Mrs Huang is super entertaining though; wonder how my bio grades would have turned out if she had been my bio teacher instead hmmm. But 3-hour lab lessons are like the bane of my existence.

Matrix - SO SIAN. Last week donna cynthia clarissa and i decided that nope we do not want to go for matrix class, so we went to the library. cynthia and I spent the hour watching one direction videos on youtube, while the other 2 slept. Donna was snoring a little, so guess what cynthia took a video HAHAHA it was damn amusing. Audrey was sleeping on the couch beside me and when she got woken up by our laughter and saw our 1D video on youtube, she just went like "SERIOUSLY?" i feel you i do not know what my life has become.

Entrepreneurship - I think this is the best options ever. maybe because kelly clarissa and i just sit in the back row as usual and laugh at things. And who can forget $$$ hehehe.

2 and a half more weeks of this. Actually it wouldn't even be that bad if options weren't in the afternoon. Wasting so much time in school after core lessons/ checking paper and waiting for options to start.

OHOHOH but one time we went to magic lab to watch movies and guess what I watched. A HORROR MOVIE - sinister. Walao it was damn scary leh. At first nat clarissa gillian were gonna watch on their com, but then not working, so they came over to my com and i sort of joined them. I have not watched a horror movie since my first one in P5 because I got so damn freaked out. I basically spent the whole movie half covering my eyes. The volume wasnt even that loud but the music was just so damn scary. URGH i am getting creeped out okay no more.

On monday we started out watching now you see me but halfway through kelly clarissa and i decided to start finding jobs. We creating a fake email account using jasmine's name and no. and when we told her she was like super confused hahahaha.


uh more updates.

A few weeks ago i got sucked into the one direction world on youtube, and I couldn't get out. yeah, i know some ppl are so gonna judge me, but wtv. HAHAHA yes one direction became my obsession. oops. but thats not all. I dragged the gang out to watch THIS IS US with me, and we had like the whole theatre to ourselves and we held a mini party there. So now 1D is not an uncommon topic of discussion :D but now the initial super obsessed period has passed. No longer listening to their songs on repeat or spending nights watching their videos or stalking them. Just reading fanfics otw to school.

omg updates seem to never finish. Speaking of going to school, I have decided to be independent for the month of october and not take school bus. Also because some morning I don't need to be in school that early. So now I have to wake up 15 mins earlier to take mrt to school. Meet jasmine at orchard every morning cause the first time i didn't know how to get to school. yes, after 4 years I had no idea how to take  mrt to school . BUT now i do ok so no mocking. And its good to talk to the innocent child because I don't get to see her much nowadays.

Past 2 mornings + last week was paper checking. Kelly and I have been having spending the time having some pretty enlightening conversation. But since sharon is right beside me, we have been guessing her marks too and its pretty demoralising. oh wells.

And yes i am awake at 3am on wednesday because past few days i have been feeling super tired and yesterday i reached home at 5+ and just crashed until 11. so yeah. today is a longlong day. Bio paper checking in the morning but whats the point i already know my score. Followed by double chinese which is like DOUBLE SIAN. Then got matrix and dundundundun 3-HOUR  BIO LESSON. well back to sleep now i guess.

Now I know why it never works when you tell a kid to stop crying.
You can't control your tears.

To an amazing journey that is to be continued

I fail to comprehend how someone can not be excited about going to the USA. Somemore while others like yours truly are stuck in boring Singapore. Do you not realise how JEALOUS I am of you. And your trip is so similar to mine (same airline, same departure time, same date of different month, same country, same weather, same layover) that I cannot help but relive my memories. AND ITS OVERWHELMING.  It was EXACTLY 2 months ago that we were sitting in the airport, waiting for our flight that was 5 hours later. All the shopping and eating and hot people and cool weather and accents and OMG JUST EVERYTHING. Better bring me souvenirs.

I love the airport

TROPHY

This is my favourite photo

Doesn't this look so magical and fantasy-gardeny

Look at all our braids.

To find the above pictures I was looking at all our other photos, and I realise how huge a part CmPS has played in my life for the last two years. Just Keep Calm and W.I.S.H. 

Mrs Lee. Yuexin. Zek Min. Zhang Xuan. Wang You. Vivian. Kate. Shayna. Beverley. 

Love life. Cause YOLO

Trying to keep myself from falling asleep because if I do I will never wake up in time for ballet. So let me talk about my week!

Cannot remember what happened on monday which means nothing exciting happened. Tuesday was bleargh cause revision.

I used up half of my new pen's ink on wednesday because I wrote 4 and a half essays in total. IT WAS HORRIGIBLE. Especially ss and chinese. Had no effing idea what I was writing for ss. I didn't even understand my own essay wtf. Then Chinese I was rushing the front part of my zuowen cause I thought I had really little time left, but turns out there was more than enough time so I tried to make my back part super detailed to compensate for the beginning but it was so failzzz.

HAHA my class was super YOLO that day. So many people came without annotating anything on their ss seen article. And after the first paper we were already searching for movie timings and heckcaring about the other two papers hahahaha. So our plan was to go movie hopping but well it didnt happen.

I met Ms Sebastian alone outside school cause I had to some cmps stuff and she was so nice! She was so concerned about kelly, and us having no life. Haha when I told her we were gonna watch a movie she was like "oh thats good! At least you all still have lives"

BUT OMG DESPICABLE ME 2 IS AMAZEBEANS. THE MINIONS HAD SUCH MAJOR ROLES AWWWWHHHHH. we laughed sosososooso much. And how could we resist doing this:

GUESS WHAT there was free popcorn refill. So after we finished the 2 boxes and the movie we went for a refill. And just stood in a circle in the middle of cine and just ate popcorn. LOL.

We went for a quick shop afterwards at H&M and F21 hohoho. We were all damn high from the popcorn and just picking out ridiculous stuff. Ooohhhh I taught Jasmine the Matt Bomer hat trick that is so damn cool. Haha I remember replaying that scene from White Collar over and over again until I learnt the trick that is actually not that hard but takes a lot of practise to look cool and not noob. 

It was like the beginning of a long weekend because it was slack thursday the next day. So I yolo-ed somemore and only wrote half of the zuowen that was due on thursday. And I was still high from popcorn but idk what i did but i do know that I slept at 1.

Ya slack thursday was so slack. My entire goal for the day was just to finish the rest of my zuowen. But idk whats wrong with me I had planned to write less than 4pages at first but in the end I wrote 6 pages. PE was fun though we played netball! When cynthia and I stretch our arms up to pass the ball everyone else just goes like "NO FAIR height advantage!" teehee. Assembly was quite depressing because there was this super hot asian girl from california. Nat and I were just like FML why cant we be her.

I was supposed to home at 1 and go swimming. But it was raining and I had to stayback to finish my zuowen because Im guai like that. Oh btw the banana muffin from school sucks. I shall continue my hunt for the nicest banana muffin at the coffee bean next. I went to JE library to borrow the book after beach blondes. HOHO they have the whole series there. And I lost my phone for the first time in my life there. It was quite a unique experience. And there was this cute guy who suddenly shouted "HEY! Catch!" And did this huge pantomime of throwing something but not actually throwing anything. Then he just reached out his arm and said "Na, free gift" haha so cute right! And self reminder: Bad idea to be at JE MRT during peak hours!

Kay look at what I have produced instead of sleeping. WOWSIES not bad. not bad at all.

Pre-mugging high?

OHGOD study plan for tonight not working out at all.

I shall plan tmr instead and force myself to follow it kay.
So school is normal tmr I guess. 4 proper lessons + PE + CLE. Maybe there will be hints for history. But nope cannot count on mizar he hasnt even graded my fa wth.
SS supp class after school. I am counting on mrlim. cause i really have no idea what to do for ss. I mean the last time I went for his supp class I managed to scrape a 3.6 for that paper not bad at all.
Then go study room study history until 6. MUST FINISH EVERYTHING.
Reach home eat bathe youtube until 8.
SS until 9. FINISH EVERYTHING.
Memorise hist+chinese then SLEEP EARLY.

HAHAAHHA at first I was so damn pissed at qile for repeatedly asking for notes, even AFTER I sent alr. But it turns out 好心有好报 he has history notes THANK YOU. but i had to endure his qileness hahahaahha what yao hu xiang bang zhu ma.

eeeee TMY is being mean. meanie minnie minyi <3

Exercise your right

I think this post needs a disclaimer. I am not saying everyone needs to look a certain way. This is just the way I like it. It is my opinion, and everyone is entitled to have their own. You know what, you should only keep reading if you are not judgmental or easily offended.


At the start of the year I actually had slightly visible abs that were hard and firm. Because I trained so damn hard at the end of last year.

I tried continuing my workouts this year but nope. Its not that I didn't want to, but there were always so many other things to do. I resorted to doing a few exercises and stretches before I slept every night, while stalking twitter and insta at the same time (cause im creepy like that).

And those are obviously not very effective, because my abs are gone :(GONE WITH THE WIND );
And its not like I will have time anytime soon to train them back WALAO. But someone has enlightened me that since I am not getting fitter or more toned, I should prevent myself from getting fatter. Usually I just eat whatever I want and burn off the calories at the end of the day, but now since I am burning so much less calories, I need to balance it out by not eating so much. SIMPLE? I WISH.

When I first started being health-conscious at the end of last year, I stuck to my 'diet' so well. I cut back so much junk food and replaced them with fruits, drank 3 litres of water everyday, had some form of exercise everyday, cut back meal portions and stopped eating at night.  That worked out for like 2 months, until school started this year. I think I got complacent, because the number of the weighing scale was lower and I felt more fit. So I lost control and everything started going downhill, especially after my ballet exam and NAPFA.

I think the appropriate punishment would be to train extra hard this Nov hols. I have decided: I will not be so focused on just abs anymore. Haha idk why but last time abs just seemed the most appealing. But its not like many people get to see them anyway so I shall train areas like thighs butt shoulders back and those strengthless arms, together with abs ohyeah.

But until then the only thing I can do is try not to become fat.

Let yours truly tell you what happened did today

YOURS TRULY...

-went for my first and last swim carn, even though...
-cannot swim more than 50m
-just gave out rubber bands to pro swimmers
-cannot understand how some people don't get tired from swimming so much

-disagrees that girls and boys can't be BFFs because there are things called friend-zone and FWB
-doesn't like the assumption that girls from girls' school do not interact with boys or cannot possibly be in BGRs.

-got laptop back, after 2 months without it
-also got a skateboard, but has no time to learn it

-is craving chicken

-is screwed for bio SPA tmr
-shall give up and go sleep

Cornered

OKAY you know what so many things have happened during the June hols I don't even know where to start.

Im really sorry if you have been waiting for posts about my June hols, but that's not coming. And I forsee a really busy term ahead. So please have low expectations.

I know, I don't like the direction my blog is going in too :(

But apparently my studies have to take priority over everything. I even gave up the chance to take my ballet exam, but I guess it was already enough of an honour and confirmation of my work to be selected in the first round.

Thank god for study mugging buddies.

Hai viewers why are you guys so persistent.
I know there are a lot is posts and updates that need to be made.
Such as what happened in the amazing land of AMERICA.
yes yes it is pretty exciting.
And super unbelievable.
Everyday not spent there feels so long and draggy.
Feels like ages ago when I was there and it was merely a week ago,
I would love to spent another two hours here typing out the whole trip but....


I'm sick.
It's like a combination of stomach flu and super serious flu.
It was very sudden, and I sort of got better, but now it's coming back.
I shall hopefully post more after I get better.

Although I haven't completed any holiday work at all.
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO. No homework policy and all. Teachers are such cheater-bugs hmph.

Do hot people know they are hot

It has been such a crazy adventure. But the fun only began after our interview; before that was just stress nosleep tired scrapbook poster display flaps brochure game crossword memorise talk explain rehearse.

But it was soooo worth it. I think everything went rather well, and even mrs lee said we are already winners. Hey she is not one to give praises to us.

Hoho SHOPPING. Went to college mall on friday and saturday. TWO DAYS IN A ROW. Their sales are to die for man. Viv got an adorable sweater for less than $3 can you believe it. got so much nice pretty cute stuff. oh and chocolates. Even zek who actually shopped said everything was so meeee. I WANNA LIVE IN AMERICA. And monday going to premium outlet. Ahhhh my luggage is running out of space and weight.

Just now shayna wang vivian and me went to the social dance and actually danced around. It was like a disco suppppper COOL. Everyone just huddled together and did jumping and bouncing and raising hand stuff and being really really high. When it was almost our curfew this insanely cute guy decided to come and dance with us. Ben. Thats his name. He is tall blonde handsome lively cool what more can you ask for. So sad when we had to say bye at 11.

Whoooo cant believe i almost didnt want to go to the dance. Thanks viv for convincing me to wear my newly-bought clothes :)))))

KYM POSSIBLE

Yesterday afternoon while I was dying of heat in the COI holding room, apparently a lot of things happened.

Things that truly surprised me.
And not necessarily in a good way.

I realise that its one thing to judge strangers on the surface, but another to just make assumptions on people I have known for more than just a few years.

People change. And people grow. But as we gain more knowledge, its inevitable for things to become more complicated.

A lot of times when people come to me with their problems, I feel inadequate. I tell myself its okay if I cannot offer a solution. Maybe all they need is a listening ear and someone to care and love them.

But is that really enough? Merely listening?

I think deep down I know that's not enough. That I should somehow find a solution.



Even if I don't have faith in myself, I trust us. We are supposed to be the strongest. Even if the results are saying otherwise, I believe this last spurt is all they need.
I just need them to gain back the confidence they had at the beginning of the year, the confidence that I would never even  have dared to possess, the confidence that assured us so much, the confidence that no goal was unachievable.
I don't know where their confidence has gone to, or even where their hearts and souls have gone to. Hopefully, that was just a temporary thing.
And even though we don't say it or necessarily show it, they really mean a lot to us. They are all we are going to have, and we want to leave feeling satisfied.

Guess which badass went running in the rain

It was quite cool having the whole road to myself. Now my mood has been significantly lifted. Time to watch some tv! :) Ooohh can I just add yesterday on tv I saw 3 hot bodies. 3! Okay fine lah only 2 were hot, but yay media is becoming more open (y)

'There is a difference between giving up and knowing you have had enough'

Today was a horrible day :(

Before the start of the bio paper when we were checking the number of pages, the whole class just started laughing because the paper looked damn hard and we knew that we were so screwed that there was nothing to do but laugh at our own screwd-ness.

At least lunch with the gang took my mind off some matters.

Gave myself the rest of the day off because I need to recuperate from today's horrible things before another round of hardcore mugging starts.

I really want to go for a run. Run all my energy away. But nothing likes me today, its raining.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO LML RIGHT NOW

I was deluded into thinking the only stressful thing this week is the 3 F-ing papers on Tuesday. ENGLISH (genetic engineering better be easy to write, otherwise I am screwed). PHYSICS (It looks easy on the surface, but the you realise HOLY SHIT). BIO (I just want to give up on this.)

Then I realised that nope thats not how other teachers see it.
So I have to write a malay compo by tomorrow, since it was actually due on Friday.
Then there is 3 hours on philo this week. With 2 hours of his face. Its like life is not letting me escape his face. And 1 hour of philo exam, which apparently you are supposed to study for.
Math Assignment. (IM STUCK ON SOME ln question HELP)
Chem Assignment.
And OMG Sunday is Mothers' Day. The same day my mom is flying back from USA after 3 months. Which means I have to prepare some sort of present. And I want to buy a cake. But to buy a cake you have to go to the mall. And me+mall=not a good idea during the busiest period of term.
And ballet lessons resume this week. Taking up my Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights. How nice.

So survive this week and I'm good? NO.

The following week:
Philo (AGAIN WTF) COI on monday
3 Papers on Thursday. (PLS SOMEONE TEACH ME RATE OF CHANGE)
SS AA proposal due latest latest Friday.
Malay exam on Friday.
Then ATC.

And then the CmPS craziness will start. WAILLLLLLLL. (At least the prospect of USA will be such a driving force for us)


I just want time to read Mockingjay and Beach Blondes. Books I have been meaning to read since 2 years ago. Can everything else please just go away.


Time seems so much longer when your night ends at 2am instead of 10pm. Yet the work left to be done seems to never decrease.


Just now when I went to buy dinner this weird dude came up to me and asked me if I liked apples. It was damn WEIRD. I was going up from 2nd to 3rd level, and he was coming down. Then when I was on the next escalator from 3rd to 4th floor he suddenly ran up next to me. WHY DO I ATTRACT WEIRD PEOPLE THIS IS NOT COOL.


Please try not to be surprised if I start swearing in front of you. I am seriously losing it. And I have been under bad influence. Very few people have actually heard me swear, but at times like this I don't give a F. (wow I amaze myself with my decency to at least keep it to acronyms when I can)