Throw on some clothes and grab a pair of sneakers

Just went out for a run.

It was one of those runs that your brain is occupied with thoughts and you just run and run until you are too tired too think anymore.

It was one of those runs that you can keep telling yourself to push just a little bit more, and you dont even relise how far you have run until you stop.

It was one of those runs that you dont stop until you have reached at least 2.4km, so that you know you at least have the stamina for NAPFA.

I havent been able to run like this for a few months. And I miss it.

Sometimes I think it is worth it to be under all these stress, just so that I can run like I did today, feeling the freedom and sense of achievement, no matter how momentary it is.

Maybe next time

I have tried starting this post so many times. I have written so many different intros, only to delete them one after another. I think today is not the day. Maybe next time.

THE PRODUCT OF EATING ICE CREAM AT 10PM

Oh my the previous post sounds so whiny and childish.

Tsk.

BUT. You know what?

this post is going to be as whiny and childish.



I have realised that recently, I havent been watching my food intake at all. I will just let myself eat whatever I want, until I am full. I dont bother about the calories, I dont bother about the oil, I dont bother about the fats, I dont bother about the cost, I just bother with my APPETITE.

Which may explain the weight gain.

And also I have stopped running thrice a week and my stamina is going from bad to worse.

AHHHHHH cannot let myself become this huge fat ball of unfitness.

:(

Its gonna be a hell of a week

Monday - training
Tuesday - AMC
Wednesday - Amazing Race thingy
Thursday - TKD + profi + piano
Friday - IMT + ballet

And there is ballet on both nights of the weekend :(


The earliest I get to reach home is like 5.30.


And like 4 out of 5 days have stuff related to NCC.

At this rate, I am gonna get super sick and tired of it.

YTT. Yesterday Today Tomorrow

Yesterday night I obssessed over YTF again. Except for the JR and Andrew guy. No offence, but the other 5 are more of my sort. And I watched all of the videos form Quest Crew while they were competing in ABDC, and wow, they are really good. And they came to Singapore 2 years ago! They were just walking along Orchard and eating Old Chang Kee.





Today, SLI was sweet. And such a good replacement for Chinese lesson.

OMG the RI guys cheer super low and loud. There is like 10 of them and they can drown out the entire school population, which is like almost 2000 of us.

Andandnand one of them is my primary school senior.

Haha that part was really epic :)


I am in such a good mood now.

Ah.


Just now during TKD, 'Shed a Tear' started playing. I heard the intro and got like super excited and high haha. :D Too bad the Mr Koh person skipped it cause the tempo was too slow. :(



Maybe next time 'Nice Guys' will start playing :)





Tomorrow I am going home at 1. That is so freaking early. Not that I am complaining. :p And I am so going to treat myself to KFC for lunch for surviving this week. And Saturday we are having a BBQ party, so that is to be looked forward to too :)

My version of 'off the pill'

Oh gosh. Just ranted a really long post.

Im not posting it up because its not meant for certain people's eyes.

And its a bit more vulgar than usual and the phrasing really sucks. Okay, Im not saying that my phrasing is perfect now, but compared to that post......



And if you are wondering, I do have a number of unposted rants. Mainly because I don't want to private my blog so I do have to watch what I post. :(

"Room sevice? Send up a larger room"

I cleaned my room.

Okay, not really 'cleaned', more of organised.

Its so much neater now.

And it will probabaly last like 1 week.

But still.

And mind you, I really did organise every single drawer and compartment and rack and shelf. Its not the once a month stuff-everything-into-a-drawer-so-they-are-not-visible type of thing.

Took me a really really long time.

I think I started with my bookcase during the holidays, but only finished with my closet last friday.

Threw out like 5 plastic bags worth of things. I had no idea there was so much junk cluttering up my room. I am one of those who thinks that there will be a use for everything, so I try to keep everything. I even kept price tags for a while, thinking that maybe I could use them as bookmarks or decoration or something. Ah, wells.

Another problem is that I am too lazy to walk to the kitchen to throw away things, so I just pile them up on random places like my table. I need a rubbish bin in my room. But if I do have one, I wont clear it, and it will become gross and disgusting.

See the problem?


Plus I dont make my bed. I made my bed like a total of 10 times last year. I dont see the point of making one's bed, since it will become unmade again like 17 hours later and you have to make it all over again in the morning. That few minutes spent making my bed can be put to better use by sleeping. But I suppose made beds do look more comfortable...

Yes, I know you are reading this

Hi TMY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Please remember to come collect your present from me, keep forgetting to pass to you. :p




Ahaha this few days I have been feeling so happy. Like all the lessons are okay lah, at least I am making effort to follow and keep up, and this period of time is one of the more relaxing one, since its like intro and not so content-heavy.

And its super fun to hang out with my new classmates and gradually get to know people better. Im sitting next to Melody, and she is so funny and cute. Like, you should just see her head wave thing.

Its the festive season, and I am totally enjoying myself. Looking forward to getting angpao money and buying new clothes. :) Ah, speaking of that, I just roughly counted the number of tops I own again. 150. Not a lot kay. It includes tanks, shirts, tees, blouses and stuff like that. I forgot whether I included dresses also.

Smile :)
Be Happy :D
Enjoy Life <3

Be your own light, feel your own heart

If I write out every single thing about OBS, no one will actually read it so, might as well not.

My only advice for the juniors is: Don't let the Hwa Chong or RI guys scare you. I regret talking to them on FB and actually believing their 'horror stories' which they have exaggerated to tmake themselves seem proer, I guess.

We are in the corner of E-Blk on the 4th floor

OBS was fun. Seriously. Looking back, I really enjoyed myself and the whole class is so much more bonded.

If I have nothing better to do, I will try to desribe some of the things we did, but since I have piano lesson in half an hour, I want to just talk about my class.


Everyone in the class knows like everybody else already and we can talk just like old friends. I think I have communicated with everyone already, except maybe for 2 who didnt go for OBS. People have mostly stopped hanging out in cliques of their old classes, and we are like this big happy family.

Of course, there are always people who have trouble fitting in. And some of the rest are rather mean to these people, which is so different from 213. 213 is nice in the sense that we always include everyone and no one says mean things out right. But, 315 is different. Ah I dont know how to put this feeling into words, its just like the personalities are so different.

People are starting to be recognised by their titles that someone came up with. Like, the cutest, the most outspoken, the prettiest, the nicest, the best smile, the nicest hair, stuff like that. You want to know what my title is? Hmm, lets just say that it started when I wore shorts on the first night.

I think its really grest that we get to attend all out lessons together, as one class. Well, except for Chinese. Idk why, but we are split inot 2 smaller groups for Chinese. Maybe its because our Chinese are too lousy so they split us into small classes. There are other classes with so many different subject combis that they hardly have lessons as a class.

I shall now end this awkwardly cause I really have to go.

Bye.

the reason to watch youtube and create twitter

Alrighty.

New obsession: Kevjumba and NigaHiga

Or Kevin Wu and Ryan Higa.

And some bits of Victor Kim, Chesteer See and Dtrix.

But more of the first 2.


They are like super hot asian guys and their relationship is just so sweet. Like BFFs.

And seriously. they are really hot. Not the usual Remus Kam type of hot, but still hot.


And Best Crew is just so so so so funny and cute.


You know how it is with me and obsessions. I have been watching and rewatching their videos way too much for the past week. Seeing them virtually and hearing their voices just make my day.


Either Best Crew or the whole lot of YTF should really come to Singapore.

I created a Twitter just so that I could follow them. But knowing me, I followed a bunch of other people too. But it is primarily for them.


And in case you are wondering, I used to like Ryan better, but somewhere in the vicinity of the last month, Kevin replaced him.

I dare you to deny it.

Treasure your 2nd day of 2012. Also the last day of holidays.

What a unique way to end the year

I am sick. Like 39°C fever sick. This is the first time in 2011 that I am sick. And I blame kayaking. I was almost able to get thorugh 2011 withour falling sick at all, but now, on the last day...:(

If you are even concerned, I am slightly better after having some medication that I was prescribed last year along with a 7-days MC. And I am not going to let this affect my New Year's Eve. Later I am going out to have seafood and hopefully countdown if I dont fall asleep.

Hope you are feeling better than I am and have a blast tonight! :D

P.S. Haha, 150th post. Which means that this year I wrote a total of 150 posts :)

The world is still rocking side to side

Kayaking today was...spine-chilling. Both from the cold and the nerves.

I really wonder how deep the water was.

Capsizing and rescuing is just so...urgh. I just completely lose concentration and my thoughts when I flip myself and the whole kayak over into the godknowshowdeep water. All I would be thinking of is to get myself the hell out of there.

I feel really tired and sick right now. Possibly because the ground is still swaying beneath me cause the waves were quite big and the wind was quite strong just now. I dont even feel like eating the potato chips I bought yesterday. If you know me well, you should probably know that I eat potato chips A LOT. I even have them as meals. CAUSE I FREAKING LOVE THEM. So me saying that I dont want to eat them is saying quite a lot. Somemore the one I have right now is my current favourite. The spicy one from NTUC.

Ohmygod what am I rambling on about? I dont even know.

To think that I have to this again tomorrow is so sian. I would be feeling so much better is I knew that it were over. Sadly, its not.

I am rambling again.

My head is so dizzy. @.@

I dont know why I just wrote the following

Shoe cabinet
Sofa
TV console
Computer table
Study table

My parents purchased all of that today. I was supposed to get a nice comfy chair but couldnt find any :( I want want one those really soft and nice and the right size. Cause theres a weird empty space beside my wardrobe and I want to fill it up. Coudlnt decide between a dressing table or a nice armchair. Actually, still cant decide. I really dont know. Hmm..maybe I can get both...

Anyways that is a lot of furniture to buy in 1 day. Something about good quality, big sale, new year, year end bonus, 13th month salary blah blah

Today we did quite a lot of travelling. From one end of Singapore to the other end. First we went to Tampines to look at some furniture shop my mom found online, then we went to ECP cause my mom's colleagues were there. Then we went to Yew Tee cause my aunt said they were having huge sale. Then we came back and did grocery shopping even tough we had already done so 2 days ago. Apparently we ran out of fruits. My parents are super fruit-crazy.

A bit more than 1 week of holidays left. Really ohmyshit.

No one can hide anything from us

Haha I have no idea who started the google doc, but my batch is so efficient. :) The school hasnt even realesed the info yet, but everyone already know their classes. I am in 315 with Natacha and Gillian. But no thirteeners :( The TripHist HCL class :D

I have been buying more stuff but, ITS CHRISTMAS! My dad gave me 13th month 'salary'. :D

Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS

Only 2 more weeks of holidays left.

Info for next year is like coming out one by one really slowly.

First they confirmed our subject combis.(TripHist sounds really scary :()

Then now I know our nco combis. (YAY)

What I really want to know now is the classes.

Then the teachers.


Aish.

I like clothes. Problem?

ohoho blogshopping sure is fun.

I started last night (well, this morning considering it was 2am) and have already spent $33.

On 3 tank tops, 1 batwing shirt, 1 fringe top, 1 pair of shorts and a connector ring. :)



The 3 tank tops were...unexpected. They were priced at $7 dollars each, and I originally asked the owner to sell me 2 at $11. Then then then, guess what! She told me she would sell to me at $10, and I can pick out another tank top for free. :) HOHOHO some more all brand new and super cute leh.


Today was spent switching to the fro watching TBBT and blogshopping.


But I did study from 2am to 4am. Well, 'study'.

Who doesnt like clothes that are affordable and looks super good

You know what made my day today?

Buying clothes.

Especially clothes that are affordable and looks super good.

Heh, I bought a shirt from Joyce today and OMG, IT IS GORGEOUS.

I have no doubt that it will become one of my most-worntop.

:D