Oh my the previous post sounds so whiny and childish.
BUT. You know what?
this post is going to be as whiny and childish.
I have realised that recently, I havent been watching my food intake at all. I will just let myself eat whatever I want, until I am full. I dont bother about the calories, I dont bother about the oil, I dont bother about the fats, I dont bother about the cost, I just bother with my APPETITE.
Which may explain the weight gain.
And also I have stopped running thrice a week and my stamina is going from bad to worse.
AHHHHHH cannot let myself become this huge fat ball of unfitness.