NEED. TO. MOVE. ON.

Sometimes I get really upset with myself for not appreciating the wonderfulness of the present but instead just harping on the past??? Like why do I have to make things so difficult for myself lol idek v confused

Friday morning 2am lol. Ya mocha frap at 10pm not the best idea but shit is getting real!!!! 

On the bright side it makes precious moments soooooo much better, as proven by the past few days.  Yes i know you are reading hehe you are such a treasure :)

Very incredibly overwhelmed :( i want to do this but but what if i cant. What is going to happen omg can i just crawl into bed and sleep and wake up to everything being fine. 

i feel like this is as slack as this term is gonna get. my body is just rejecting school zzzz im having such a hard time adjusting back to school :(

and i cant go a day without someone commenting on my weight gain. the past me would have just freaked out and gone on some stupid diet but im really trying to reach the stage of having no damns to give