You know what just happened? I had 3 whole paragraphs ranting about exams and ballet and stress. But then, I backspaced everything.
It felt quite good watching the words disappear one by one, under my command, right in front of my eyes.
And I really don't want to just keep complaining about everything. I want to appreciate things, be grateful for things, and be happy with my life.
I say happy, not contented. There is a difference. If one becomes contented, one would stop improving. Thus, one should not be fully-contented with everything. But it would be great if one could find happiness in everything.
Life would never be perfect. But life wouldn't even go near perfection if you don't appreciate it.
Yes, ballet lessons may be thrice a week, and taking up a bit more time that I would like it to. But all these years, ballet is the only enrichment I have not given up on. I have stopped badminton, stopped erhu, stopped art, taken breaks from piano; but ballet, it has never stopped being part of my life ever since I started taking lessons. And the only reason is because I don't want it to stop being part of my life . True, there are stressful exams, extreme stretching, impossible moves that somehow need to become possible, sore muscles, bruised joints...; but ballet allows me to find something within myself, something that even I can't describe. Is it inner peace? Expression of my thoughts? I don't know, but what I do know is that ballet deserves all the time I spend on it.
Oh shit that took me way too long. I don't have the luxury of time to pen down more points with such elaborate elaborations. Just a quick list of things I am grateful for:
1. My mum for allowing me to take a break from piano lessons.
2. CCA standdown
3. Taobao
4. Yummy food from steamboat party in the morning
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Moths are creepy
Saw this moth-like thingy on my bathroom wall.
Refused to shower there.
Went to use my parents' shower instead.
They had weird combinations of shampoos and conditioners and treatment stuff.
I had to use an anti-dandruff shampoo together with a hairfall control conditioner because those were the only two products from brands that I actually trust.
On hindsight I should have just brought my own stuff over.
Oh god what have I done to my hair.
If you see me tomorrow with crazy screwed up hair, dont laugh kay.
Who the hell would want to shower in the same space as a moth.
Refused to shower there.
Went to use my parents' shower instead.
They had weird combinations of shampoos and conditioners and treatment stuff.
I had to use an anti-dandruff shampoo together with a hairfall control conditioner because those were the only two products from brands that I actually trust.
On hindsight I should have just brought my own stuff over.
Oh god what have I done to my hair.
If you see me tomorrow with crazy screwed up hair, dont laugh kay.
Who the hell would want to shower in the same space as a moth.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
一百八十度大转变
OMG I had no idea I had missed out one whole topic for Physics. How the hell did it happen. There was not a single mention of WEP in the notebook, like wtf. AND I remember taking down some equations and formulas and stuff., but there was nothing, NOTHING in my notebook. And the transition from the previous topic to the next topic was so smooth it didn't feel like anything was missing.
One whole freaking topic leh.
Fortunately I had some sense to check the slides. BUT WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS for the other topics? AHHH that would be freaking horrible. Fingers crossed that I can do my revision thoroughly and in time.
And the first day of EYA is gonna kill me already. 3 papers, in 3 different languages, lasting all the way till 3pm. Any guesses for my current least fav number? :(
But I shall still be grateful, because being grateful makes me feel good.
1. No more PTs/AAs. I know some people still have theirs due soon.
2. The past week. AWESOME holidays. Considerably lighter wallet, but that's okay.
3. Free stacks and stacks and stacks of magazines. And obviously my darlings get featured a lot; darlings' wall slowly expanding!
4. Youtube and Youku. Bringing me tons of drama, laughter, tutorials and entertainment.
5. Popular at BPP. Today is your last day before you close down for idek how long, but damn, that was one awesome sale. Kinda glad that I only found out about the sale last week though, otherwise I would have went more than twice and wouldn't be able to resist getting more stuff each time.
6. My mom. The expert in all subjects. Or at least being the expert in most subjects and having expert friends for other subjects.
7. Sleep. Lets hope crashing for more than half a day has brought my sleep cycle back to normal and the extra sleep accumulated during the holidays can last me the next 5 weeks.
8. This one primary school classmate. So sweet of you to let me know you care.
One whole freaking topic leh.
Fortunately I had some sense to check the slides. BUT WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS for the other topics? AHHH that would be freaking horrible. Fingers crossed that I can do my revision thoroughly and in time.
And the first day of EYA is gonna kill me already. 3 papers, in 3 different languages, lasting all the way till 3pm. Any guesses for my current least fav number? :(
But I shall still be grateful, because being grateful makes me feel good.
1. No more PTs/AAs. I know some people still have theirs due soon.
2. The past week. AWESOME holidays. Considerably lighter wallet, but that's okay.
3. Free stacks and stacks and stacks of magazines. And obviously my darlings get featured a lot; darlings' wall slowly expanding!
4. Youtube and Youku. Bringing me tons of drama, laughter, tutorials and entertainment.
5. Popular at BPP. Today is your last day before you close down for idek how long, but damn, that was one awesome sale. Kinda glad that I only found out about the sale last week though, otherwise I would have went more than twice and wouldn't be able to resist getting more stuff each time.
6. My mom. The expert in all subjects. Or at least being the expert in most subjects and having expert friends for other subjects.
7. Sleep. Lets hope crashing for more than half a day has brought my sleep cycle back to normal and the extra sleep accumulated during the holidays can last me the next 5 weeks.
8. This one primary school classmate. So sweet of you to let me know you care.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Too busy holidaying to blog
Took one look at the eya schedule and closed it. BUT I saved it kay. Only going to face the brutal truth later. I am not done holidaying. NONONONONO I AM NOT DONE.
These past days have been AWESOME HOLIDAYS. If, you know, they were supposed to be real holidays and not time for us to lock ourselves away and mug like shit.
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Migrating to the US seems like a good idea
Cause, you know, their time is 12hrs behind ours, so at least I won't up when the sky is dark and asleep when the sky is bright.
I have been awake since 2330 last night. The only relatively productive thing I have done is to file some stuff. Oh, and I cleared up a clothes heap that was piling up and up and up.
Miraculously, my fever is sort of gone. (y) But now my throat feels like sandpaper.
I think sleeping from 1800 to 2400 is quite good actually. Because I like evening time the least, its just so sad and miserable. The period after midnight and before sunrise is just such a different atmosphere and mood. Its so quiet, except the occasional vehicle-passing-by sound. When you look out, its like black black black, but there is always a little bit of light spilling out from some windows, and those house the people who are still awake too. The best part is getting to witness the sky colour changing as the sun rises. It obviously cannot beat viewing that at the beach, but its not bad lah.
Then the day. Daytime had always seemed so much longer than nighttime, even though they are about the same, but that is probably because I had always spent nighttime sleeping. If it is a sunny day, which happened majority of the days the past few months, you get to go out in light bright clothes and be like a sunshine(?) type of person. If it is a rainy day, which I expect to happen quite often in 1-2 months' time, you get to either huddle up in bed with a good book/drama and hot milo or go out in warm clothing that makes you feel super cozy.
Evening time is just so morbid. You watch the whole day fade away before you, yet being unable to do anything about it. You realise there is a ton of work to be done by the next day, and just feel so tired. Its like a time for emoing and feeling sad :(
I am going to make sure my weekend remain relatively free, and take a break. Before Monday comes and reality sets in.
I have been awake since 2330 last night. The only relatively productive thing I have done is to file some stuff. Oh, and I cleared up a clothes heap that was piling up and up and up.
Miraculously, my fever is sort of gone. (y) But now my throat feels like sandpaper.
I think sleeping from 1800 to 2400 is quite good actually. Because I like evening time the least, its just so sad and miserable. The period after midnight and before sunrise is just such a different atmosphere and mood. Its so quiet, except the occasional vehicle-passing-by sound. When you look out, its like black black black, but there is always a little bit of light spilling out from some windows, and those house the people who are still awake too. The best part is getting to witness the sky colour changing as the sun rises. It obviously cannot beat viewing that at the beach, but its not bad lah.
Then the day. Daytime had always seemed so much longer than nighttime, even though they are about the same, but that is probably because I had always spent nighttime sleeping. If it is a sunny day, which happened majority of the days the past few months, you get to go out in light bright clothes and be like a sunshine(?) type of person. If it is a rainy day, which I expect to happen quite often in 1-2 months' time, you get to either huddle up in bed with a good book/drama and hot milo or go out in warm clothing that makes you feel super cozy.
Evening time is just so morbid. You watch the whole day fade away before you, yet being unable to do anything about it. You realise there is a ton of work to be done by the next day, and just feel so tired. Its like a time for emoing and feeling sad :(
I am going to make sure my weekend remain relatively free, and take a break. Before Monday comes and reality sets in.
Friday, August 31, 2012
Burning up does not make me lose my ranting ability
So sad couldnt go back rulang today :( and sorry if i seemed down in the morning. People who were around me i hope i didnt spread anything to you. But then again, maybe you spread it to me! Hmph. Haha i dont think so lah, i could already feel it coming up on wed afternoon.
I think i looked really emo on the bus home today. My earphones were plugged in, and i was leaning back and gazing out of the window. But i was just trying to fall asleep can. Thre were like four groups of rgs ppl, and they were making so much noise, couldnt block out the noise even though my music volume was super loud. Oh yeah it was emo music, about the end of the world or smth. But srsly the whole bus sounded like a fish market because of them. Did they really not realise, or just couldnt even be bothered to be softer?
I think i looked really emo on the bus home today. My earphones were plugged in, and i was leaning back and gazing out of the window. But i was just trying to fall asleep can. Thre were like four groups of rgs ppl, and they were making so much noise, couldnt block out the noise even though my music volume was super loud. Oh yeah it was emo music, about the end of the world or smth. But srsly the whole bus sounded like a fish market because of them. Did they really not realise, or just couldnt even be bothered to be softer?
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
So i blog
The part of my brain that controls my sleep is seriously screwed. Just now halfway through chem aa i was felling sleepy but now that im comfortably in bed i cant fall asleep?
Jiayou geog people.haha suan.
Forgot to congratulate myself. Last pt/aa of the year is over! Pull through the eyas, and school for the year will be over! :D
It's called 13atch
Batch group is filled with chem aa spam. kinda annoying, dont you think? But i joined in the discussion with platoonmates. less people, less confusion. But now I'm ignoring platoon chat too. heheh. I don't wanna see something and then have to change my report.
But I guess those discussions are helpful? sort of? But from what I see, they are mostly a group of less than 5 people making different points and trying to convince one another and finally arriving at the conclusion that all can work, just need justification.
In this community filled with smart brains, the only one that you can and should trust is the one in your head. All those smart brains each have their own way of thinking and reasoning. Sometimes they clash and waste time trying to argue it out but in the end, it turns our both are correct/wrong.
I think the problem is that the group is for the WHOLE entire batch, so there are too many voices chiming in. And no one knows everybody there. I feel much more secure in the class group and platoon group.
I can totally imagine whats gonna happen at a batch outing. Everyone would talk to their cliques about going together, and then actually go together as a clique, and even at the actual thing split up into their own little cliques, and the outing coordinator may try to shout over the loud voices for everyone to mingle, but fail.
Then again, it seems like these discussions are bringing 13atch closer together. People sharing notes, sharing info, sharing knowledge. Helping one another, encouraging one another, going through everything together.
Monday, August 27, 2012
My back makes me fell like im paralysed
Yayy blogging using ipod. (y)
If tmr were a sch day, i would either be chionging aa or sound asleep alr. Definitely not here watching house. Wait. Rewatching.
If tmr were a sch day, i would either be chionging aa or sound asleep alr. Definitely not here watching house. Wait. Rewatching.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
I should just become an owl
Time: 5.09AM
Hohoho new record. Not considering the nap, I have been awake for 23 hours. Even if you count the nap, its 19 hours.
Wow.
And I am only a bit sleepy. Like how I would feel at 11pm on a normal school night.
Should I go sleep? Or just tahan until I cannot take it? Hmmm.
Well maybe I should let my brain get some rest and power. Chem AA is happily waiting for me to do later on in the day. And you can't exactly do chem when you are all drowsy and sleepy and not thinking.
I am hungry. Very hungry. Doesn't help that I know that there is pizza in the fridge and chips in the kitchen and milo bars somewhere else. I don't know whether it would be acceptable to eat now. Cause I have been banned from eating and drinking except plain water after 8pm. But if i eat now, it can be considered at breakfast already. So.
Forget it. Off to bed I go. Good morning!
Hohoho new record. Not considering the nap, I have been awake for 23 hours. Even if you count the nap, its 19 hours.
Wow.
And I am only a bit sleepy. Like how I would feel at 11pm on a normal school night.
Should I go sleep? Or just tahan until I cannot take it? Hmmm.
Well maybe I should let my brain get some rest and power. Chem AA is happily waiting for me to do later on in the day. And you can't exactly do chem when you are all drowsy and sleepy and not thinking.
I am hungry. Very hungry. Doesn't help that I know that there is pizza in the fridge and chips in the kitchen and milo bars somewhere else. I don't know whether it would be acceptable to eat now. Cause I have been banned from eating and drinking except plain water after 8pm. But if i eat now, it can be considered at breakfast already. So.
Forget it. Off to bed I go. Good morning!
My sleep cycle is screwed too
Maybe due to the 4-hour long nap I took in the afternoon.
And my back is hurting so much I am in no mood to do work. So I shall proceed to download more stuff into the ipod that I finally managed to get my hands on :D
And my back is hurting so much I am in no mood to do work. So I shall proceed to download more stuff into the ipod that I finally managed to get my hands on :D
People who can lick their elbows just have shorter-than-average arms
Ah shit my back is screwed. I don't even know how. It just screwed itself. Standing hurts, sitting hurts, lying on my back hurts, lying on my front hurts, hunching hurts, sitting straight hurts. I am not the type to use super vulgar profanities, but right now I am doing so. In my head. Yeah.
Oh something interesting just happened. If I lean back on my chair and move my right shoulder up and down while using the other hand to massage it, my SHOULDER BONE CRACKS.
Crap lah it really hurts a lot.
I want to take pain relief medication. That would totally happen if
1) It were available in liquid form within 10 meters, or
2) I learn how to swallow pills right now, despite many years of failure to do so
3) I knew anything at all about pain relief medication
4) I were enough of a risk-taker to try it despite never having taken pain relief meds before.
Actually, are pain relief meds even meant for these sort of things? I just assumed so, cause I am in pain, and they are meant to relieve pain. Right?
Oh something interesting just happened. If I lean back on my chair and move my right shoulder up and down while using the other hand to massage it, my SHOULDER BONE CRACKS.
Crap lah it really hurts a lot.
I want to take pain relief medication. That would totally happen if
1) It were available in liquid form within 10 meters, or
2) I learn how to swallow pills right now, despite many years of failure to do so
3) I knew anything at all about pain relief medication
4) I were enough of a risk-taker to try it despite never having taken pain relief meds before.
Actually, are pain relief meds even meant for these sort of things? I just assumed so, cause I am in pain, and they are meant to relieve pain. Right?
Friday, August 24, 2012
Please give me a holiday on Monday
I foresee a very unfortunate morning in a few mere hours. But things have reached the point where there is no turning back. And it has also reached the point where a few more minutes make no difference anyway. That's why I'm here lying on my bed, blogging.
And being hungry.
And being very tempted to watch another episode of House.
Actually, I would totally do that, if I didn't have to stay backtomorrow today or wake up early on Saturday.
But as it so happens, I do.
Today Yesterday school was soooo slack. I went to school to go for Physics (so guai :D), but Ms Lim wasn't in school. So guess what. I went to school to hit a ball around and do a compre on sex ed. Wow. Such an enriching day.
I haven't rewarded myself in the past 2 weeks. And I don't think I will get the chance to this week. Nevermind, I give myself the next weekend off. Maybe not the whole weekend. Friday + Saturday. Shopping, eating, watching, sleeping, reading. Please don't let anything ruin my plans.
And being hungry.
And being very tempted to watch another episode of House.
Actually, I would totally do that, if I didn't have to stay back
But as it so happens, I do.
I haven't rewarded myself in the past 2 weeks. And I don't think I will get the chance to this week. Nevermind, I give myself the next weekend off. Maybe not the whole weekend. Friday + Saturday. Shopping, eating, watching, sleeping, reading. Please don't let anything ruin my plans.
Monday, August 20, 2012
It isn't counted as carefree if you just chose to ignore the troubles
ORD lunch is in less than 12 hours. And I am so responsible for us not having an outfit yet. Anw J8 is bound to have something. right? well, there better be.
This weekend I finished one season of Bones. And its the normal season, not the truncated one. So, I dont know what to feel about my self right now. And I totally just thought that in a Jennamarbles' accent.
Oh can I talk about Internet Icon. The only reason I watched the finale was becuase Justin and the Fu music were there. Had absolutely no interest in finding out who the winner was. Would have been an amazing finale if Justin and the Fu music were the two contestants left.
Back to my first point, I am really interested to find out what sec fours are gonna wear. Can't imagine some of them wearing dresses. But jeans are so informallll. But then again, pirates wear pants?
Back to my second point, I don't understand or know where I am finding the time to finish one season of a show within a week. I just keep finding new shows for myself to watch. And when I really cannot find any, I go back to rewatching. All these can wait until the holidays. Screw it, not even the holidays, just right after EYAs. Okay, persevere for two more months, and then I will be free. Push harder through these tough times, and the aftermath will seem even better.
This weekend I finished one season of Bones. And its the normal season, not the truncated one. So, I dont know what to feel about my self right now. And I totally just thought that in a Jennamarbles' accent.
Oh can I talk about Internet Icon. The only reason I watched the finale was becuase Justin and the Fu music were there. Had absolutely no interest in finding out who the winner was. Would have been an amazing finale if Justin and the Fu music were the two contestants left.
Back to my first point, I am really interested to find out what sec fours are gonna wear. Can't imagine some of them wearing dresses. But jeans are so informallll. But then again, pirates wear pants?
Back to my second point, I don't understand or know where I am finding the time to finish one season of a show within a week. I just keep finding new shows for myself to watch. And when I really cannot find any, I go back to rewatching. All these can wait until the holidays. Screw it, not even the holidays, just right after EYAs. Okay, persevere for two more months, and then I will be free. Push harder through these tough times, and the aftermath will seem even better.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Today I came home trice the usual no. of times
My shoulder feel like they are carrying a hundred pounds. In fact, since monday, the weight has only gotten heavier and heavier.
Standing still for one hour plus was no help.
Still, I guess its a small price to pay for finally becoming 'specialists'?
Today is and maybe will be the slackest SA day. We only had Philo exam. By 20 mins, more than half the class had their heads resting on the table. The other half was just fiddling and twiddling around. Haha I Dutch-braided my hair. The teacher was giving me weird looks. But cmon I sit in the last row so its not like I am disturbing anyone.
Apparently I reached home minutes after my dad left. If the bus hadn't taken so long to come, I would have been home before he actually left for work.
Watched an episode of bones before going to the park for bio pt. It was quite creepy at the park, cause it was unusually quiet and empty. Besides me, there were only two other people there. And at the entrance I met this man riding his bicycle s.u.p.e.r s.l.o.w.l.y.
My dad was in a good mood so he dabaoed back lunch for me. Had piano lesson which was super fail cause I was really sleepy (like how I always am at 2pm everyday). Rushed back to school for ORD rehearsal, parade and dinner.
I think we did a pretty good surprise dinner. Especially the ex sec fours coming back part. The looks on sec fours' faces were like 'oh my! ohmygod! yay!' I can't imagine what would have happened if the previous previous and previous previous previous batches had been able to make it too. Then sec fours would have all their ncos together.
Cant't comprehend the fact that next year will be our very own ord already.
Standing still for one hour plus was no help.
Still, I guess its a small price to pay for finally becoming 'specialists'?
Today is and maybe will be the slackest SA day. We only had Philo exam. By 20 mins, more than half the class had their heads resting on the table. The other half was just fiddling and twiddling around. Haha I Dutch-braided my hair. The teacher was giving me weird looks. But cmon I sit in the last row so its not like I am disturbing anyone.
Apparently I reached home minutes after my dad left. If the bus hadn't taken so long to come, I would have been home before he actually left for work.
Watched an episode of bones before going to the park for bio pt. It was quite creepy at the park, cause it was unusually quiet and empty. Besides me, there were only two other people there. And at the entrance I met this man riding his bicycle s.u.p.e.r s.l.o.w.l.y.
My dad was in a good mood so he dabaoed back lunch for me. Had piano lesson which was super fail cause I was really sleepy (like how I always am at 2pm everyday). Rushed back to school for ORD rehearsal, parade and dinner.
I think we did a pretty good surprise dinner. Especially the ex sec fours coming back part. The looks on sec fours' faces were like 'oh my! ohmygod! yay!' I can't imagine what would have happened if the previous previous and previous previous previous batches had been able to make it too. Then sec fours would have all their ncos together.
Cant't comprehend the fact that next year will be our very own ord already.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Ang mos have weird last names
I finished watching one whole season of House. Yep, during the span of these few days.
And you would expect me to start complaining and whining about how unproductive I was and how there is so much work to be done blah blah blah.
Oh I dont know why I just spun two rounds on my spinny chair but I did. And now I am dizzy. @.@
But no, I shall not complain nor whine.
I shall obsess.
House is amazing. Even though I only watched the last two seasons, the finale was still so sad because it meant the end. :( But acc to tmy, it is because of my only watching two our of the eight seasons that is allowing me to not be bored or tired of House.
Why do amazing shows like House and Ugly Betty have to come to an end? Its always so sad when the last scene, which is somehow always a slowly zooming out thing, comes and the ending music plays and you know its the end. No matter how many times you watch the series, the ending still evokes the same emotions. Even when you have watched the show countless times and know the plot by heart, you are still on the edge of your seat, wanting to find out what happens ultimately but at the same time, not wanting the ending to come at all.
But its okay. I still have 6 more seasons of House to go. Thats twice as long as Ugly Betty.
Oh btw I think House is a weird title for a tv drama series. Like, seriously, House?
And you would expect me to start complaining and whining about how unproductive I was and how there is so much work to be done blah blah blah.
Oh I dont know why I just spun two rounds on my spinny chair but I did. And now I am dizzy. @.@
But no, I shall not complain nor whine.
I shall obsess.
House is amazing. Even though I only watched the last two seasons, the finale was still so sad because it meant the end. :( But acc to tmy, it is because of my only watching two our of the eight seasons that is allowing me to not be bored or tired of House.
Why do amazing shows like House and Ugly Betty have to come to an end? Its always so sad when the last scene, which is somehow always a slowly zooming out thing, comes and the ending music plays and you know its the end. No matter how many times you watch the series, the ending still evokes the same emotions. Even when you have watched the show countless times and know the plot by heart, you are still on the edge of your seat, wanting to find out what happens ultimately but at the same time, not wanting the ending to come at all.
But its okay. I still have 6 more seasons of House to go. Thats twice as long as Ugly Betty.
Oh btw I think House is a weird title for a tv drama series. Like, seriously, House?
Friday, August 10, 2012
Genius.
Not that I want to brag or anything, but I think I am super pro at diy-ing and recycling my old clothes.
Like, seriously.
I cleared out my wardrobe in the morning, realised I had quite a number of shirts I didn't wear that much anymore. Went to youtube and watched some tutorials. Then I turned them into super cute things like bow-backed, cropped, fringed, one-shoulder, off-shoulder shirts and twisted, large armhole, racerback tanks.
I feel like I just bought a lot of new clothes.
Like, seriously.
I cleared out my wardrobe in the morning, realised I had quite a number of shirts I didn't wear that much anymore. Went to youtube and watched some tutorials. Then I turned them into super cute things like bow-backed, cropped, fringed, one-shoulder, off-shoulder shirts and twisted, large armhole, racerback tanks.
I feel like I just bought a lot of new clothes.
Singapore was only 32 when I was born
You know what, 'Friday' is playing on my laptop now. Yeah, the Rebecca Black one. DON'T JUDGE ME.
So, this song actually stands true. Cause its freaking Friday now.
Oh my what's happening. The Katy Perry Friday is now playing.
This is sorta freaky.
Shit.
Nevermind, I shall move on.
So yeah, as I was saying. Term 3 has 3 weeks left. WTP is this. Why do I feel like the June hols just passed. Why why why.
This is so saddening omg. :(
*cue emotional music gif*
Saturday, August 4, 2012
In love with all
I realised that a lot of my obsessions have my appearances in my life before they became obsessions.
Some examples:
1. Harry Potter - Refer to previous post
2. No. 8 Pawnshop - First time I saw it was in 2003. Watched the beginning, only some middle parts and the last episode as they came out. The first drama I watched. Watched every single episode last year.
3. Show Luo - In about 2008, I watched some 100% Entertainment episodes. I think I was searching for ballet stuff, came across By2, then came across some of their performances in 100% Entertainment, and watched all those episodes. The 2 hosts just came across as 2 funny and not-bad-looking hosts. As for now, well...
4. House - During 2010 company chalet, was watching tv in the same room as sec twos, house came on. Watched a bit, didnt really understand cause he speaks super fast and there were no subtitles. Then last year during science we watched a few snippets that were super interesting. Finally found time during the June hols to sit down and really start watching. Became addicted by the first 2 episodes. Finished 1 whole season in less than 1 week.
5. A lot of youtube people. In particular, nigahiga. His first video that I watched was the rebecca black one. Again, another guy who speaks super fast. Somehow, half a year ago I was so obsessed I had a nigahiga marathon and watched all his videos in one day. Btw, his new video is too funny to not watch.
6. Ugly Betty. So idk how many years ago ugly betty was broadcasted on channel 5. Saw the commercial but didnt bother to watch it. Then one day I was so bored and desperately wanted a show to watch. Searched my house and came across this. First few episodes were a bit unexciting, but the rest were sososososo nice. Even when I had stomach flu and had to get hospitalised, I still watched ugly betty while lying in that high bed and throwing up a lot.
7. The Big Bang Theory. My aunt and uncle were watching it when I went to their house one day. They were laughing super loudly can. Tried to watch, but didn't understand any of the jokes they were laughing at. Not my fault kay, most are either sacarstic, scientific or sick. In fact, even now, I find that I understand more and more jokes everytime I rewatch it.
Some examples:
1. Harry Potter - Refer to previous post
2. No. 8 Pawnshop - First time I saw it was in 2003. Watched the beginning, only some middle parts and the last episode as they came out. The first drama I watched. Watched every single episode last year.
3. Show Luo - In about 2008, I watched some 100% Entertainment episodes. I think I was searching for ballet stuff, came across By2, then came across some of their performances in 100% Entertainment, and watched all those episodes. The 2 hosts just came across as 2 funny and not-bad-looking hosts. As for now, well...
4. House - During 2010 company chalet, was watching tv in the same room as sec twos, house came on. Watched a bit, didnt really understand cause he speaks super fast and there were no subtitles. Then last year during science we watched a few snippets that were super interesting. Finally found time during the June hols to sit down and really start watching. Became addicted by the first 2 episodes. Finished 1 whole season in less than 1 week.
5. A lot of youtube people. In particular, nigahiga. His first video that I watched was the rebecca black one. Again, another guy who speaks super fast. Somehow, half a year ago I was so obsessed I had a nigahiga marathon and watched all his videos in one day. Btw, his new video is too funny to not watch.
6. Ugly Betty. So idk how many years ago ugly betty was broadcasted on channel 5. Saw the commercial but didnt bother to watch it. Then one day I was so bored and desperately wanted a show to watch. Searched my house and came across this. First few episodes were a bit unexciting, but the rest were sososososo nice. Even when I had stomach flu and had to get hospitalised, I still watched ugly betty while lying in that high bed and throwing up a lot.
7. The Big Bang Theory. My aunt and uncle were watching it when I went to their house one day. They were laughing super loudly can. Tried to watch, but didn't understand any of the jokes they were laughing at. Not my fault kay, most are either sacarstic, scientific or sick. In fact, even now, I find that I understand more and more jokes everytime I rewatch it.
It has been 5 years since the Deathly Hallows were released
Saw that commented on one of the harry potter related picture (yes, i am liker of many pages and yes they are still updated very frequently) and froze. My brain rewound to 5 years ago, and realised that it was true!
No idea why this is coming as such a huge shock to me, but it is.
One of the clearer images I could dig up was one of me at my childcare centre and looking at my teacher reading the book. Back then, I had read the first, at most the first two, books and had no inkling on how great a role harry potter is going to play in my life and the last few years of my childhood.
That same year, the order of the phoenix movie was released. I knew that harry potter was popular, but didn't understand why. Out of curiosity, or probably out of the sheer wanting to join in the crowd, I asked my mom to take me to see that movie. It wasn't interesting to my 10-year-old self at all. There were just a lot of British dudes, a lot of shouting, a lot of sudden flashes of light and a lot of fighting.
Who knew, like so many others in the world, I was going to get captured into the world of harry potter and even when the exit was shown to me, not want to get out. And when I did drift out for a while, the doors still remained wide open(and they always shall), offering me the entrance whenever I need it.
The only reason why I haven't gone there for quite a while because it is darn hard to come back.
No idea why this is coming as such a huge shock to me, but it is.
One of the clearer images I could dig up was one of me at my childcare centre and looking at my teacher reading the book. Back then, I had read the first, at most the first two, books and had no inkling on how great a role harry potter is going to play in my life and the last few years of my childhood.
That same year, the order of the phoenix movie was released. I knew that harry potter was popular, but didn't understand why. Out of curiosity, or probably out of the sheer wanting to join in the crowd, I asked my mom to take me to see that movie. It wasn't interesting to my 10-year-old self at all. There were just a lot of British dudes, a lot of shouting, a lot of sudden flashes of light and a lot of fighting.
Who knew, like so many others in the world, I was going to get captured into the world of harry potter and even when the exit was shown to me, not want to get out. And when I did drift out for a while, the doors still remained wide open(and they always shall), offering me the entrance whenever I need it.
The only reason why I haven't gone there for quite a while because it is darn hard to come back.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Incoherent happiness
OH MY FENG TIANWEI SO PRO. sosososososososososo pro. she won so easily. omg omg omg. yayyyyyyy! :D
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Still very young kay
In less than two hours, someone will be turning 33. And hundreds of millions of people are going to wish him happy birthday.
I am going to be special. I will wish him that now.
生日快乐!
I am going to be special. I will wish him that now.
生日快乐!
This was never meant to turn out this way
I just looked at the time. Like literally, just. Here is my reaction. WHAT THE SHIT.
I almost hope that it is my puffy and sore eye not being able to see properly. But, nope, my other eye confirms that its 2200.
My right eye hurts. A LOT. It feels bruised. My mom says its swollen. My dad says I watch too much videos. My grandma says I should ice it. I think I should just go to sleep.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Yes, that is photobooth
After this horrible terrible week, I woke up today feeling super summery.
Took a bath and felt super refreshed.
Threw on some summery clothes and felt like it was the holidays again.
And look what happened to my nails.
Took a bath and felt super refreshed.
Threw on some summery clothes and felt like it was the holidays again.
And look what happened to my nails.
I know I have more useful things to do kay. Thats why there are no designs or patterns.
Friday, July 27, 2012
“The world is like a mirror; frown at it, and it frowns at you. Smile and it smiles, too”
Piano exam can go screw itself.
Aren't grandpas supposed to be nice?
Why this one act so mean? :(
Must be cuter mah, then more people will like you :)
But its okay, Show stills loves you.
Because he is so sweet.
Aww, he even has a heart for you <3
So handsome right.
So cute right.
Hah, I bet you are jealous.
:p
Aren't grandpas supposed to be nice?
Why this one act so mean? :(
Must be cuter mah, then more people will like you :)
But its okay, Show stills loves you.
Because he is so sweet.
Aww, he even has a heart for you <3
So handsome right.
So cute right.
Hah, I bet you are jealous.
:p
Bra(in)?
He wrote 'bra' on the board, paused, said 'this looks wrong', added 'in', then turned around and smiled sheepishly at us. The whole class went from zen mode into alive mode in that split second.
It was freaking hilarious.
Plus the way he moves his arms, especially when he tried to imitate swimming in a straight line.
So funny.
It was freaking hilarious.
Plus the way he moves his arms, especially when he tried to imitate swimming in a straight line.
So funny.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Hallelujah I may actually be able to sleep before midnight!
Isn't it so great when something you expected to spend at least an hour on gets completed in less than 20 minutes.
Aiyo why so many feelings
Lethargy - Every time after sunday ballet lesson, listening to music during the walk home, the footsteps become heavier, the back becomes slouchier, the shoulders become droopier. A long week just passed, yet another long week is just mere hours ahead.
Anxiousness - So many things unclear of, so many doubts to clarify, so little time for everything.
Pain - Calf muscles are freaking sore. My toes feel like they are permanently being pinched. There is something that looks like an extra bone but my dad claims is just a blister on both of my fourth toes.
Thirst - Due to plain laziness preventing me from getting up from this super comfortable position.
Loss - Mum away on holiday for the next 2 days means no one to wake me up in the morning. I am completely capable of sleeping through alarms and my dad is super unreliable in this area so...hoping that I can wake up tomorrow despite the foresight of super little sleep.
Nostalgia - We are freaking temping tomorrow. This day and everything else after this day has always seemed so unreachable, but it is TOMORROW. On a side note, I just realised how interesting company's birthdays are.
Sweetness - Yup I just went to get myself a cup of iced green tea.
Uncertainty - So many things going on this week, I have no idea how things will turn out.
Dilemma - You know how I used to just search for xiaozhu videos, but this whole weekend I only searched for xiaogui videos. And you know how my phone used to contain only xiaozhu's music, but I now have every single xiaogui's music. Xiaozhu or xiaogui?
Joy - Its okay, I can have both! Or maybe the two of them get together and become one. Aw, that will be so sweet.
Un-achievement - Just tidied my room 2 weeks ago, why is it so messy again?
Amazement - How have I been able to neglect xiaogui's cuteness all this while?
Anxiousness - So many things unclear of, so many doubts to clarify, so little time for everything.
Pain - Calf muscles are freaking sore. My toes feel like they are permanently being pinched. There is something that looks like an extra bone but my dad claims is just a blister on both of my fourth toes.
Thirst - Due to plain laziness preventing me from getting up from this super comfortable position.
Loss - Mum away on holiday for the next 2 days means no one to wake me up in the morning. I am completely capable of sleeping through alarms and my dad is super unreliable in this area so...hoping that I can wake up tomorrow despite the foresight of super little sleep.
Nostalgia - We are freaking temping tomorrow. This day and everything else after this day has always seemed so unreachable, but it is TOMORROW. On a side note, I just realised how interesting company's birthdays are.
Sweetness - Yup I just went to get myself a cup of iced green tea.
Uncertainty - So many things going on this week, I have no idea how things will turn out.
Dilemma - You know how I used to just search for xiaozhu videos, but this whole weekend I only searched for xiaogui videos. And you know how my phone used to contain only xiaozhu's music, but I now have every single xiaogui's music. Xiaozhu or xiaogui?
Joy - Its okay, I can have both! Or maybe the two of them get together and become one. Aw, that will be so sweet.
Un-achievement - Just tidied my room 2 weeks ago, why is it so messy again?
Amazement - How have I been able to neglect xiaogui's cuteness all this while?
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Goodnight.
I thought I saw 23:00 when it was 22:00. So now I suddenly have one extra hour. And here I am wasting it away. How efficient.
I think pranks are mean. Especially those shows like just for laughs and the jap game shows. Yes, it is a bit funny, but so mean :( People just wanted to use the toilet, then end up kena raised out of the cubicle or kena go for sled ride.
People should tell me meanings of things. Then I wouldnt have to go around finding out. I have already learnt not to google stuff people tell me to go and find out on my own. Smart right. And people telling me I don't need to know the meaning of what they just said doesn't work either. I will find out somehow.
Omg this is hilarious :D
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
The grass looks greener on the other side
Argh should have gone to sleep at 8. Then I wouldnt be aware of all these work that started piling in after 9. And now I am super tired after chionging out a piece of very unsatisfactory work that I turned in anyway because I just can't be bothered anymore.
I can feel my brain juice being squeezed out.
Having 5 active google accounts does not help either. Everyone is sending different stuff to different accounts. No sort of organization whatsoever, not unlike the 2 drawer compartments of my wardrobe.
Today after I got home I didn't even slack. That is a super great achievement can. But I need my slack time.
I think I am going to have a surviving-half-the-week-reward for myself tomorrow.
Hopefully the worst of this week is over.
I can feel my brain juice being squeezed out.
Having 5 active google accounts does not help either. Everyone is sending different stuff to different accounts. No sort of organization whatsoever, not unlike the 2 drawer compartments of my wardrobe.
Today after I got home I didn't even slack. That is a super great achievement can. But I need my slack time.
I think I am going to have a surviving-half-the-week-reward for myself tomorrow.
Hopefully the worst of this week is over.
Sunday, July 15, 2012
HOW
How did I allow this book to sit in the corner of my bookshelf for the past 9 months, doing nothing but gathering dust.
How did I even manage to find it at a second-hand book sale 9 months ago.
How did I go through the past few months without finishing an actual (story)book.
How could I have not borrowed any library books for such a long time.
How could I have let myself forget how blissful it is to be able to delve into another world and spend an entire day in it.
How could I have let amazing stories that gave me goosebumps fade from memory.
This morning I woke up with a super desperate craving. I was craving for a good book, desperate to find back that feeling of being lost in a good book. I was originally going to reread shopaholic, but I figured it would take a long time to finish the whole series, so I just picked up a random book slotted right beside that series. So glad that I did. The feelings are coming back bit by bit, but I hardly have enough time to make them stay. And they make me guilty. Because its like if I have the time to read storybooks, then I should spend that time reading textbooks or chinese compositions or music scores or other boring mundane stuff.
How? :(
How did I even manage to find it at a second-hand book sale 9 months ago.
How did I go through the past few months without finishing an actual (story)book.
How could I have not borrowed any library books for such a long time.
How could I have let myself forget how blissful it is to be able to delve into another world and spend an entire day in it.
How could I have let amazing stories that gave me goosebumps fade from memory.
This morning I woke up with a super desperate craving. I was craving for a good book, desperate to find back that feeling of being lost in a good book. I was originally going to reread shopaholic, but I figured it would take a long time to finish the whole series, so I just picked up a random book slotted right beside that series. So glad that I did. The feelings are coming back bit by bit, but I hardly have enough time to make them stay. And they make me guilty. Because its like if I have the time to read storybooks, then I should spend that time reading textbooks or chinese compositions or music scores or other boring mundane stuff.
How? :(
Oh, apparently this is my 200th post?
Today, I realised that I am a happy person. And I need to be more appreciative of all the things that make me happy. Because they could easily not have appeared in my life at all.
There is no point in being envious of other people who appear to be better. You have no idea what goes on on the other sides of their life.
There is no point in copying other people and thus living in their shadows. You need to stand out and create your own spotlight that features you.
There is also no point in trying to act. Sooner or later, you are going to 露出真相, might as well be confident of who you are.
I seriously need to stop taking everything for granted.
There is no point in being envious of other people who appear to be better. You have no idea what goes on on the other sides of their life.
There is no point in copying other people and thus living in their shadows. You need to stand out and create your own spotlight that features you.
There is also no point in trying to act. Sooner or later, you are going to 露出真相, might as well be confident of who you are.
I seriously need to stop taking everything for granted.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
My thumb is swollen :(
Not gonna go to sleep until my grandma and cousin gets here. And apparently their flight has been delayed. So by the time they reach Singapore, travel across Singapore to get here, open suitcases that are full of surprises, talk a bit, and finally settle in, it would be time to get ready for school already.
Why can't I be on holiday like my cousin? Then I wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow, or for the rest of the one month that they are here. Then I wouldn't have to face exams and all other sorts of assessments and just chill and relax and home. Then I wouldn't have to wear the same boring attire everyday and be able to dress up according to my mood each day.
Oh dear, I miss my holidays sooooooo much. And other people from other countries just have to keep rubbing it in. Cause they are on freaking summer breaks that last up till 3 months!
Fine I shall go back to revising my Maths :(
Why can't I be on holiday like my cousin? Then I wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow, or for the rest of the one month that they are here. Then I wouldn't have to face exams and all other sorts of assessments and just chill and relax and home. Then I wouldn't have to wear the same boring attire everyday and be able to dress up according to my mood each day.
Oh dear, I miss my holidays sooooooo much. And other people from other countries just have to keep rubbing it in. Cause they are on freaking summer breaks that last up till 3 months!
Fine I shall go back to revising my Maths :(
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Phew.
Stood on the weighing scale. Looked down. Stopped breathing. Looked up. Realised laptop was in my arms. Put down laptop. Looked down again. Let out breath that I had been holding.
Thursday, July 5, 2012
“Running is a big question mark that’s there each and every day. It asks you, ‘Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today?’”
I just went running. In a hoodie. Haha got a few weird looks from other people. But super shiok can. Haven't ran since napfa before the holidays.
The running during PT last Monday was slower than my normal walking speed, so I guess that is not counted.
Okay, so today's run wasn't that fast either, but it was such a different feeling running in a hoodie. I think the reason why I was wearing a hoodie was because it was super cold in the evening, and I was too lazy to take it off before starting the run, so I just kept it on.
Oh and my hair was in a side braid. Cause that was the hairstyle in the evening and if you turn it into a normal ponytail for the run the hair would be all curly and crazed up.
Haha one day I am going to go running in a bikini. Under appropriate circumstances, obviously.
The running during PT last Monday was slower than my normal walking speed, so I guess that is not counted.
Okay, so today's run wasn't that fast either, but it was such a different feeling running in a hoodie. I think the reason why I was wearing a hoodie was because it was super cold in the evening, and I was too lazy to take it off before starting the run, so I just kept it on.
Oh and my hair was in a side braid. Cause that was the hairstyle in the evening and if you turn it into a normal ponytail for the run the hair would be all curly and crazed up.
Haha one day I am going to go running in a bikini. Under appropriate circumstances, obviously.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Hai Gillian.
Haha today suddenly so sweet ah.
But seriously, so sweet :)
Totally made my day.
Muacks <3
But seriously, so sweet :)
Totally made my day.
Muacks <3
Hai Audrey.
No, I didn't forget 3 July is your birthday.
I just forgot the date today.
But I have now remembered!
Happy Birthday Darling :D
You look taller.
I just forgot the date today.
But I have now remembered!
Happy Birthday Darling :D
You look taller.
Monday, July 2, 2012
It's almost like I am depressed
Okay, which normal person wouldn't realise that tiled floor causes abrasion when you slide on it.
Even if you really didn't know it, which normal person would continue sliding on it after the first time without at least wearing socks or putting on some type of protection.
And which normal person would continue doing pointe even though you realised that you had forgotten to wear toe pads and your big toes are in serious agony because pointe shoes are so damn hard.
Even if you really didn't know it, which normal person would continue sliding on it after the first time without at least wearing socks or putting on some type of protection.
And which normal person would continue doing pointe even though you realised that you had forgotten to wear toe pads and your big toes are in serious agony because pointe shoes are so damn hard.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
She's only a decade old
Omg my cousin is so cute.
A few weeks ago she was looking through my accessories and she saw quite a number of owl stuff. Then a few days ago she went to australia for competition and she bought me a super adorable owl necklace there.
During the holidays she spent a super lot of time at my house. And I influenced her to watch Hot Shot and 娱乐百分百. Haha she rooted for my darling's team :D
I have posters and pictures on my wall, and she recognised my darlings :) Well, to be fair, she recognised one direction too. Apparently a lot of people in her class are crazy over them? No, don't judge me. Their poster was on the back of my door and its only there because i think louis is rather cute.
Hoho when she starts to appreciate guys I'm gonna make her fall in love with my darlings. :p
A few weeks ago she was looking through my accessories and she saw quite a number of owl stuff. Then a few days ago she went to australia for competition and she bought me a super adorable owl necklace there.
During the holidays she spent a super lot of time at my house. And I influenced her to watch Hot Shot and 娱乐百分百. Haha she rooted for my darling's team :D
I have posters and pictures on my wall, and she recognised my darlings :) Well, to be fair, she recognised one direction too. Apparently a lot of people in her class are crazy over them? No, don't judge me. Their poster was on the back of my door and its only there because i think louis is rather cute.
Hoho when she starts to appreciate guys I'm gonna make her fall in love with my darlings. :p
I had one whole crab to myself
Black pepper crab is better than chilli crab, even though the latter is not bad too.
My tummy can fit one whole crab plus one plate of rice plus one cup of iced lemon tea.
Seriously, i ate one whole crab. Like 1 WHOLE CRAB. black pepper crab.
It has been so long since I had eaten black pepper crab. oohhhh so nice.
Zek, I understand what you mean when you said you wanted to vomit out what you had eaten just so that you could have that meal again.
What a nice youth day :)
Friday, June 29, 2012
"You don't say, I don't say, no one will know"
Haha he is so slack I can't even describe it. He is a good source of entertainment though. Especially today.
I don't know what to post about, or what I can post about. The stats are so high and I have no idea who can be reading all this meaningless stuff. Maybe you can leave me a clue? somewhere, anywhere. Don't leave me here wondering whether I can post what I really want to :(
I don't know what to post about, or what I can post about. The stats are so high and I have no idea who can be reading all this meaningless stuff. Maybe you can leave me a clue? somewhere, anywhere. Don't leave me here wondering whether I can post what I really want to :(
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Sometimes I treat myself too nicely
Today there was only one real proper lesson. So slack compared to the past three days. The sleep stored from the holidays is almost running out. :(
Tomorrow afternoon will be reward time! YAY :D
Tomorrow afternoon will be reward time! YAY :D
Sunday, June 24, 2012
i'm an owl
oh god my calves are killing me. And you'd think that sitting down or lying down will be enough; but no, the only thing that works is the fetal position. And that doesn't do much either.
Friday, June 15, 2012
WARNING: no ending
Holiday, holiday, holiday, hooooliiidayyy. WHOOOO!
Apparently, my mood is not in line with the fact that I have be ready to leave in 6 hours' time, thus resulting in my feeling very very unsleepy, thus resulting in my surfing the net, thus resulting in my finding a load of showluo videos which I am going to watch now, which may thus result to my going to sleep very very late. But whatever. Gonna spend more than 2 hours on the road and more than 2 hours on the sea later, which can obviously be used to sleep.
Such a sad thing the trip is so short though :( So hard to match my schedule to my cousin's.
Apparently, my mood is not in line with the fact that I have be ready to leave in 6 hours' time, thus resulting in my feeling very very unsleepy, thus resulting in my surfing the net, thus resulting in my finding a load of showluo videos which I am going to watch now, which may thus result to my going to sleep very very late. But whatever. Gonna spend more than 2 hours on the road and more than 2 hours on the sea later, which can obviously be used to sleep.
Such a sad thing the trip is so short though :( So hard to match my schedule to my cousin's.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
No such word as 'pixelised'
Oh my its 4.30pm already?! In half an hour's time I will go watch my 100% entertainment, then it will be nighttime already! Wow, what a fast day. Well, in comparison to specs, today was fun (?) and time flies when you are having fun. Is it right to put it this way?
Hoho finally glammed myself up today after 3 days of wearing no.4.
Last 3 days Today
Hair all up in bun and fringe clipped back with black clip Hair down with a golden headband
No.4 top with black shirt Sheer tank with neon bandeau
Baggy No.4 bottom Short skirt
Heavy boots Silver slippers
Fingernails cut short Silver toenails + Neon fingernails
Plain face Beautified face
Zero accessories Necklace + ring
Haha but honestly I have finally gotten used to wearing No.4. And now with my rank on, I can have more confidence :) Okay the pixelated uniform looks so cool with that velcro thing and the rank on :D Plus it feels so much lighter and thinner. Yay, can't wait to wear it :)
Hoho finally glammed myself up today after 3 days of wearing no.4.
Last 3 days Today
Hair all up in bun and fringe clipped back with black clip Hair down with a golden headband
No.4 top with black shirt Sheer tank with neon bandeau
Baggy No.4 bottom Short skirt
Heavy boots Silver slippers
Fingernails cut short Silver toenails + Neon fingernails
Plain face Beautified face
Zero accessories Necklace + ring
Haha but honestly I have finally gotten used to wearing No.4. And now with my rank on, I can have more confidence :) Okay the pixelated uniform looks so cool with that velcro thing and the rank on :D Plus it feels so much lighter and thinner. Yay, can't wait to wear it :)
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
This is not the end; this is the beginning
(I deleted this part because certain people think it may tarnish our platoon's image if juniors read it. But it may already be too late...)
Okay so dearest-person-who-got-course-best-and-cried-and-got-surrounded-by-sirs-and-made-sergeantmajor-embarrassed, the guy next to me said "Eh, that course best person ah, from your school right? Wahsei, she look so fierce leh!" Hahaha, you should smile when receiving your award mah, otherwise scare the guys off alr. But I defended you okay, I said you were really nice and friendly :)
Okay so congratulations to you, dearest-person-who-got-course-best-and-cried-and-got-surrounded-by-sirs-and-made-sergeantmajor-embarrassed.
And you too, dearest-person-who-got-gsk-best-and-whom-secfours-think-is-the-best-friend-of-your-other-award-winning-platoonmate.
Both of you deserved your awards :D
Today was actually really funny and quite enjoyable. Well, except for a giant blister on the sole of each foot. But other than that, the sirs finally became friendly :) My detail had a great IC, so we were first to finish for orienteering, thus we had a lot of time o sit down and chat. And then sometimes the sirs would come over and join in the conversation :) Haha they were so informal that they became sick :p
Specialist Course Phase 3 2012, 4 June to 6 June. We have turned from cadets into specialists, armed with our certificates and ranks and cookies and awards, ready to take the next step in our ncc path, and serve out units to the best of our abilities.
Okay so dearest-person-who-got-course-best-and-cried-and-got-surrounded-by-sirs-and-made-sergeantmajor-embarrassed, the guy next to me said "Eh, that course best person ah, from your school right? Wahsei, she look so fierce leh!" Hahaha, you should smile when receiving your award mah, otherwise scare the guys off alr. But I defended you okay, I said you were really nice and friendly :)
Okay so congratulations to you, dearest-person-who-got-course-best-and-cried-and-got-surrounded-by-sirs-and-made-sergeantmajor-embarrassed.
And you too, dearest-person-who-got-gsk-best-and-whom-secfours-think-is-the-best-friend-of-your-other-award-winning-platoonmate.
Both of you deserved your awards :D
Today was actually really funny and quite enjoyable. Well, except for a giant blister on the sole of each foot. But other than that, the sirs finally became friendly :) My detail had a great IC, so we were first to finish for orienteering, thus we had a lot of time o sit down and chat. And then sometimes the sirs would come over and join in the conversation :) Haha they were so informal that they became sick :p
Specialist Course Phase 3 2012, 4 June to 6 June. We have turned from cadets into specialists, armed with our certificates and ranks and cookies and awards, ready to take the next step in our ncc path, and serve out units to the best of our abilities.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
The worst is over, I hope
Te-o Kishanti!
Gillian called Stephanie 'Sir'.
Zek called Gillian 'Jenny'.
Bernadette called Ma'am 'Sir'.
There are all sorts of sirs, but I have never seen a cute one until this year. Then Shu found out today that he smokes :( Why Sir, why? :(
While waiting for my nail polish to dry....
1. I starched my collars
2. I folded my sleeves
3. I packed my bag
4. I watched Corner With Love
5. I stalked people on FB
6. I dried my hair
Oh god this post is so pointless :(
Super interesting picture though :D :
2. I folded my sleeves
3. I packed my bag
4. I watched Corner With Love
5. I stalked people on FB
6. I dried my hair
Oh god this post is so pointless :(
Super interesting picture though :D :
Monday, June 4, 2012
Fa-ti-gue
I am going to sleep right after this post. *applause*
I just deleted a whole paragraph about specs. Dunno why I did that....oh wells. No worries, I will give you this instead:
You tell me, how adorable he is <3
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Hmph I stop posting for a while and readership goes down :(
So, life.
I shall start with Show Luo. Haven't missed a single episode of 100% Entertainment since 2 months ago. Finished watching Hot Shot yesterday. Don't understand why some ppl (tsk Zek) don't like it. Sooo nice. And such a different story from HMS or CWL. And I am now watching CWL. His songs in those 2 dramas are super nice.
Especially love the part at 1:45
1:06 <3
Was babysitting my cousins from Tuesday all the way to Thursday. At least I had my laptop with me and could watch Hot Shot. They started watching with me and I now they recognise Show Luo :D I brought them to comics connection and they helped me find a bunch of Show Luo cards :p
SPECS COURSE. ohmytian. No, now is my break time before I start memorising SAR 21 stuff, I shall not think about SPECS.
The instant noodles from ATC taste horrible. And now I am getting scolded for wasting food. Great.
I shall start with Show Luo. Haven't missed a single episode of 100% Entertainment since 2 months ago. Finished watching Hot Shot yesterday. Don't understand why some ppl (tsk Zek) don't like it. Sooo nice. And such a different story from HMS or CWL. And I am now watching CWL. His songs in those 2 dramas are super nice.
Especially love the part at 1:45
1:06 <3
Was babysitting my cousins from Tuesday all the way to Thursday. At least I had my laptop with me and could watch Hot Shot. They started watching with me and I now they recognise Show Luo :D I brought them to comics connection and they helped me find a bunch of Show Luo cards :p
SPECS COURSE. ohmytian. No, now is my break time before I start memorising SAR 21 stuff, I shall not think about SPECS.
The instant noodles from ATC taste horrible. And now I am getting scolded for wasting food. Great.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Curry noodles here I come!
I need food.
With 3 and a half hours of sleep last night, i need energy to sustain me through training later.
I am going to sleep early tonight. At least, I shall try. But I need to, cause there is 2.4 tomorrow. :(
I have gotten used to hearing my voice on the computer
After so many projects which require the use of multimedia. Shout out to the person who posted on our batch group about the easiest way to do math PT. :D
Not feeling sleepy at all. Cause I slept 11 hours last night. But I know that if I don't go to sleep soon I will regret it tomorrow morning. But I have to share these 2 stories:
1. Last thursday, I fell asleep on the bus on the way home. Missed my stop by a lot. Had to take back for quite long. Moral of the story: Don't get into too comfortable a position on the bus. Even if you want to sleep, don't sleep with your head resting against something. Sleep with your head hanging, then you will jerk awake when your head lolls. Haha, been there, done that.
2. Then on Friday, I missed my school bus. Haiz. Only by that fraction of time. I brisk-walked out of the lobby and saw it driving away :( Cause not only did I wake up late that day, I refused to leave without finding my earphones :p
So, 2 stories that prove my sleep-deprivation is taking a bad turn, but here I am not learning my lessons...
Not feeling sleepy at all. Cause I slept 11 hours last night. But I know that if I don't go to sleep soon I will regret it tomorrow morning. But I have to share these 2 stories:
1. Last thursday, I fell asleep on the bus on the way home. Missed my stop by a lot. Had to take back for quite long. Moral of the story: Don't get into too comfortable a position on the bus. Even if you want to sleep, don't sleep with your head resting against something. Sleep with your head hanging, then you will jerk awake when your head lolls. Haha, been there, done that.
2. Then on Friday, I missed my school bus. Haiz. Only by that fraction of time. I brisk-walked out of the lobby and saw it driving away :( Cause not only did I wake up late that day, I refused to leave without finding my earphones :p
So, 2 stories that prove my sleep-deprivation is taking a bad turn, but here I am not learning my lessons...
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Today's 逗号!
:D Today started out with a crappy morning. Then my Chinese newspaper arrived at my table. Out of habit, I will flip to the page where they feature an idol every week. AHHH. The day seemed so much brighter and I was really really happy every single minute. Well no, not every single minute; Chem was so boring that even the thought of him couldn't cheer me up.
Tmr's NAPFA. Year by year, the number stations I need to worry for are increasing. This year includes shuttle run, IPUs, 2.4. Will be content with a Gold. Not aiming for all As, unlike ahem some platoonmate ahem.
Actually my GPA wouldnt be that bad if not for Chinese. Just go to show how important Chinese is huh. Maybe should actually put in effort for chinese next term. Cause those subjects that I didnt do well in will just not be included in my GPA. Haha :p
It feels quite weird to not be spazzing over Math PT while watching all my batchmates do that on FB.
Shall finish three-quarter of my Physics PT by tmr CES. That includes like 1 and half page of pictures and graphs and 1 and a half page of writing.
Awww....
Tmr's NAPFA. Year by year, the number stations I need to worry for are increasing. This year includes shuttle run, IPUs, 2.4. Will be content with a Gold. Not aiming for all As, unlike ahem some platoonmate ahem.
Actually my GPA wouldnt be that bad if not for Chinese. Just go to show how important Chinese is huh. Maybe should actually put in effort for chinese next term. Cause those subjects that I didnt do well in will just not be included in my GPA. Haha :p
It feels quite weird to not be spazzing over Math PT while watching all my batchmates do that on FB.
Shall finish three-quarter of my Physics PT by tmr CES. That includes like 1 and half page of pictures and graphs and 1 and a half page of writing.
Awww....
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
With increased readership, I should increase the frequency of posts
No idea how my parents are surviving out there. The stuffiness is overbearing. Went to my dad's room to use the main com (cause thats the only computer out of 4 with microsoft), was there for about half an hour before I felt like I was gonna sweat through my shirt and suffocate or something. Then I went to my mom's room to get her to sign some form, was there for only a minute, couldnt take it already. She closed her door, shut the windows and let down the curtains. wtp?
And now extension of deadline for physics PT is not approved. Urgh. They don't want to approve, then just don't approve lah. What for get my hopes up on Sunday, then today then tell me not approved. Hmph, if if were not approved in the first place, I might have started on Sunday and be like almost done by now. But nope, that is not happening. Recorded my video just now; me doing a split jump. Then I paced around for half an hour thinking about accuracy of measurements. Even changed into my pointe shoes, wanting to change the whole experiment. Then I realised I can just measure the length of my split and the tracker will help me calibrate everything else :) Don't understand why everyone is complaining about tracker.
Sign up for The Amazing Race IHG! :D Sounds fun right? Haha. Gogogo sign up. Speking of the amazing race (as in, the real tv series), recently started rewatching season14. The seasons before that the quality all too crappy, so I shall just content myself with the recent 7 seasons. I say rewatching because I have already watched everything last year. I like to rewatch and reread stuff :D June hols I plan to reread harry potter, shopaholic, jodi picoult and lauren weisberger, and rewatch hi my sweetheart, no.8 pawnshop, ugly betty, HIMYM. Hmmm that sounds like a lot. Maybe I should say thats the plan for June+Dec hols.
And now extension of deadline for physics PT is not approved. Urgh. They don't want to approve, then just don't approve lah. What for get my hopes up on Sunday, then today then tell me not approved. Hmph, if if were not approved in the first place, I might have started on Sunday and be like almost done by now. But nope, that is not happening. Recorded my video just now; me doing a split jump. Then I paced around for half an hour thinking about accuracy of measurements. Even changed into my pointe shoes, wanting to change the whole experiment. Then I realised I can just measure the length of my split and the tracker will help me calibrate everything else :) Don't understand why everyone is complaining about tracker.
Sign up for The Amazing Race IHG! :D Sounds fun right? Haha. Gogogo sign up. Speking of the amazing race (as in, the real tv series), recently started rewatching season14. The seasons before that the quality all too crappy, so I shall just content myself with the recent 7 seasons. I say rewatching because I have already watched everything last year. I like to rewatch and reread stuff :D June hols I plan to reread harry potter, shopaholic, jodi picoult and lauren weisberger, and rewatch hi my sweetheart, no.8 pawnshop, ugly betty, HIMYM. Hmmm that sounds like a lot. Maybe I should say thats the plan for June+Dec hols.
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Monday, May 14, 2012
Failed attempt to straighten out thoughts
O.o Why the stats getting scarier and scarier. Yay steph I think I found your blog. Well, it should be your blog. Haha.
Today got back a load of papers. Rather happy with one, okay with some, very sad for one. The happy one balanced out the sad one, so I am not feeling that down.
One Part A greeted me on her own today. Awww :)
Survived on 3hours of sleep today. New record. Awake at 3am on school night (or should I say morning).
Chem SPA tmr. Anybody else finds it really weird that we have to call the teacher over to observe us titrate drop by drop until we reach the end point?
Extension of deadline for 2 projects. Good or bad? Both I guess.
Today got back a load of papers. Rather happy with one, okay with some, very sad for one. The happy one balanced out the sad one, so I am not feeling that down.
One Part A greeted me on her own today. Awww :)
Survived on 3hours of sleep today. New record. Awake at 3am on school night (or should I say morning).
Chem SPA tmr. Anybody else finds it really weird that we have to call the teacher over to observe us titrate drop by drop until we reach the end point?
Extension of deadline for 2 projects. Good or bad? Both I guess.
Just 2 more weeks :)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
The last lap
ATC starts on Friday. And starting from Friday 1500 I shall start counting down 45 hours.
Its just like this thing that I want to get over and done with. Yet, at the same time, there is some sort of excitement going on. Actually, I wouldn't even mind it at all if not for the fact that I am missing family chalet and ballet lessons. Happy stuff kept on happening today, so I don't really feel sad or worried. Haha I keep on going back and forth on whether I am happy or sad for ATC.
Lets all be optimistic people! If you are sad, I give you some solutions kay :)
1. Go look at platoon chat on FB
2. Eat a chocolate bar
3. Watch TBBT/HIMYM
4. Or you can just skip all that and look below :D
Its just like this thing that I want to get over and done with. Yet, at the same time, there is some sort of excitement going on. Actually, I wouldn't even mind it at all if not for the fact that I am missing family chalet and ballet lessons. Happy stuff kept on happening today, so I don't really feel sad or worried. Haha I keep on going back and forth on whether I am happy or sad for ATC.
Lets all be optimistic people! If you are sad, I give you some solutions kay :)
1. Go look at platoon chat on FB
2. Eat a chocolate bar
3. Watch TBBT/HIMYM
4. Or you can just skip all that and look below :D
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Saturday morning and I am awake at 6
Surprisingly full of energy, considering that I slept 5 hours last night. Yep, I woke up at 6 today, even though I had nothing on. Don't know whats wrong with me. Laid in bed for a while, watching funny Craig Ferguson interviews. I knew I should catch up on my lack of sleep, but was so pumped I couldnt go back to sleep. Went down for a run in hope to tire my body, but after the usual 2.4km, still felt like I could go on. Came back, bathed, went to the market with my mum, bought so much that I had to call my dad to come and help carry the stuff home, had breakfast, decided to start on Amazing Race 20 cause most of the eps are out alr, finished watching half of the series, stalked people on fb and youtube, stalked celebrities, and now I should probably start on english oral.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
I'm here again
Not feeling sleepy at all - can't stop thinking about xiaogui <3 <3 <3 AHHHH
Okay he may have taken half of the space in my heart that used to belong only to xiaozhu.
爱你们 :D
The TV screen doesn't do people justice
Photo: http://upxzanddownzxz.blogspot.com
He's so adorable :D So so so so so adorable. Awwww. MUACKS. <3
I stood there for 1 and a half hours, just staring at his face and those irresistible dimples :)
Monday, April 23, 2012
I dont really do these type of posts anymore
Physics paper ended at 9am. And I had 6 hours till CCA started.
Spent the first hour hanging out in class. Watching Shiu Jern film her secretive music thinggum (hurhur)
2nd hour in the library. Wanted to do work, but it the really crowded, with no avail tables, and I had a hard time getting a beanbag in a nice and secluded corner (so secluded that Min Yi couldnt find me :P). Watched 1 Show Luo concert documentary (downloaded 5 yesterday :) heh) and started on some work on my mac.
3rd hour drilling holes in boards and putting them up and getting heatstroke.
4th hour eating lunch. With Zek, TMY, Zhang Xun. Monday= Curry noodles day
5th hour back in class with Zek, Bern, Jen. Watched a couple more videos.
6th with Zek. Talked abt random stuff. Listened to radio. Did a bit of Chinese. Then went down for CCA.
Glad that it wasnt company training. Finally starting to appreciate my NCOs after last week :)
Crap talk session just now:
SSG Geyu: I like the second topic. Its called sexual reproduction.
SSG Shan Shan: You will find out a lot more about your body
SSG Geyu: Yeah, and of the other 'species'. You have to get used to seeing the anatomies on your test paper.
SSG Shan Shan: If you are not sick, you will turn sick
Steph: SSG, permission to ask why you like the topic so much.
Spent the first hour hanging out in class. Watching Shiu Jern film her secretive music thinggum (hurhur)
2nd hour in the library. Wanted to do work, but it the really crowded, with no avail tables, and I had a hard time getting a beanbag in a nice and secluded corner (so secluded that Min Yi couldnt find me :P). Watched 1 Show Luo concert documentary (downloaded 5 yesterday :) heh) and started on some work on my mac.
3rd hour drilling holes in boards and putting them up and getting heatstroke.
4th hour eating lunch. With Zek, TMY, Zhang Xun. Monday= Curry noodles day
5th hour back in class with Zek, Bern, Jen. Watched a couple more videos.
6th with Zek. Talked abt random stuff. Listened to radio. Did a bit of Chinese. Then went down for CCA.
Glad that it wasnt company training. Finally starting to appreciate my NCOs after last week :)
Crap talk session just now:
SSG Geyu: I like the second topic. Its called sexual reproduction.
SSG Shan Shan: You will find out a lot more about your body
SSG Geyu: Yeah, and of the other 'species'. You have to get used to seeing the anatomies on your test paper.
SSG Shan Shan: If you are not sick, you will turn sick
Steph: SSG, permission to ask why you like the topic so much.
Friday, April 20, 2012
1リットルの涙
Show Luo mentioned this drama series which is based on a true story and I went to search it up.
1 litre of tears.
Started watching it, and a lot of feelings and emotions are coming in. I really think everyone should go watch it (the english-subbed version can be found on Youtube). Its only 11 episodes long, but the messages conveyed are so meaningful yet saddening at the same time.
This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone. Fifteen year old Ikeuchi Aya was just a normal girl, soon to be high school student and daughter of a family who works at a shop that makes tofu. As time passed, unusual things started happening to Aya lately. She started falling down often and walking in a strange way. Her mother Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?
-Wikipedia
Yeah, how?
How is it that I set up my SS blog last night and it already has close to a 100 views. 20 of which are from countries like us and germany.
Monday, April 9, 2012
When connections to the outside world are lost...
At 10.18pm last night:
Oho great. Now I have no internet. Not even google. How great is this.
And I was in the middle of chatting to my ex-classmate about *ahem* keys in locks *ahem*. I was about to clear my name in a very inappropriate and very disturbing accusation made by him. How much greater can this get.
But I managed to open a link on our class group. Newspaper article: Ms Lim spent 20thousand dollars on her cat Fifi. And she was 28 in 2006.
I cant stand Bio. And no, I am not saying this just because its exam is on thursday. I just cannot stand Bio. I wonder if it has to do with the teacher. Or teachers. Or maybe I should just go and take tuition.
Like, last year, I took 4 Chem tuition lessons, and everything became so clear.
Or maybe I can pretend I am taking Bio tuition, and devote like 2 hours every weekend to sitting in front of a small little table reading textbooks and doing assessments.
Hohohoho then maybe I can pretend I take tuition for every subject (mind you, that is a total of 11 examinable subjects). And there is piano lesson everyday. And ballet lesson everyday. And CCA everyday.
Okay okay. This is getting too farfetched. Cant even stand CCA once/twice a week, and I am talking about EVERYDAY?
But seriously though, I really am going to take pretend tuition for at least the sciences. One and a half hours each. Every saturday. After this term's papers.
Hmph why does my dad still get to game.
Oho great. Now I have no internet. Not even google. How great is this.
And I was in the middle of chatting to my ex-classmate about *ahem* keys in locks *ahem*. I was about to clear my name in a very inappropriate and very disturbing accusation made by him. How much greater can this get.
But I managed to open a link on our class group. Newspaper article: Ms Lim spent 20thousand dollars on her cat Fifi. And she was 28 in 2006.
I cant stand Bio. And no, I am not saying this just because its exam is on thursday. I just cannot stand Bio. I wonder if it has to do with the teacher. Or teachers. Or maybe I should just go and take tuition.
Like, last year, I took 4 Chem tuition lessons, and everything became so clear.
Or maybe I can pretend I am taking Bio tuition, and devote like 2 hours every weekend to sitting in front of a small little table reading textbooks and doing assessments.
Hohohoho then maybe I can pretend I take tuition for every subject (mind you, that is a total of 11 examinable subjects). And there is piano lesson everyday. And ballet lesson everyday. And CCA everyday.
Okay okay. This is getting too farfetched. Cant even stand CCA once/twice a week, and I am talking about EVERYDAY?
But seriously though, I really am going to take pretend tuition for at least the sciences. One and a half hours each. Every saturday. After this term's papers.
Hmph why does my dad still get to game.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Its not my fault kay. He is just too cool.
Life in the 4-days long weekend:
Show Luo.
Bio.
Show Luo.
Piano.
Show Luo.
Homework.
Show Luo.
Ballet.
But guess what. Youtube, Tudou, Youku, Xinmsn got blocked by my dad. And this time round there really are no loopholes. Well, except for two.
1. I have this youtube downloader, so I managed to persuade him to open youtube for an hour, and I downloaded a ton of videos :)
2. I will use his phone's 3G to go on youtube :p
But still, in the past, he either only blocked youtube (and I still have all the other websites to go on) or didnt set password to change the settings.
Don't know how long it will take me to persuade him to open everything back up. This ban can last from until after Thursday's papers till godknowswhen.
Show Luo.
Bio.
Show Luo.
Piano.
Show Luo.
Homework.
Show Luo.
Ballet.
But guess what. Youtube, Tudou, Youku, Xinmsn got blocked by my dad. And this time round there really are no loopholes. Well, except for two.
1. I have this youtube downloader, so I managed to persuade him to open youtube for an hour, and I downloaded a ton of videos :)
2. I will use his phone's 3G to go on youtube :p
But still, in the past, he either only blocked youtube (and I still have all the other websites to go on) or didnt set password to change the settings.
Don't know how long it will take me to persuade him to open everything back up. This ban can last from until after Thursday's papers till godknowswhen.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Sunday, March 11, 2012
WOAH. Just woah.
To understand what I am feeling right now, all you have to do is login into thpowerof10@gmail.com.
Here is my takeaway: Tough we may be growing apart from our seniors, we are growing closer as a batch.
And trust me, both parts of that sentence are important and mean something.
Here is my takeaway: Tough we may be growing apart from our seniors, we are growing closer as a batch.
And trust me, both parts of that sentence are important and mean something.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Happy Last Hour of Being Fourteen
So, I will officially be fifteen in less than an hour's time. When people ask for my age, my answer will have to be 15. Gosh.
Fifteen. Fifteen. Fifteen.
Haha, just drilling that into my head.
15 is like 14. They are both connecting ages. Like bridges connecting the park and the road. Like links connecting a elaboration in a History essay to the main point. Like fallopian tubes connecting the ovaries and the uterus. Between celebrating becoming a teenager and having your sweet sixteen, you have to be 14 and 15.
Turning 15 is almost reaching the middle of your road as a teenager. Almost. You have to be 15 and a half to actually be right smack in the middle.
I shall now proceed to wallow in the last hour of being fourteen.
Fifteen. Fifteen. Fifteen.
Haha, just drilling that into my head.
15 is like 14. They are both connecting ages. Like bridges connecting the park and the road. Like links connecting a elaboration in a History essay to the main point. Like fallopian tubes connecting the ovaries and the uterus. Between celebrating becoming a teenager and having your sweet sixteen, you have to be 14 and 15.
Turning 15 is almost reaching the middle of your road as a teenager. Almost. You have to be 15 and a half to actually be right smack in the middle.
I shall now proceed to wallow in the last hour of being fourteen.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Throw on some clothes and grab a pair of sneakers
Just went out for a run.
It was one of those runs that your brain is occupied with thoughts and you just run and run until you are too tired too think anymore.
It was one of those runs that you can keep telling yourself to push just a little bit more, and you dont even relise how far you have run until you stop.
It was one of those runs that you dont stop until you have reached at least 2.4km, so that you know you at least have the stamina for NAPFA.
I havent been able to run like this for a few months. And I miss it.
Sometimes I think it is worth it to be under all these stress, just so that I can run like I did today, feeling the freedom and sense of achievement, no matter how momentary it is.
It was one of those runs that your brain is occupied with thoughts and you just run and run until you are too tired too think anymore.
It was one of those runs that you can keep telling yourself to push just a little bit more, and you dont even relise how far you have run until you stop.
It was one of those runs that you dont stop until you have reached at least 2.4km, so that you know you at least have the stamina for NAPFA.
I havent been able to run like this for a few months. And I miss it.
Sometimes I think it is worth it to be under all these stress, just so that I can run like I did today, feeling the freedom and sense of achievement, no matter how momentary it is.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Maybe next time
I have tried starting this post so many times. I have written so many different intros, only to delete them one after another. I think today is not the day. Maybe next time.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
THE PRODUCT OF EATING ICE CREAM AT 10PM
Oh my the previous post sounds so whiny and childish.
Tsk.
BUT. You know what?
this post is going to be as whiny and childish.
I have realised that recently, I havent been watching my food intake at all. I will just let myself eat whatever I want, until I am full. I dont bother about the calories, I dont bother about the oil, I dont bother about the fats, I dont bother about the cost, I just bother with my APPETITE.
Which may explain the weight gain.
And also I have stopped running thrice a week and my stamina is going from bad to worse.
AHHHHHH cannot let myself become this huge fat ball of unfitness.
:(
Tsk.
BUT. You know what?
this post is going to be as whiny and childish.
I have realised that recently, I havent been watching my food intake at all. I will just let myself eat whatever I want, until I am full. I dont bother about the calories, I dont bother about the oil, I dont bother about the fats, I dont bother about the cost, I just bother with my APPETITE.
Which may explain the weight gain.
And also I have stopped running thrice a week and my stamina is going from bad to worse.
AHHHHHH cannot let myself become this huge fat ball of unfitness.
:(
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Its gonna be a hell of a week
Monday - training
Tuesday - AMC
Wednesday - Amazing Race thingy
Thursday - TKD + profi + piano
Friday - IMT + ballet
And there is ballet on both nights of the weekend :(
The earliest I get to reach home is like 5.30.
And like 4 out of 5 days have stuff related to NCC.
At this rate, I am gonna get super sick and tired of it.
Tuesday - AMC
Wednesday - Amazing Race thingy
Thursday - TKD + profi + piano
Friday - IMT + ballet
And there is ballet on both nights of the weekend :(
The earliest I get to reach home is like 5.30.
And like 4 out of 5 days have stuff related to NCC.
At this rate, I am gonna get super sick and tired of it.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
YTT. Yesterday Today Tomorrow
Yesterday night I obssessed over YTF again. Except for the JR and Andrew guy. No offence, but the other 5 are more of my sort. And I watched all of the videos form Quest Crew while they were competing in ABDC, and wow, they are really good. And they came to Singapore 2 years ago! They were just walking along Orchard and eating Old Chang Kee.
Today, SLI was sweet. And such a good replacement for Chinese lesson.
OMG the RI guys cheer super low and loud. There is like 10 of them and they can drown out the entire school population, which is like almost 2000 of us.
Andandnand one of them is my primary school senior.
Haha that part was really epic :)
I am in such a good mood now.
Ah.
Just now during TKD, 'Shed a Tear' started playing. I heard the intro and got like super excited and high haha. :D Too bad the Mr Koh person skipped it cause the tempo was too slow. :(
Maybe next time 'Nice Guys' will start playing :)
Tomorrow I am going home at 1. That is so freaking early. Not that I am complaining. :p And I am so going to treat myself to KFC for lunch for surviving this week. And Saturday we are having a BBQ party, so that is to be looked forward to too :)
Today, SLI was sweet. And such a good replacement for Chinese lesson.
OMG the RI guys cheer super low and loud. There is like 10 of them and they can drown out the entire school population, which is like almost 2000 of us.
Andandnand one of them is my primary school senior.
Haha that part was really epic :)
I am in such a good mood now.
Ah.
Just now during TKD, 'Shed a Tear' started playing. I heard the intro and got like super excited and high haha. :D Too bad the Mr Koh person skipped it cause the tempo was too slow. :(
Maybe next time 'Nice Guys' will start playing :)
Tomorrow I am going home at 1. That is so freaking early. Not that I am complaining. :p And I am so going to treat myself to KFC for lunch for surviving this week. And Saturday we are having a BBQ party, so that is to be looked forward to too :)
Thursday, January 26, 2012
My version of 'off the pill'
Oh gosh. Just ranted a really long post.
Im not posting it up because its not meant for certain people's eyes.
And its a bit more vulgar than usual and the phrasing really sucks. Okay, Im not saying that my phrasing is perfect now, but compared to that post......
And if you are wondering, I do have a number of unposted rants. Mainly because I don't want to private my blog so I do have to watch what I post. :(
Im not posting it up because its not meant for certain people's eyes.
And its a bit more vulgar than usual and the phrasing really sucks. Okay, Im not saying that my phrasing is perfect now, but compared to that post......
And if you are wondering, I do have a number of unposted rants. Mainly because I don't want to private my blog so I do have to watch what I post. :(
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
"Room sevice? Send up a larger room"
I cleaned my room.
Okay, not really 'cleaned', more of organised.
Its so much neater now.
And it will probabaly last like 1 week.
But still.
And mind you, I really did organise every single drawer and compartment and rack and shelf. Its not the once a month stuff-everything-into-a-drawer-so-they-are-not-visible type of thing.
Took me a really really long time.
I think I started with my bookcase during the holidays, but only finished with my closet last friday.
Threw out like 5 plastic bags worth of things. I had no idea there was so much junk cluttering up my room. I am one of those who thinks that there will be a use for everything, so I try to keep everything. I even kept price tags for a while, thinking that maybe I could use them as bookmarks or decoration or something. Ah, wells.
Another problem is that I am too lazy to walk to the kitchen to throw away things, so I just pile them up on random places like my table. I need a rubbish bin in my room. But if I do have one, I wont clear it, and it will become gross and disgusting.
See the problem?
Plus I dont make my bed. I made my bed like a total of 10 times last year. I dont see the point of making one's bed, since it will become unmade again like 17 hours later and you have to make it all over again in the morning. That few minutes spent making my bed can be put to better use by sleeping. But I suppose made beds do look more comfortable...
Okay, not really 'cleaned', more of organised.
Its so much neater now.
And it will probabaly last like 1 week.
But still.
And mind you, I really did organise every single drawer and compartment and rack and shelf. Its not the once a month stuff-everything-into-a-drawer-so-they-are-not-visible type of thing.
Took me a really really long time.
I think I started with my bookcase during the holidays, but only finished with my closet last friday.
Threw out like 5 plastic bags worth of things. I had no idea there was so much junk cluttering up my room. I am one of those who thinks that there will be a use for everything, so I try to keep everything. I even kept price tags for a while, thinking that maybe I could use them as bookmarks or decoration or something. Ah, wells.
Another problem is that I am too lazy to walk to the kitchen to throw away things, so I just pile them up on random places like my table. I need a rubbish bin in my room. But if I do have one, I wont clear it, and it will become gross and disgusting.
See the problem?
Plus I dont make my bed. I made my bed like a total of 10 times last year. I dont see the point of making one's bed, since it will become unmade again like 17 hours later and you have to make it all over again in the morning. That few minutes spent making my bed can be put to better use by sleeping. But I suppose made beds do look more comfortable...
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Yes, I know you are reading this
Hi TMY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Please remember to come collect your present from me, keep forgetting to pass to you. :p
Ahaha this few days I have been feeling so happy. Like all the lessons are okay lah, at least I am making effort to follow and keep up, and this period of time is one of the more relaxing one, since its like intro and not so content-heavy.
And its super fun to hang out with my new classmates and gradually get to know people better. Im sitting next to Melody, and she is so funny and cute. Like, you should just see her head wave thing.
Its the festive season, and I am totally enjoying myself. Looking forward to getting angpao money and buying new clothes. :) Ah, speaking of that, I just roughly counted the number of tops I own again. 150. Not a lot kay. It includes tanks, shirts, tees, blouses and stuff like that. I forgot whether I included dresses also.
Smile :)
Be Happy :D
Enjoy Life <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Please remember to come collect your present from me, keep forgetting to pass to you. :p
Ahaha this few days I have been feeling so happy. Like all the lessons are okay lah, at least I am making effort to follow and keep up, and this period of time is one of the more relaxing one, since its like intro and not so content-heavy.
And its super fun to hang out with my new classmates and gradually get to know people better. Im sitting next to Melody, and she is so funny and cute. Like, you should just see her head wave thing.
Its the festive season, and I am totally enjoying myself. Looking forward to getting angpao money and buying new clothes. :) Ah, speaking of that, I just roughly counted the number of tops I own again. 150. Not a lot kay. It includes tanks, shirts, tees, blouses and stuff like that. I forgot whether I included dresses also.
Smile :)
Be Happy :D
Enjoy Life <3
Monday, January 16, 2012
Be your own light, feel your own heart
If I write out every single thing about OBS, no one will actually read it so, might as well not.
My only advice for the juniors is: Don't let the Hwa Chong or RI guys scare you. I regret talking to them on FB and actually believing their 'horror stories' which they have exaggerated to tmake themselves seem proer, I guess.
My only advice for the juniors is: Don't let the Hwa Chong or RI guys scare you. I regret talking to them on FB and actually believing their 'horror stories' which they have exaggerated to tmake themselves seem proer, I guess.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
We are in the corner of E-Blk on the 4th floor
OBS was fun. Seriously. Looking back, I really enjoyed myself and the whole class is so much more bonded.
If I have nothing better to do, I will try to desribe some of the things we did, but since I have piano lesson in half an hour, I want to just talk about my class.
Everyone in the class knows like everybody else already and we can talk just like old friends. I think I have communicated with everyone already, except maybe for 2 who didnt go for OBS. People have mostly stopped hanging out in cliques of their old classes, and we are like this big happy family.
Of course, there are always people who have trouble fitting in. And some of the rest are rather mean to these people, which is so different from 213. 213 is nice in the sense that we always include everyone and no one says mean things out right. But, 315 is different. Ah I dont know how to put this feeling into words, its just like the personalities are so different.
People are starting to be recognised by their titles that someone came up with. Like, the cutest, the most outspoken, the prettiest, the nicest, the best smile, the nicest hair, stuff like that. You want to know what my title is? Hmm, lets just say that it started when I wore shorts on the first night.
I think its really grest that we get to attend all out lessons together, as one class. Well, except for Chinese. Idk why, but we are split inot 2 smaller groups for Chinese. Maybe its because our Chinese are too lousy so they split us into small classes. There are other classes with so many different subject combis that they hardly have lessons as a class.
I shall now end this awkwardly cause I really have to go.
Bye.
If I have nothing better to do, I will try to desribe some of the things we did, but since I have piano lesson in half an hour, I want to just talk about my class.
Everyone in the class knows like everybody else already and we can talk just like old friends. I think I have communicated with everyone already, except maybe for 2 who didnt go for OBS. People have mostly stopped hanging out in cliques of their old classes, and we are like this big happy family.
Of course, there are always people who have trouble fitting in. And some of the rest are rather mean to these people, which is so different from 213. 213 is nice in the sense that we always include everyone and no one says mean things out right. But, 315 is different. Ah I dont know how to put this feeling into words, its just like the personalities are so different.
People are starting to be recognised by their titles that someone came up with. Like, the cutest, the most outspoken, the prettiest, the nicest, the best smile, the nicest hair, stuff like that. You want to know what my title is? Hmm, lets just say that it started when I wore shorts on the first night.
I think its really grest that we get to attend all out lessons together, as one class. Well, except for Chinese. Idk why, but we are split inot 2 smaller groups for Chinese. Maybe its because our Chinese are too lousy so they split us into small classes. There are other classes with so many different subject combis that they hardly have lessons as a class.
I shall now end this awkwardly cause I really have to go.
Bye.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
the reason to watch youtube and create twitter
Alrighty.
New obsession: Kevjumba and NigaHiga
Or Kevin Wu and Ryan Higa.
And some bits of Victor Kim, Chesteer See and Dtrix.
But more of the first 2.
They are like super hot asian guys and their relationship is just so sweet. Like BFFs.
And seriously. they are really hot. Not the usual Remus Kam type of hot, but still hot.
And Best Crew is just so so so so funny and cute.
You know how it is with me and obsessions. I have been watching and rewatching their videos way too much for the past week. Seeing them virtually and hearing their voices just make my day.
Either Best Crew or the whole lot of YTF should really come to Singapore.
I created a Twitter just so that I could follow them. But knowing me, I followed a bunch of other people too. But it is primarily for them.
And in case you are wondering, I used to like Ryan better, but somewhere in the vicinity of the last month, Kevin replaced him.
New obsession: Kevjumba and NigaHiga
Or Kevin Wu and Ryan Higa.
And some bits of Victor Kim, Chesteer See and Dtrix.
But more of the first 2.
They are like super hot asian guys and their relationship is just so sweet. Like BFFs.
And seriously. they are really hot. Not the usual Remus Kam type of hot, but still hot.
And Best Crew is just so so so so funny and cute.
You know how it is with me and obsessions. I have been watching and rewatching their videos way too much for the past week. Seeing them virtually and hearing their voices just make my day.
Either Best Crew or the whole lot of YTF should really come to Singapore.
I created a Twitter just so that I could follow them. But knowing me, I followed a bunch of other people too. But it is primarily for them.
And in case you are wondering, I used to like Ryan better, but somewhere in the vicinity of the last month, Kevin replaced him.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
What a unique way to end the year
I am sick. Like 39°C fever sick. This is the first time in 2011 that I am sick. And I blame kayaking. I was almost able to get thorugh 2011 withour falling sick at all, but now, on the last day...:(
If you are even concerned, I am slightly better after having some medication that I was prescribed last year along with a 7-days MC. And I am not going to let this affect my New Year's Eve. Later I am going out to have seafood and hopefully countdown if I dont fall asleep.
Hope you are feeling better than I am and have a blast tonight! :D
P.S. Haha, 150th post. Which means that this year I wrote a total of 150 posts :)
If you are even concerned, I am slightly better after having some medication that I was prescribed last year along with a 7-days MC. And I am not going to let this affect my New Year's Eve. Later I am going out to have seafood and hopefully countdown if I dont fall asleep.
Hope you are feeling better than I am and have a blast tonight! :D
P.S. Haha, 150th post. Which means that this year I wrote a total of 150 posts :)
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
The world is still rocking side to side
Kayaking today was...spine-chilling. Both from the cold and the nerves.
I really wonder how deep the water was.
Capsizing and rescuing is just so...urgh. I just completely lose concentration and my thoughts when I flip myself and the whole kayak over into the godknowshowdeep water. All I would be thinking of is to get myself the hell out of there.
I feel really tired and sick right now. Possibly because the ground is still swaying beneath me cause the waves were quite big and the wind was quite strong just now. I dont even feel like eating the potato chips I bought yesterday. If you know me well, you should probably know that I eat potato chips A LOT. I even have them as meals. CAUSE I FREAKING LOVE THEM. So me saying that I dont want to eat them is saying quite a lot. Somemore the one I have right now is my current favourite. The spicy one from NTUC.
Ohmygod what am I rambling on about? I dont even know.
To think that I have to this again tomorrow is so sian. I would be feeling so much better is I knew that it were over. Sadly, its not.
I am rambling again.
My head is so dizzy. @.@
I really wonder how deep the water was.
Capsizing and rescuing is just so...urgh. I just completely lose concentration and my thoughts when I flip myself and the whole kayak over into the godknowshowdeep water. All I would be thinking of is to get myself the hell out of there.
I feel really tired and sick right now. Possibly because the ground is still swaying beneath me cause the waves were quite big and the wind was quite strong just now. I dont even feel like eating the potato chips I bought yesterday. If you know me well, you should probably know that I eat potato chips A LOT. I even have them as meals. CAUSE I FREAKING LOVE THEM. So me saying that I dont want to eat them is saying quite a lot. Somemore the one I have right now is my current favourite. The spicy one from NTUC.
Ohmygod what am I rambling on about? I dont even know.
To think that I have to this again tomorrow is so sian. I would be feeling so much better is I knew that it were over. Sadly, its not.
I am rambling again.
My head is so dizzy. @.@
Monday, December 26, 2011
I dont know why I just wrote the following
Shoe cabinet
Sofa
TV console
Computer table
Study table
My parents purchased all of that today. I was supposed to get a nice comfy chair but couldnt find any :( I want want one those really soft and nice and the right size. Cause theres a weird empty space beside my wardrobe and I want to fill it up. Coudlnt decide between a dressing table or a nice armchair. Actually, still cant decide. I really dont know. Hmm..maybe I can get both...
Anyways that is a lot of furniture to buy in 1 day. Something about good quality, big sale, new year, year end bonus, 13th month salary blah blah
Today we did quite a lot of travelling. From one end of Singapore to the other end. First we went to Tampines to look at some furniture shop my mom found online, then we went to ECP cause my mom's colleagues were there. Then we went to Yew Tee cause my aunt said they were having huge sale. Then we came back and did grocery shopping even tough we had already done so 2 days ago. Apparently we ran out of fruits. My parents are super fruit-crazy.
A bit more than 1 week of holidays left. Really ohmyshit.
Sofa
TV console
Computer table
Study table
My parents purchased all of that today. I was supposed to get a nice comfy chair but couldnt find any :( I want want one those really soft and nice and the right size. Cause theres a weird empty space beside my wardrobe and I want to fill it up. Coudlnt decide between a dressing table or a nice armchair. Actually, still cant decide. I really dont know. Hmm..maybe I can get both...
Anyways that is a lot of furniture to buy in 1 day. Something about good quality, big sale, new year, year end bonus, 13th month salary blah blah
Today we did quite a lot of travelling. From one end of Singapore to the other end. First we went to Tampines to look at some furniture shop my mom found online, then we went to ECP cause my mom's colleagues were there. Then we went to Yew Tee cause my aunt said they were having huge sale. Then we came back and did grocery shopping even tough we had already done so 2 days ago. Apparently we ran out of fruits. My parents are super fruit-crazy.
A bit more than 1 week of holidays left. Really ohmyshit.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
No one can hide anything from us
Haha I have no idea who started the google doc, but my batch is so efficient. :) The school hasnt even realesed the info yet, but everyone already know their classes. I am in 315 with Natacha and Gillian. But no thirteeners :( The TripHist HCL class :D
I have been buying more stuff but, ITS CHRISTMAS! My dad gave me 13th month 'salary'. :D
Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
I have been buying more stuff but, ITS CHRISTMAS! My dad gave me 13th month 'salary'. :D
Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Only 2 more weeks of holidays left.
Info for next year is like coming out one by one really slowly.
First they confirmed our subject combis.(TripHist sounds really scary :()
Then now I know our nco combis. (YAY)
What I really want to know now is the classes.
Then the teachers.
Aish.
First they confirmed our subject combis.(TripHist sounds really scary :()
Then now I know our nco combis. (YAY)
What I really want to know now is the classes.
Then the teachers.
Aish.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
I like clothes. Problem?
ohoho blogshopping sure is fun.
I started last night (well, this morning considering it was 2am) and have already spent $33.
On 3 tank tops, 1 batwing shirt, 1 fringe top, 1 pair of shorts and a connector ring. :)
The 3 tank tops were...unexpected. They were priced at $7 dollars each, and I originally asked the owner to sell me 2 at $11. Then then then, guess what! She told me she would sell to me at $10, and I can pick out another tank top for free. :) HOHOHO some more all brand new and super cute leh.
Today was spent switching to the fro watching TBBT and blogshopping.
But I did study from 2am to 4am. Well, 'study'.
I started last night (well, this morning considering it was 2am) and have already spent $33.
On 3 tank tops, 1 batwing shirt, 1 fringe top, 1 pair of shorts and a connector ring. :)
The 3 tank tops were...unexpected. They were priced at $7 dollars each, and I originally asked the owner to sell me 2 at $11. Then then then, guess what! She told me she would sell to me at $10, and I can pick out another tank top for free. :) HOHOHO some more all brand new and super cute leh.
Today was spent switching to the fro watching TBBT and blogshopping.
But I did study from 2am to 4am. Well, 'study'.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Who doesnt like clothes that are affordable and looks super good
You know what made my day today?
Buying clothes.
Especially clothes that are affordable and looks super good.
Heh, I bought a shirt from Joyce today and OMG, IT IS GORGEOUS.
I have no doubt that it will become one of my most-worntop.
:D
Buying clothes.
Especially clothes that are affordable and looks super good.
Heh, I bought a shirt from Joyce today and OMG, IT IS GORGEOUS.
I have no doubt that it will become one of my most-worntop.
:D
Oh, stop laughing.
I did something real stupid today.
I forgot thst ballet had been pushed forward.
No, you didnt see that wrong.
I FORGOT ENTIRELY THAT BALLET WAS AT 4.30 instead of 6.30.
And I have no idea how I suddenly remembered at 5.55 when I was putting on my stockings.
Anyways, I suppose even if I had remembered, I was at Clemti Mall at 4.30, having just travelled from Marina Barrage. And if I had not gone shoppping, I would have reached home at 4.30, which would still make me half an hour late. Alrighty, I have just convinced myself I could not have gone even if I had remembered.
See what I did there?
Well, at least I did remember in the end. I cant even imagine the horror if I hadnt. Urgh.
I forgot thst ballet had been pushed forward.
No, you didnt see that wrong.
I FORGOT ENTIRELY THAT BALLET WAS AT 4.30 instead of 6.30.
And I have no idea how I suddenly remembered at 5.55 when I was putting on my stockings.
Anyways, I suppose even if I had remembered, I was at Clemti Mall at 4.30, having just travelled from Marina Barrage. And if I had not gone shoppping, I would have reached home at 4.30, which would still make me half an hour late. Alrighty, I have just convinced myself I could not have gone even if I had remembered.
See what I did there?
Well, at least I did remember in the end. I cant even imagine the horror if I hadnt. Urgh.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
When clothes become a want
So right my house has three bedrooms, and we each sleep in a different room, mainly because our bedtimes and sleeping habits are super different.
My mom is the type who must have absolute silence and darkness when she sleeps (locked doors, closed windows with a tiny crack for air) and she likes to 早睡早起 . Say 11-7.
My dad is the type who can sleep under almost any condition, and he usually sleeps from 2-9.
I can only sleep soundly in my own bed. If I sleep anywhere else besides my own bed, there is a very huge tendency that I will wake up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. Otherwise, I am a very sound and peaceful sleeper. Yeah, I rarely dream, and even more rarely have nightmares (I believe I havent had any this year, maybe 1 or 2 at most).
My bedtimes vary a lot. Schoolnights are usually 11. But preparing to sleep is the only time I can actually read my books, and I will end up sleeping only at 12. And the bloody alarm rings at 6. 6:10, to be exacct. That gives me a total of 10 minutes before my school bus arrives. Haha, pro right. I will jump out of bed, wash clean brush whatever in 5 minutes, put on uniform and comb hair in 4 minutes, leaving me 1 minute to travel 18 stories down the lift. I will tie my shoelaces in the lift, sleep during the bus ride, eat breakfast in school and that is my morning lifestyle.
Now that its the holidays, my usual sleeping time is after 2. Around 3. And I wake up at 10. Its not that many hours of sleep, because I have already caught up during the first couple of nights. Slept like pig from 12-10 for quite a few nights haha. So, I guess I am more nocturnal than diurnal?
Ah I luoliluoso for so long liao still havent got to the point.
So recently my parents switched rooms, and my mom bought a new big wardrobe. So now the old big wardrobe belongs to my dad, and he so shockingly few clothes given the number of clothes I own. So I managed to persuade him to give me half of his wardrobe space. :D I put all those that I rarely wear there, and of course I noticed a pattern. Long pants and fancy dresses and dresses with awkward lengths. Yeah.
Unsurprisinly, I have still been buying clothes. I guess I can do a comparison at the end of the holidays as to before and then after new year when I actually start clearing stuff out.
My new big bookcase is coming this weekend :) Super excited. It is so big it covers one whole wall. Lalala then I am gonna somehow ask for a new desk and maybe, if I am lucky, a vanity thingy. Hohoho then a new toilet and sink for my bathroom...
Ok, you know what. This post has no point.
My mom is the type who must have absolute silence and darkness when she sleeps (locked doors, closed windows with a tiny crack for air) and she likes to 早睡早起 . Say 11-7.
My dad is the type who can sleep under almost any condition, and he usually sleeps from 2-9.
I can only sleep soundly in my own bed. If I sleep anywhere else besides my own bed, there is a very huge tendency that I will wake up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. Otherwise, I am a very sound and peaceful sleeper. Yeah, I rarely dream, and even more rarely have nightmares (I believe I havent had any this year, maybe 1 or 2 at most).
My bedtimes vary a lot. Schoolnights are usually 11. But preparing to sleep is the only time I can actually read my books, and I will end up sleeping only at 12. And the bloody alarm rings at 6. 6:10, to be exacct. That gives me a total of 10 minutes before my school bus arrives. Haha, pro right. I will jump out of bed, wash clean brush whatever in 5 minutes, put on uniform and comb hair in 4 minutes, leaving me 1 minute to travel 18 stories down the lift. I will tie my shoelaces in the lift, sleep during the bus ride, eat breakfast in school and that is my morning lifestyle.
Now that its the holidays, my usual sleeping time is after 2. Around 3. And I wake up at 10. Its not that many hours of sleep, because I have already caught up during the first couple of nights. Slept like pig from 12-10 for quite a few nights haha. So, I guess I am more nocturnal than diurnal?
Ah I luoliluoso for so long liao still havent got to the point.
So recently my parents switched rooms, and my mom bought a new big wardrobe. So now the old big wardrobe belongs to my dad, and he so shockingly few clothes given the number of clothes I own. So I managed to persuade him to give me half of his wardrobe space. :D I put all those that I rarely wear there, and of course I noticed a pattern. Long pants and fancy dresses and dresses with awkward lengths. Yeah.
Unsurprisinly, I have still been buying clothes. I guess I can do a comparison at the end of the holidays as to before and then after new year when I actually start clearing stuff out.
My new big bookcase is coming this weekend :) Super excited. It is so big it covers one whole wall. Lalala then I am gonna somehow ask for a new desk and maybe, if I am lucky, a vanity thingy. Hohoho then a new toilet and sink for my bathroom...
Ok, you know what. This post has no point.
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